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Guest guest Posted May 23, 2005 Report Share Posted May 23, 2005 Barb, You have my prayers too! I will be thinking of you and your family as you deal anew with this difficult issue. Hugs, matts_mom96 wrote: >Hey all, i went for my cat scan, and i knew within the 1st 15 >minutes it was bad. They stopped the test in the middle of cat scan >and asked so many questions, did i ever have surgery before on my >chest area, and so i told them about the breast cancer. They then >took more pictures via cat scan. At the end i could tell just by >the look on their faces i was going to get bad news. We talked >somemore and they said i would here from my doc today. I was home >by 3:00pm and my doc called me at 4:30, he asked me if they said >anything to me at the cat scan and i told him we discussed my mito >and thouroughly discussed my previous breast cancer, he asked me did >i have an appointment to come to the family practice and i told him >no, to knock it off and cut to the chase. I told him it was cancer >that i already knew it, and he said he didnt like discussing these >matters on the phone, and i told him to late, lets kick some cancer >butt. He agreed to discuss it by phone reluctenly, but he knows me >well enough now. He is calling an radiation oncologist and a pulmo >surgeon for me to discuss some options. I will go with the flow, >but most likely seek a second opinion, if im not satisfied with whom >he chooses. Ive been treated very well with this family practice >for the past 2 years. Matts been there since he was 3 yo. They >know what i went through for 6 years (the run around of everything >is fine with you it cant be mito) from my last family practice. Im >actually very upset as the reality of it all is hitting me. CANCER >again but in the lung this time. But im also optimistic, i have to >fight this with all i got. I need my kids and they need me. I will >need some serious support from you all out there in mito land. I >will understand for those who cannot handle this subject matter, i >ask for your prayers only. I will try to make it to chat tonight, i >know alot of ya's had to deal with cancer be it yourselfs or family >member with it, and any ideas and encouragement will be >appreciated. I cant express enough appreciation for this group, and >all you have helped me through over the past couple years, I have >grown to cherish you all my mito family!! Many Thanks, Barb > > > > > >Medical advice, information, opinions, data and statements contained herein are not necessarily those of the list moderators. The author of this e mail is entirely responsible for its content. List members are reminded of their responsibility to evaluate the content of the postings and consult with their physicians regarding changes in their own treatment. > >Personal attacks are not permitted on the list and anyone who sends one is automatically moderated or removed depending on the severity of the attack. > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 23, 2005 Report Share Posted May 23, 2005 Barb, I am so sorry to read this message. How scared you must be even though you are putting up a strong front. It took a great deal of courage to say those words to the doctor. Please know that we are here to support your thru this. Please also know that you and your family will be in my thoughts and prayers. Hugs! Alice -- No virus found in this incoming message. Checked by AVG Anti-Virus. Version: 7.0.322 / Virus Database: 266.11.15 - Release Date: 5/22/2005 -- No virus found in this outgoing message. Checked by AVG Anti-Virus. Version: 7.0.322 / Virus Database: 266.11.15 - Release Date: 5/22/2005 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 23, 2005 Report Share Posted May 23, 2005 Go to a national cancer center if possible for a second, and even third opinion, ask about things like Gleevec and Taxol. Take care and good healing vibes are with you... Take care, RH > Hey all, i went for my cat scan, and i knew within the 1st 15 > minutes it was bad. They stopped the test in the middle of cat scan > and asked so many questions, did i ever have surgery before on my > chest area, and so i told them about the breast cancer. They then > took more pictures via cat scan. At the end i could tell just by > the look on their faces i was going to get bad news. We talked > somemore and they said i would here from my doc today. I was home > by 3:00pm and my doc called me at 4:30, he asked me if they said > anything to me at the cat scan and i told him we discussed my mito > and thouroughly discussed my previous breast cancer, he asked me did > i have an appointment to come to the family practice and i told him > no, to knock it off and cut to the chase. I told him it was cancer > that i already knew it, and he said he didnt like discussing these > matters on the phone, and i told him to late, lets kick some cancer > butt. He