Re: 1) 2) 3) - Reply to Rose

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Rose, I DON'T WANT AND WISH TO HEAR THIS PARTY POOPER CRAP, SHIT, OR WHATEVER FROM ANYONE, OKAY?? Please, don't be afrenda (mispelled) by me saying this capitalize letter statement, and I suspected I don't have many if any on-line friends as I used too. But WE THREE OF US (Kathy, Reba, & myself) have gone through enough STRESS as it is lately, that we ALL COULD JUST HAVE A HEART ATTACK. This car that was TOTALED, that was driven by this woman named Angel that I wrote about and you Rose responded to, was OUR ONE AND ONLY VEHICLE THAT WE HAD, PERIOD. Remember, my 1987 Dodge Daytona that I wrote about before, burned up in a engine fire in the parking lot in front of our apartment building back in Thanksgiving Day Holiday morning. We had this 1999 Chevy Calivaer (mispelled) at the time my old car had it's fire. NOW WE HAVE NONE. All 3 of these Grand Rapids Press Paperoutes that we have been doing now for about 1 1/2 years are all in the city

of Kentwood. Where these paperoutes are located is about 3 1/2 miles ONE WAY there. There was none available closer to where we live in the city of Wyoming at the time Kathy accepted doing these paperoutes. You have to have a vehicle that far away to get over there and back. There's no place to put the trash from the paper bundles (plastic strapping to hold them together, plastic bag they are in most of the time, & identiflying route info brown paper). There's the matter of sometimes it starts to rain, thunderstorms, lighting, and whatever that pops up occassionally. WE HAVE BEEN DOING THESE PAPEROUTES SO HAVE MONEY FOR RENT, UTILITIES, ETC. JUST IN DOING THESE PAPEROUTES IN ITSELF WAS JUST KEEPING THINGS AT "STATUS QUO". THIS "STATUS QUO" FOR ALL IN BASIC TERMS WAS JUST LIVING WEEK TO WEEK, WEEK TO WEEK FOR MONTHS, NOW GOING ALMOST A YEAR. Reba is old enough to be living by herself in a apartment. Reba is now 28 yrs., Kathy is 52 yrs, & I'am 53 yrs. This situation ought not

to be at all. We can't go on indefinately borrowing the use of Angel's mini-van to do these paperoutes, day after day after day. We don't have the LUXURY of selling, realastate, homes, cash in any savings, stocks, bonds, anything. All my stuff that I could sell in guessing is about $200 - $400. What can you buy with up to $400 for car??????? SOMEBODY'S ELSE'S PROBLEMS, THAT'S WHAT!!!!!!!!!! That's including selling all my clothes, a pair of skis & boots, 1985 Sears Console Tv. Anyway we have this transportation ISSUE now and putting up with our indivudual heath issues we have. My fever has gone away and those body aches have mostly, but I still coughing bad just like last year when I THOUGH I would be COUGHING UP BLOOD. Kathy has gotten these flu symptoms from me more than likely. We never have money at most times to ride the bus. When Kathy gets the paperoute money and as well Reba's paycheck they use this for the items

mentioned above, rent, utilities. Angel had a head wound in the accident driving our car and was treated at the scene. She has two daughters additional to her son . Her youngest daughter (unsure of the child's name) is 4 yrs. old and was not injured in the accident. Angel's other daughter (unsure of this child's name) is 6 yrs old and did receive an head injury and was taken by abulance to a hospital. Not life threatining however. Rose, dear, Kathy and I had a aruement last night after I went to bed. I'am very suprised that the neighbors in our apartment building didn't call the police. This going on for maybe an hour til past 3:00 a.m. This stress is going to cause either one or both of us to have a heart attack if "Things" aren't resolved. Rose wrote: , first things first. What kind of party pooper are you? A pity party pooper? Pity parties are empowering! Is there a bus line from your house to the library? I hate riding buses, but sometimes that's the best choice. Have you looked into special rates? Even before the SSA decided I was disabled, I got a special bus pass. All I needed was a note from my doctor. It's not free, but it's pretty cheap. I'm confused about whose car got wrecked. Ramblin' Rose Moderator Reply-To: Neurosarcoidosis To: Neurosarcoidosis Subject: (1) , (2) When Is It Ever Going To End?Date: Tue, 21 Feb 2006 16:05:47 -0800 (PST) Hello there, My first response is to that she wrote on Feb. 9, 2006 and this #2 item in the subject title above is a recent thing happened this past weekend. , I was getting counseling by Claryise at the V.A. clinic in Grand Rapids but she retired this past December. Now because of something happened this past weekend this very well be harder to have this done. I don't have money or anykind of investment source that I could

sell or get money for anytype of investment money for this type of scenario. Not to mentioned money to live on up two years until a divorce be final. Like I've said before, for me read these e-mails or write them I have to walk or use transportation to get to the library. It is 1 1/4 mile one way walk to this Wyoming City Library in a generally northeastern direction from the back of my apartment building. By vehicle somewhat longer distance like 1 1/2 mile away one way. All these past months that I've done this e-mail reading & writing thing that it very well be over a 100 miles in walking getting to and back when doing this. Like I have no money for a divorce, I have no money for computer, internet service, & long distance telephone line connection for this to happen. There's no nursing home's around where I live to visit those folks. Besides this is not my "Cup of Tea" to do this type of thing. There are things I do for intertainment and knowledge value of watching things

