Guest guest Posted April 7, 2006 Report Share Posted April 7, 2006 Dear Jeanne, It's always nice to know someone is thinkin of me. lol I was supposed to have a pap smear and exam done this Thursday but the doc was called out to deliver a baby so I've had to reschedule it. I'm 49 and haven't had my period for over a year so I think I'm through menopause so I was going to check on that too. I haven't had a pap for nearly four years. I just hate doctor visits now. ...such a drudge and ordeal. I feel like I've had my lot in life...to live in doc offices and I'm done with it in my mind but in reality I still drag myself out.... once in awhile. It's just not how I thought to spend my days hey?... I've been in such a fog lately that I can hardly think straight anymore. Each day is like dragging myself through mud. I feel too tired to even cry about it any more. ...sorry to be so downbeat but I haven't the energy to pretend either. Is it so wrong to want more even though I should be grateful for what I do have?....some are going through so much worse. Thanks for the prayers.....I really really need them. I've appreciated reading your posts and don't ever think you write too long of a post cuz I've enjoyed all you've said so far...especially the stuff about the doctors. ...well off to a lay down again.... and here's to hoping I made sense. hugs S. Yahoo! Messenger with Voice. PC-to-Phone calls for ridiculously low rates. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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