on Tv. Another time to discuss that and not today. Reba has spending money of her own and goes with her boyfriend/manfriend to the movies. But do I ever have this opertunity? No. (2) When is it EVER GOING TO END??????????? Tracie, that temperature thing I used to detect my temperature is not one of those mouth kinds. It is one that is put on your forehead and get a reading that way. Those temperatures readings were and estimates of 102 degrees on this last Friday and 103 degrees on Saturaday afternoon. I've have had periods of sleepy time I had night sweats and this was very all because putting to much of that chilli pepper rhemy cream I have. I suppose that I shouldn't be at this library and doing this thing though anyway. When is it Ever Going to End????? Now, Kathy & I are more destressed now. Reba & Kathy asked this woman Angel this past Friday/Saturaday or there abouts that they could use her 1993 Plymouth Voyager mini-van

to work on the paperoutes for Sunday morning. There's 3 routes we do around 120 customers. Angel is divorced and living with her manfriend Steve. Steve was the former manager at the store that Reba has and now works at and as when Kathy worked there herself. I don't know the ages of Angel's kids, but one is and he is 8 yrs. old. Either Saturaday evening or some- time Sunday morning, Angel had a accident with our car. Kathy & Reba both were giving me different versions of what happened. The kids had cuts & bruses and I don't know if the car tipped over on ice or what. The car had broken glass however and is Totaled. Now we don't have our own vehicle to drive and no money to get another one. Ironically Angel was trying to sell her mini-van for $1,500.00 before what happened to our car. Another long e-mail from me ending here. Bye, P.S. I DON'T WANT

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Rose, I DON'T WANT AND WISH TO HEAR THIS PARTY POOPER CRAP, SHIT, OR WHATEVER FROM ANYONE, OKAY?? Please, don't be afrenda (mispelled) by me saying this capitalize letter statement, and I suspected I don't have many if any on-line friends as I used too. But WE THREE OF US (Kathy, Reba, & myself) have gone through enough STRESS as it is lately, that we ALL COULD JUST HAVE A HEART ATTACK. This car that was TOTALED, that was driven by this woman named Angel that I wrote about and you Rose responded to, was OUR ONE AND ONLY VEHICLE THAT WE HAD, PERIOD. Remember, my 1987 Dodge Daytona that I wrote about before, burned up in a engine fire in the parking lot in front of our apartment building back in Thanksgiving Day Holiday morning. We had this 1999 Chevy Calivaer (mispelled) at the time my old car had it's fire. NOW WE HAVE NONE. All 3 of these Grand Rapids Press Paperoutes that we have been doing now for about 1 1/2 years are all in the city

of Kentwood. Where these paperoutes are located is about 3 1/2 miles ONE WAY there. There was none available closer to where we live in the city of Wyoming at the time Kathy accepted doing these paperoutes. You have to have a vehicle that far away to get over there and back. There's no place to put the trash from the paper bundles (plastic strapping to hold them together, plastic bag they are in most of the time, & identiflying route info brown paper). There's the matter of sometimes it starts to rain, thunderstorms, lighting, and whatever that pops up occassionally. WE HAVE BEEN DOING THESE PAPEROUTES SO HAVE MONEY FOR RENT, UTILITIES, ETC. JUST IN DOING THESE PAPEROUTES IN ITSELF WAS JUST KEEPING THINGS AT "STATUS QUO". THIS "STATUS QUO" FOR ALL IN BASIC TERMS WAS JUST LIVING WEEK TO WEEK, WEEK TO WEEK FOR MONTHS, NOW GOING ALMOST A YEAR. Reba is old enough to be living by herself in a apartment. Reba is now 28 yrs., Kathy is 52 yrs, & I'am 53 yrs. This situation ought not

to be at all. We can't go on indefinately borrowing the use of Angel's mini-van to do these paperoutes, day after day after day. We don't have the LUXURY of selling, realastate, homes, cash in any savings, stocks, bonds, anything. All my stuff that I could sell in guessing is about $200 - $400. What can you buy with up to $400 for car??????? SOMEBODY'S ELSE'S PROBLEMS, THAT'S WHAT!!!!!!!!!! That's including selling all my clothes, a pair of skis & boots, 1985 Sears Console Tv. Anyway we have this transportation ISSUE now and putting up with our indivudual heath issues we have. My fever has gone away and those body aches have mostly, but I still coughing bad just like last year when I THOUGH I would be COUGHING UP BLOOD. Kathy has gotten these flu symptoms from me more than likely. We never have money at most times to ride the bus. When Kathy gets the paperoute money and as well Reba's paycheck they use this for the items

mentioned above, rent, utilities. Angel had a head wound in the accident driving our car and was treated at the scene. She has two daughters additional to her son . Her youngest daughter (unsure of the child's name) is 4 yrs. old and was not injured in the accident. Angel's other daughter (unsure of this child's name) is 6 yrs old and did receive an head injury and was taken by abulance to a hospital. Not life threatining however. Rose, dear, Kathy and I had a aruement last night after I went to bed. I'am very suprised that the neighbors in our apartment building didn't call the police. This going on for maybe an hour til past 3:00 a.m. This stress is going to cause either one or both of us to have a heart attack if "Things" aren't resolved. Rose wrote: , first things first. What kind of party pooper are you? A pity party pooper? Pity parties are empowering! Is there a bus line from your house to the library? I hate riding buses, but sometimes that's the best choice. Have you looked into special rates? Even before the SSA decided I was disabled, I got a special bus pass. All I needed was a note from my doctor. It's not free, but it's pretty cheap. I'm confused about whose car got wrecked. Ramblin' Rose Moderator Reply-To: Neurosarcoidosis To: Neurosarcoidosis Subject: (1) , (2) When Is It Ever Going To End?Date: Tue, 21 Feb 2006 16:05:47 -0800 (PST) Hello there, My first response is to that she wrote on Feb. 9, 2006 and this #2 item in the subject title above is a recent thing happened this past weekend. , I was getting counseling by Claryise at the V.A. clinic in Grand Rapids but she retired this past December. Now because of something happened this past weekend this very well be harder to have this done. I don't have money or anykind of investment source that I could

sell or get money for anytype of investment money for this type of scenario. Not to mentioned money to live on up two years until a divorce be final. Like I've said before, for me read these e-mails or write them I have to walk or use transportation to get to the library. It is 1 1/4 mile one way walk to this Wyoming City Library in a generally northeastern direction from the back of my apartment building. By vehicle somewhat longer distance like 1 1/2 mile away one way. All these past months that I've done this e-mail reading & writing thing that it very well be over a 100 miles in walking getting to and back when doing this. Like I have no money for a divorce, I have no money for computer, internet service, & long distance telephone line connection for this to happen. There's no nursing home's around where I live to visit those folks. Besides this is not my "Cup of Tea" to do this type of thing. There are things I do for intertainment and knowledge value of watching things

on Tv. Another time to discuss that and not today. Reba has spending money of her own and goes with her boyfriend/manfriend to the movies. But do I ever have this opertunity? No. (2) When is it EVER GOING TO END??????????? Tracie, that temperature thing I used to detect my temperature is not one of those mouth kinds. It is one that is put on your forehead and get a reading that way. Those temperatures readings were and estimates of 102 degrees on this last Friday and 103 degrees on Saturaday afternoon. I've have had periods of sleepy time I had night sweats and this was very all because putting to much of that chilli pepper rhemy cream I have. I suppose that I shouldn't be at this library and doing this thing though anyway. When is it Ever Going to End????? Now, Kathy & I are more destressed now. Reba & Kathy asked this woman Angel this past Friday/Saturaday or there abouts that they could use her 1993 Plymouth Voyager mini-van

to work on the paperoutes for Sunday morning. There's 3 routes we do around 120 customers. Angel is divorced and living with her manfriend Steve. Steve was the former manager at the store that Reba has and now works at and as when Kathy worked there herself. I don't know the ages of Angel's kids, but one is and he is 8 yrs. old. Either Saturaday evening or some- time Sunday morning, Angel had a accident with our car. Kathy & Reba both were giving me different versions of what happened. The kids had cuts & bruses and I don't know if the car tipped over on ice or what. The car had broken glass however and is Totaled. Now we don't have our own vehicle to drive and no money to get another one. Ironically Angel was trying to sell her mini-van for $1,500.00 before what happened to our car. Another long e-mail from me ending here. Bye, P.S. I DON'T WANT

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Rose, I DON'T WANT AND WISH TO HEAR THIS PARTY POOPER CRAP, SHIT, OR WHATEVER FROM ANYONE, OKAY?? Please, don't be afrenda (mispelled) by me saying this capitalize letter statement, and I suspected I don't have many if any on-line friends as I used too. But WE THREE OF US (Kathy, Reba, & myself) have gone through enough STRESS as it is lately, that we ALL COULD JUST HAVE A HEART ATTACK. This car that was TOTALED, that was driven by this woman named Angel that I wrote about and you Rose responded to, was OUR ONE AND ONLY VEHICLE THAT WE HAD, PERIOD. Remember, my 1987 Dodge Daytona that I wrote about before, burned up in a engine fire in the parking lot in front of our apartment building back in Thanksgiving Day Holiday morning. We had this 1999 Chevy Calivaer (mispelled) at the time my old car had it's fire. NOW WE HAVE NONE. All 3 of these Grand Rapids Press Paperoutes that we have been doing now for about 1 1/2 years are all in the city

of Kentwood. Where these paperoutes are located is about 3 1/2 miles ONE WAY there. There was none available closer to where we live in the city of Wyoming at the time Kathy accepted doing these paperoutes. You have to have a vehicle that far away to get over there and back. There's no place to put the trash from the paper bundles (plastic strapping to hold them together, plastic bag they are in most of the time, & identiflying route info brown paper). There's the matter of sometimes it starts to rain, thunderstorms, lighting, and whatever that pops up occassionally. WE HAVE BEEN DOING THESE PAPEROUTES SO HAVE MONEY FOR RENT, UTILITIES, ETC. JUST IN DOING THESE PAPEROUTES IN ITSELF WAS JUST KEEPING THINGS AT "STATUS QUO". THIS "STATUS QUO" FOR ALL IN BASIC TERMS WAS JUST LIVING WEEK TO WEEK, WEEK TO WEEK FOR MONTHS, NOW GOING ALMOST A YEAR. Reba is old enough to be living by herself in a apartment. Reba is now 28 yrs., Kathy is 52 yrs, & I'am 53 yrs. This situation ought not

to be at all. We can't go on indefinately borrowing the use of Angel's mini-van to do these paperoutes, day after day after day. We don't have the LUXURY of selling, realastate, homes, cash in any savings, stocks, bonds, anything. All my stuff that I could sell in guessing is about $200 - $400. What can you buy with up to $400 for car??????? SOMEBODY'S ELSE'S PROBLEMS, THAT'S WHAT!!!!!!!!!! That's including selling all my clothes, a pair of skis & boots, 1985 Sears Console Tv. Anyway we have this transportation ISSUE now and putting up with our indivudual heath issues we have. My fever has gone away and those body aches have mostly, but I still coughing bad just like last year when I THOUGH I would be COUGHING UP BLOOD. Kathy has gotten these flu symptoms from me more than likely. We never have money at most times to ride the bus. When Kathy gets the paperoute money and as well Reba's paycheck they use this for the items

mentioned above, rent, utilities. Angel had a head wound in the accident driving our car and was treated at the scene. She has two daughters additional to her son . Her youngest daughter (unsure of the child's name) is 4 yrs. old and was not injured in the accident. Angel's other daughter (unsure of this child's name) is 6 yrs old and did receive an head injury and was taken by abulance to a hospital. Not life threatining however. Rose, dear, Kathy and I had a aruement last night after I went to bed. I'am very suprised that the neighbors in our apartment building didn't call the police. This going on for maybe an hour til past 3:00 a.m. This stress is going to cause either one or both of us to have a heart attack if "Things" aren't resolved. Rose wrote: , first things first. What kind of party pooper are you? A pity party pooper? Pity parties are empowering! Is there a bus line from your house to the library? I hate riding buses, but sometimes that's the best choice. Have you looked into special rates? Even before the SSA decided I was disabled, I got a special bus pass. All I needed was a note from my doctor. It's not free, but it's pretty cheap. I'm confused about whose car got wrecked. Ramblin' Rose Moderator Reply-To: Neurosarcoidosis To: Neurosarcoidosis Subject: (1) , (2) When Is It Ever Going To End?Date: Tue, 21 Feb 2006 16:05:47 -0800 (PST) Hello there, My first response is to that she wrote on Feb. 9, 2006 and this #2 item in the subject title above is a recent thing happened this past weekend. , I was getting counseling by Claryise at the V.A. clinic in Grand Rapids but she retired this past December. Now because of something happened this past weekend this very well be harder to have this done. I don't have money or anykind of investment source that I could

sell or get money for anytype of investment money for this type of scenario. Not to mentioned money to live on up two years until a divorce be final. Like I've said before, for me read these e-mails or write them I have to walk or use transportation to get to the library. It is 1 1/4 mile one way walk to this Wyoming City Library in a generally northeastern direction from the back of my apartment building. By vehicle somewhat longer distance like 1 1/2 mile away one way. All these past months that I've done this e-mail reading & writing thing that it very well be over a 100 miles in walking getting to and back when doing this. Like I have no money for a divorce, I have no money for computer, internet service, & long distance telephone line connection for this to happen. There's no nursing home's around where I live to visit those folks. Besides this is not my "Cup of Tea" to do this type of thing. There are things I do for intertainment and knowledge value of watching things

on Tv. Another time to discuss that and not today. Reba has spending money of her own and goes with her boyfriend/manfriend to the movies. But do I ever have this opertunity? No. (2) When is it EVER GOING TO END??????????? Tracie, that temperature thing I used to detect my temperature is not one of those mouth kinds. It is one that is put on your forehead and get a reading that way. Those temperatures readings were and estimates of 102 degrees on this last Friday and 103 degrees on Saturaday afternoon. I've have had periods of sleepy time I had night sweats and this was very all because putting to much of that chilli pepper rhemy cream I have. I suppose that I shouldn't be at this library and doing this thing though anyway. When is it Ever Going to End????? Now, Kathy & I are more destressed now. Reba & Kathy asked this woman Angel this past Friday/Saturaday or there abouts that they could use her 1993 Plymouth Voyager mini-van

to work on the paperoutes for Sunday morning. There's 3 routes we do around 120 customers. Angel is divorced and living with her manfriend Steve. Steve was the former manager at the store that Reba has and now works at and as when Kathy worked there herself. I don't know the ages of Angel's kids, but one is and he is 8 yrs. old. Either Saturaday evening or some- time Sunday morning, Angel had a accident with our car. Kathy & Reba both were giving me different versions of what happened. The kids had cuts & bruses and I don't know if the car tipped over on ice or what. The car had broken glass however and is Totaled. Now we don't have our own vehicle to drive and no money to get another one. Ironically Angel was trying to sell her mini-van for $1,500.00 before what happened to our car. Another long e-mail from me ending here. Bye, P.S. I DON'T WANT

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> , first things first. What kind of party pooper are

you? A pity party pooper? Pity parties are empowering!

> Is there a bus line from your house to the library? I hate

riding buses, but sometimes that's the best choice. Have you looked

into special rates? Even before the SSA decided I was disabled, I

got a special bus pass. All I needed was a note from my doctor.

It's not free, but it's pretty cheap.

> I'm confused about whose car got wrecked.

>

> Ramblin' Rose

> Moderator

>

>

> ---------------------------------

> From: GARY WOOLARD

> Reply-To: Neurosarcoidosis

> To: Neurosarcoidosis

> Subject: (1) , (2) When Is It Ever Going

To End?

> Date: Tue, 21 Feb 2006 16:05:47 -0800 (PST)

>

> Hello there,

>

> My first response is to that she wrote on Feb. 9, 2006 and

this #2 item in the subject title above is a recent thing happened

this past weekend.

>

> , I was getting counseling by Claryise at the V.A. clinic

in Grand Rapids but she retired this past December. Now because of

something happened this past weekend this very well be harder to have

this done. I don't have money or anykind of investment source that I

could sell or get money for anytype of investment money for this type

of scenario. Not to mentioned money to live on up two years until a

divorce be final. Like I've said before, for me read these e-mails or

write them I have to walk or use transportation to get to the

library. It is 1 1/4 mile one way walk to this Wyoming City Library

in a generally northeastern direction from the back of my apartment

building. By vehicle somewhat longer distance like 1 1/2 mile away

one way. All these past months that I've done this e-mail reading &

writing thing that it very well be over a 100 miles in walking

getting to and back when doing this. Like I have no money for a

divorce, I have no money for computer, internet service, &

> long distance telephone line connection for this to happen.

There's no nursing home's around where I live to visit those folks.

Besides this is not my " Cup of Tea " to do this type of thing. There

are things I do for intertainment and knowledge value of watching

things on Tv. Another time to discuss that and not today. Reba has

spending money of her own and goes with her boyfriend/manfriend

to the movies. But do I ever have this opertunity? No.

> (2) When is it EVER GOING TO END???????????

> Tracie, that temperature thing I used to detect my temperature is

not one of those mouth kinds. It is one that is put on your forehead

and get a reading that way. Those temperatures readings were and

estimates of 102 degrees on this last Friday and 103 degrees on

Saturaday afternoon. I've have had periods of sleepy time I had night

sweats and this was very all because putting to much of that chilli

pepper rhemy cream I have. I suppose that I shouldn't be at this

library and doing this thing though anyway.

> When is it Ever Going to End????? Now, Kathy & I are more

destressed now. Reba & Kathy asked this woman Angel this past

Friday/Saturaday or there abouts that they could use her 1993

Plymouth Voyager mini-van to work on the paperoutes for Sunday

morning. There's 3 routes we do around 120 customers. Angel is

divorced and living with her manfriend Steve. Steve was the former

manager at the store that Reba has and now works at and as when Kathy

worked there herself. I don't know the ages of Angel's kids, but one

is and he is 8 yrs. old. Either Saturaday evening or some-

> time Sunday morning, Angel had a accident with our car. Kathy &

Reba both were giving me different versions of what happened. The

kids had cuts & bruses and I don't know if the car tipped over on ice

or what. The car had broken glass however and is Totaled. Now we

don't have our own vehicle to drive and no money to get another one.

Ironically Angel was trying to sell her mini-van for $1,500.00 before

what happened to our car.

> Another long e-mail from me ending here.

>

> Bye,

>

>

> P.S. I DON'T WANT NO PITY PARTYS NOW OR EVER, OKAY?

>

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> , first things first. What kind of party pooper are

you? A pity party pooper? Pity parties are empowering!

> Is there a bus line from your house to the library? I hate

riding buses, but sometimes that's the best choice. Have you looked

into special rates? Even before the SSA decided I was disabled, I

got a special bus pass. All I needed was a note from my doctor.

It's not free, but it's pretty cheap.

> I'm confused about whose car got wrecked.

>

> Ramblin' Rose

> Moderator

>

>

> ---------------------------------

> From: GARY WOOLARD

> Reply-To: Neurosarcoidosis

> To: Neurosarcoidosis

> Subject: (1) , (2) When Is It Ever Going

To End?

> Date: Tue, 21 Feb 2006 16:05:47 -0800 (PST)

>

> Hello there,

>

> My first response is to that she wrote on Feb. 9, 2006 and

this #2 item in the subject title above is a recent thing happened

this past weekend.

>

> , I was getting counseling by Claryise at the V.A. clinic

in Grand Rapids but she retired this past December. Now because of

something happened this past weekend this very well be harder to have

this done. I don't have money or anykind of investment source that I

could sell or get money for anytype of investment money for this type

of scenario. Not to mentioned money to live on up two years until a

divorce be final. Like I've said before, for me read these e-mails or

write them I have to walk or use transportation to get to the

library. It is 1 1/4 mile one way walk to this Wyoming City Library

in a generally northeastern direction from the back of my apartment

building. By vehicle somewhat longer distance like 1 1/2 mile away

one way. All these past months that I've done this e-mail reading &

writing thing that it very well be over a 100 miles in walking

getting to and back when doing this. Like I have no money for a

divorce, I have no money for computer, internet service, &

> long distance telephone line connection for this to happen.

There's no nursing home's around where I live to visit those folks.

Besides this is not my " Cup of Tea " to do this type of thing. There

are things I do for intertainment and knowledge value of watching

things on Tv. Another time to discuss that and not today. Reba has

spending money of her own and goes with her boyfriend/manfriend

to the movies. But do I ever have this opertunity? No.

> (2) When is it EVER GOING TO END???????????

> Tracie, that temperature thing I used to detect my temperature is

not one of those mouth kinds. It is one that is put on your forehead

and get a reading that way. Those temperatures readings were and

estimates of 102 degrees on this last Friday and 103 degrees on

Saturaday afternoon. I've have had periods of sleepy time I had night

sweats and this was very all because putting to much of that chilli

pepper rhemy cream I have. I suppose that I shouldn't be at this

library and doing this thing though anyway.

> When is it Ever Going to End????? Now, Kathy & I are more

destressed now. Reba & Kathy asked this woman Angel this past

Friday/Saturaday or there abouts that they could use her 1993

Plymouth Voyager mini-van to work on the paperoutes for Sunday

morning. There's 3 routes we do around 120 customers. Angel is

divorced and living with her manfriend Steve. Steve was the former

manager at the store that Reba has and now works at and as when Kathy

worked there herself. I don't know the ages of Angel's kids, but one

is and he is 8 yrs. old. Either Saturaday evening or some-

> time Sunday morning, Angel had a accident with our car. Kathy &

Reba both were giving me different versions of what happened. The

kids had cuts & bruses and I don't know if the car tipped over on ice

or what. The car had broken glass however and is Totaled. Now we

don't have our own vehicle to drive and no money to get another one.

Ironically Angel was trying to sell her mini-van for $1,500.00 before

what happened to our car.

> Another long e-mail from me ending here.

>

> Bye,

>

>

> P.S. I DON'T WANT NO PITY PARTYS NOW OR EVER, OKAY?

>

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> , first things first. What kind of party pooper are

you? A pity party pooper? Pity parties are empowering!

> Is there a bus line from your house to the library? I hate

riding buses, but sometimes that's the best choice. Have you looked

into special rates? Even before the SSA decided I was disabled, I

got a special bus pass. All I needed was a note from my doctor.

It's not free, but it's pretty cheap.

> I'm confused about whose car got wrecked.

>

> Ramblin' Rose

> Moderator

>

>

> ---------------------------------

> From: GARY WOOLARD

> Reply-To: Neurosarcoidosis

> To: Neurosarcoidosis

> Subject: (1) , (2) When Is It Ever Going

To End?

> Date: Tue, 21 Feb 2006 16:05:47 -0800 (PST)

>

> Hello there,

>

> My first response is to that she wrote on Feb. 9, 2006 and

this #2 item in the subject title above is a recent thing happened

this past weekend.

>

> , I was getting counseling by Claryise at the V.A. clinic

in Grand Rapids but she retired this past December. Now because of

something happened this past weekend this very well be harder to have

this done. I don't have money or anykind of investment source that I

could sell or get money for anytype of investment money for this type

of scenario. Not to mentioned money to live on up two years until a

divorce be final. Like I've said before, for me read these e-mails or

write them I have to walk or use transportation to get to the

library. It is 1 1/4 mile one way walk to this Wyoming City Library

in a generally northeastern direction from the back of my apartment

building. By vehicle somewhat longer distance like 1 1/2 mile away

one way. All these past months that I've done this e-mail reading &

writing thing that it very well be over a 100 miles in walking

getting to and back when doing this. Like I have no money for a

divorce, I have no money for computer, internet service, &

> long distance telephone line connection for this to happen.

There's no nursing home's around where I live to visit those folks.

Besides this is not my " Cup of Tea " to do this type of thing. There

are things I do for intertainment and knowledge value of watching

things on Tv. Another time to discuss that and not today. Reba has

spending money of her own and goes with her boyfriend/manfriend

to the movies. But do I ever have this opertunity? No.

> (2) When is it EVER GOING TO END???????????

> Tracie, that temperature thing I used to detect my temperature is

not one of those mouth kinds. It is one that is put on your forehead

and get a reading that way. Those temperatures readings were and

estimates of 102 degrees on this last Friday and 103 degrees on

Saturaday afternoon. I've have had periods of sleepy time I had night

sweats and this was very all because putting to much of that chilli

pepper rhemy cream I have. I suppose that I shouldn't be at this

library and doing this thing though anyway.

> When is it Ever Going to End????? Now, Kathy & I are more

destressed now. Reba & Kathy asked this woman Angel this past

Friday/Saturaday or there abouts that they could use her 1993

Plymouth Voyager mini-van to work on the paperoutes for Sunday

morning. There's 3 routes we do around 120 customers. Angel is

divorced and living with her manfriend Steve. Steve was the former

manager at the store that Reba has and now works at and as when Kathy

worked there herself. I don't know the ages of Angel's kids, but one

is and he is 8 yrs. old. Either Saturaday evening or some-

> time Sunday morning, Angel had a accident with our car. Kathy &

Reba both were giving me different versions of what happened. The

kids had cuts & bruses and I don't know if the car tipped over on ice

or what. The car had broken glass however and is Totaled. Now we

don't have our own vehicle to drive and no money to get another one.

Ironically Angel was trying to sell her mini-van for $1,500.00 before

what happened to our car.

> Another long e-mail from me ending here.

>

> Bye,

>

>

> P.S. I DON'T WANT NO PITY PARTYS NOW OR EVER, OKAY?

>

> ---------------------------------

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[Guest guest]

,

I usually don't write to you because I am not sure what to say because

your situation is so complicated but today I felt that I need to tell

you that I care about you. , I read your posts and can tell that

you are in a bad place. I go to therapy and one of the best things that

my therapist ever told me was to have the pity party - then get over it.

Everyone's situation is different and everyone situation is difficult.

I lived with an abusive, alcoholic father and saw things a child should

never see. My mother had numerous nervous breakdowns because of the

abuse she suffered and saw her children suffer. So I never really had

anyone to show me what a normal relationship was. So because of that, I

am on my fourth marriage. I have two wonderful twin sons by my second

husband and if I hadn't married him I wouldn't have these wonderful

human beings in my life if I hadn't married their Dad.

I currently am in another difficult marriage, but I have decided that I

am not going to be the victim again. If you have read from my other

posts, my friend Amy has been visiting. She made me see that I have

been falling into some old patterns regarding my husband and I am

determined not to do that anymore. While my living arrangement is far

from perfect, I have decided not to let if affect my health. Whether it

is Church, my friends here online, my therapist, whatever...I am going

to have a network of people around me that will help me through this

difficult time and truly are my friends. And I guess now that is the

point - we all want to help you through your difficult time. We give

you advice and hope it will help you. While our recommendations may not

be possible, this is our way of saying we care about you enough to try

to give you suggestions to help you through this life. Maybe just

once, when someone has some advice to give, it will be possible for you

to try and will really make a change in your life. But until that time,

we will all be there to advise you, care about you and be there for you

to hear you.

Take care of yourself and don't be drug into an argument that has

no end. You need the rest and you don't need the stress. I really care

what happens to you.

Terri G.

> , first things first. What kind of party pooper are you? A pity

party pooper? Pity parties are empowering!

> Is there a bus line from your house to the library? I hate riding

buses, but sometimes that's the best choice. Have you looked into

special rates? Even before the SSA decided I was disabled, I got a

special bus pass. All I needed was a note from my doctor. It's not free,

but it's pretty cheap.

> I'm confused about whose car got wrecked.

>

> Ramblin' Rose

> Moderator

>

>

> ---------------------------------

> From: GARY WOOLARD garyjwoolard@...

> Reply-To: Neurosarcoidosis

> To: Neurosarcoidosis

> Subject: (1) , (2) When Is It Ever Going To

End?

> Date: Tue, 21 Feb 2006 16:05:47 -0800 (PST)

>

> Hello there,

>

> My first response is to that she wrote on Feb. 9, 2006 and this

#2 item in the subject title above is a recent thing happened this past

weekend.

>

> , I was getting counseling by Claryise at the V.A. clinic in

Grand Rapids but she retired this past December. Now because of

something happened this past weekend this very well be harder to have

this done. I don't have money or anykind of investment source that I

could sell or get money for anytype of investment money for this type of

scenario. Not to mentioned money to live on up two years until a divorce

be final. Like I've said before, for me read these e-mails or write them

I have to walk or use transportation to get to the library. It is 1 1/4

mile one way walk to this Wyoming City Library in a generally

northeastern direction from the back of my apartment building. By

vehicle somewhat longer distance like 1 1/2 mile away one way. All these

past months that I've done this e-mail reading & writing thing that it

very well be over a 100 miles in walking getting to and back when doing

this. Like I have no money for a divorce, I have no money for computer,

internet service, &

> long distance telephone line connection for this to happen. There's no

nursing home's around where I live to visit those folks. Besides this is

not my " Cup of Tea " to do this type of thing. There are things I do for

intertainment and knowledge value of watching things on Tv. Another time

to discuss that and not today. Reba has spending money of her own and

goes with her boyfriend/manfriend to the movies. But do I ever

have this opertunity? No.

> (2) When is it EVER GOING TO END???????????

> Tracie, that temperature thing I used to detect my temperature is not

one of those mouth kinds. It is one that is put on your forehead and get

a reading that way. Those temperatures readings were and estimates of

102 degrees on this last Friday and 103 degrees on Saturaday afternoon.

I've have had periods of sleepy time I had night sweats and this was

very all because putting to much of that chilli pepper rhemy cream I

have. I suppose that I shouldn't be at this library and doing this thing

though anyway.

> When is it Ever Going to End????? Now, Kathy & I are more destressed

now. Reba & Kathy asked this woman Angel this past Friday/Saturaday or

there abouts that they could use her 1993 Plymouth Voyager mini-van to

work on the paperoutes for Sunday morning. There's 3 routes we do around

120 customers. Angel is divorced and living with her manfriend Steve.

Steve was the former manager at the store that Reba has and now works at

and as when Kathy worked there herself. I don't know the ages of Angel's

kids, but one is and he is 8 yrs. old. Either Saturaday evening or

some-

> time Sunday morning, Angel had a accident with our car. Kathy & Reba

both were giving me different versions of what happened. The kids had

cuts & bruses and I don't know if the car tipped over on ice or what.

The car had broken glass however and is Totaled. Now we don't have our

own vehicle to drive and no money to get another one. Ironically Angel

was trying to sell her mini-van for $1,500.00 before what happened to

our car.

> Another long e-mail from me ending here.

>

> Bye,

>

>

> P.S. I DON'T WANT NO PITY PARTYS NOW OR EVER, OKAY?

>

> ---------------------------------

> Yahoo! Mail

> Use Photomail to share photos without annoying attachments.

>

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>

[Guest guest]

Hey, , the capitals don't bother me. I grew up in a family of screamers, except my mom. I can relate to some of your frustration & resentment. When I listen to your stories of skiing, travel, adventure, I feel a little jealous. I always thought I'd do that stuff later. Now later's here & it's not likely to happen. And I picture you, young and healthy and full of anticipation, and this is not where you thought you'd be at 53. It's just a bummer, it's unfair, Trump is a jerk & he's got everything! Well, not true, he doesn't have this group, so what a loser he is. Anyway, I've got dogs & a cat that love me, another cat that tolerates me & I'll have red beans & rice for supper tomorrow. So life goes on. I just wish I could get tickets for the Jimmy Buffet concert here in August. , I can't possibly know how you feel & what you are experiencing. I do appreciate your trusting us enough to share so much of yourself with us, your pain, your anger, your hopelessness, but also your creativity, your observations of the world around you with such vivid descriptions. , I like you.

Ramblin' Rose

Moderator

Reply-To: Neurosarcoidosis To: Neurosarcoidosis Subject: Re: 1) 2) 3) - Reply to RoseDate: Thu, 23 Feb 2006 16:07:34 -0800 (PST)

Rose,

I DON'T WANT AND WISH TO HEAR THIS PARTY POOPER CRAP, SHIT, OR WHATEVER FROM ANYONE, OKAY?? Please, don't be afrenda (mispelled) by me saying this capitalize letter statement, and I suspected I don't have many if any on-line friends as I used too. But WE THREE OF US (Kathy, Reba, & myself) have gone through enough STRESS as it is lately, that we ALL COULD JUST HAVE A HEART ATTACK. This car that was TOTALED, that was driven by this woman named Angel that I wrote about and you Rose responded to, was OUR ONE AND ONLY VEHICLE THAT WE HAD, PERIOD. Remember, my 1987 Dodge Daytona that I wrote about before, burned up in a engine fire in the parking lot in front of our apartment building back in Thanksgiving Day Holiday morning. We had this 1999 Chevy Calivaer (mispelled) at the time my old car had it's fire. NOW WE HAVE NONE. All 3 of these Grand Rapids Press Paperoutes that we have been doing now for about 1 1/2 years are all in the city of Kentwood. Where these paperoutes are located is about 3 1/2 miles ONE WAY there. There was none available closer to where we live in the city of Wyoming at the time Kathy accepted doing these paperoutes. You have to have a vehicle that far away to get over there and back. There's no place to put the trash from the paper bundles (plastic strapping to hold them together, plastic bag they are in most of the time, & identiflying route info brown paper). There's the matter of sometimes it starts to rain, thunderstorms, lighting, and whatever that pops up occassionally. WE HAVE BEEN DOING THESE PAPEROUTES SO HAVE MONEY FOR RENT, UTILITIES, ETC. JUST IN DOING THESE PAPEROUTES IN ITSELF WAS JUST KEEPING THINGS AT "STATUS QUO". THIS "STATUS QUO" FOR ALL IN BASIC TERMS WAS JUST LIVING WEEK TO WEEK, WEEK TO WEEK FOR MONTHS, NOW GOING ALMOST A YEAR. Reba is old enough to be living by herself in a apartment. Reba is now 28 yrs., Kathy is 52 yrs, & I'am 53 yrs. This situation ought not to be at all. We can't go on indefinately borrowing the use of Angel's mini-van to do these paperoutes, day after day after day. We don't have the LUXURY of selling, realastate, homes, cash in any savings, stocks, bonds, anything. All my stuff that I could sell in guessing is about $200 - $400. What can you buy with up to $400 for car??????? SOMEBODY'S ELSE'S PROBLEMS, THAT'S WHAT!!!!!!!!!! That's including selling all my clothes, a pair of skis & boots, 1985 Sears Console Tv. Anyway we have this transportation ISSUE now and putting up with our indivudual heath issues we have. My fever has gone away and those body aches have mostly, but I still coughing bad just like last year when I THOUGH I would be COUGHING UP BLOOD. Kathy has gotten these flu symptoms from me more than likely.

We never have money at most times to ride the bus. When Kathy gets the paperoute money and as well Reba's paycheck they use this for the items mentioned above, rent, utilities.

Angel had a head wound in the accident driving our car and was treated at the scene. She has two daughters additional to her son . Her youngest daughter (unsure of the child's name) is 4 yrs. old and was not injured in the accident. Angel's other daughter (unsure of this child's name) is 6 yrs old and did receive an head injury and was taken by abulance to a hospital. Not life threatining however.

Rose, dear, Kathy and I had a aruement last night after I went to bed. I'am very suprised that the neighbors in our apartment building didn't call the police. This going on for maybe an hour til past 3:00 a.m. This stress is going to cause either one or both of us to have a heart attack if "Things" aren't resolved.

Rose wrote:

, first things first. What kind of party pooper are you? A pity party pooper? Pity parties are empowering!

Is there a bus line from your house to the library? I hate riding buses, but sometimes that's the best choice. Have you looked into special rates? Even before the SSA decided I was disabled, I got a special bus pass. All I needed was a note from my doctor. It's not free, but it's pretty cheap.

I'm confused about whose car got wrecked.

Ramblin' Rose

Moderator

Reply-To: Neurosarcoidosis To: Neurosarcoidosis Subject: (1) , (2) When Is It Ever Going To End?Date: Tue, 21 Feb 2006 16:05:47 -0800 (PST)

Hello there,

My first response is to that she wrote on Feb. 9, 2006 and this #2 item in the subject title above is a recent thing happened this past weekend.

, I was getting counseling by Claryise at the V.A. clinic in Grand Rapids but she retired this past December. Now because of something happened this past weekend this very well be harder to have this done. I don't have money or anykind of investment source that I could sell or get money for anytype of investment money for this type of scenario. Not to mentioned money to live on up two years until a divorce be final. Like I've said before, for me read these e-mails or write them I have to walk or use transportation to get to the library. It is 1 1/4 mile one way walk to this Wyoming City Library in a generally northeastern direction from the back of my apartment building. By vehicle somewhat longer distance like 1 1/2 mile away one way. All these past months that I've done this e-mail reading & writing thing that it very well be over a 100 miles in walking getting to and back when doing this. Like I have no money for a divorce, I have no money for computer, internet service, & long distance telephone line connection for this to happen. There's no nursing home's around where I live to visit those folks. Besides this is not my "Cup of Tea" to do this type of thing. There are things I do for intertainment and knowledge value of watching things on Tv. Another time to discuss that and not today. Reba has spending money of her own and goes with her boyfriend/manfriend to the movies. But do I ever have this opertunity? No.

(2) When is it EVER GOING TO END???????????

Tracie, that temperature thing I used to detect my temperature is not one of those mouth kinds. It is one that is put on your forehead and get a reading that way. Those temperatures readings were and estimates of 102 degrees on this last Friday and 103 degrees on Saturaday afternoon. I've have had periods of sleepy time I had night sweats and this was very all because putting to much of that chilli pepper rhemy cream I have. I suppose that I shouldn't be at this library and doing this thing though anyway.

When is it Ever Going to End????? Now, Kathy & I are more destressed now. Reba & Kathy asked this woman Angel this past Friday/Saturaday or there abouts that they could use her 1993 Plymouth Voyager mini-van to work on the paperoutes for Sunday morning. There's 3 routes we do around 120 customers. Angel is divorced and living with her manfriend Steve. Steve was the former manager at the store that Reba has and now works at and as when Kathy worked there herself. I don't know the ages of Angel's kids, but one is and he is 8 yrs. old. Either Saturaday evening or some-

time Sunday morning, Angel had a accident with our car. Kathy & Reba both were giving me different versions of what happened. The kids had cuts & bruses and I don't know if the car tipped over on ice or what. The car had broken glass however and is Totaled. Now we don't have our own vehicle to drive and no money to get another one. Ironically Angel was trying to sell her mini-van for $1,500.00 before what happened to our car.

Another long e-mail from me ending here.

Bye,

P.S. I DON'T WANT NO PITY PARTYS NOW OR EVER, OKAY?

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Rose

Change those to black beans & me & my bottle of Beano

will be right over tomorrow. LOL

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