agreed to discuss it by phone reluctenly, but he knows me > well enough now. He is calling an radiation oncologist and a pulmo > surgeon for me to discuss some options. I will go with the flow, > but most likely seek a second opinion, if im not satisfied with whom > he chooses. Ive been treated very well with this family practice > for the past 2 years. Matts been there since he was 3 yo. They > know what i went through for 6 years (the run around of everything > is fine with you it cant be mito) from my last family practice. Im > actually very upset as the reality of it all is hitting me. CANCER > again but in the lung this time. But im also optimistic, i have to > fight this with all i got. I need my kids and they need me. I will > need some serious support from you all out there in mito land. I > will understand for those who cannot handle this subject matter, i > ask for your prayers only. I will try to make it to chat tonight, i > know alot of ya's had to deal with cancer be it yourselfs or family > member with it, and any ideas and encouragement will be > appreciated. I cant express enough appreciation for this group, and > all you have helped me through over the past couple years, I have > grown to cherish you all my mito family!! Many Thanks, Barb Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 23, 2005 Report Share Posted May 23, 2005 Go to a national cancer center if possible for a second, and even third opinion, ask about things like Gleevec and Taxol. Take care and good healing vibes are with you... Take care, RH > Hey all, i went for my cat scan, and i knew within the 1st 15 > minutes it was bad. They stopped the test in the middle of cat scan > and asked so many questions, did i ever have surgery before on my > chest area, and so i told them about the breast cancer. They then > took more pictures via cat scan. At the end i could tell just by > the look on their faces i was going to get bad news. We talked > somemore and they said i would here from my doc today. I was home > by 3:00pm and my doc called me at 4:30, he asked me if they said > anything to me at the cat scan and i told him we discussed my mito > and thouroughly discussed my previous breast cancer, he asked me did > i have an appointment to come to the family practice and i told him > no, to knock it off and cut to the chase. I told him it was cancer > that i already knew it, and he said he didnt like discussing these > matters on the phone, and i told him to late, lets kick some cancer > butt. He agreed to discuss it by phone reluctenly, but he knows me > well enough now. He is calling an radiation oncologist and a pulmo > surgeon for me to discuss some options. I will go with the flow, > but most likely seek a second opinion, if im not satisfied with whom > he chooses. Ive been treated very well with this family practice > for the past 2 years. Matts been there since he was 3 yo. They > know what i went through for 6 years (the run around of everything > is fine with you it cant be mito) from my last family practice. Im > actually very upset as the reality of it all is hitting me. CANCER > again but in the lung this time. But im also optimistic, i have to > fight this with all i got. I need my kids and they need me. I will > need some serious support from you all out there in mito land. I > will understand for those who cannot handle this subject matter, i > ask for your prayers only. I will try to make it to chat tonight, i > know alot of ya's had to deal with cancer be it yourselfs or family > member with it, and any ideas and encouragement will be > appreciated. I cant express enough appreciation for this group, and > all you have helped me through over the past couple years, I have > grown to cherish you all my mito family!! Many Thanks, Barb Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 23, 2005 Report Share Posted May 23, 2005 Barb, I have been in your shoes more than once and I am fully aware that those shoes really pinch your toes. I can only say that bear in mind that I am now 69 years old and even though I had a heck of a time between the time I was 27 when they found ovarian cancer and 34 when I had my second mastectomy with any number of lumpectomies in between as well as bone cancer trying to get a head start on me, somehow the Good Lord stayed right by my side along with my family, my son Bill was sort of my coach with my finger-walking exercises and my legs when I needed to escape from the invisible wall my darling husband tried to build around me so no one could hurt me by saying the wrong thing at the wrong time. He even had my youngest son, and my foster-daughter, Debbie answering the phone to more or less screen my calls. Bill caught it from his Dad a few times when he would take me out on the highway in his fast moving Ford Torino with all the windows rolled down so the wind could blow thru what hair I had left, my husband loved me very, very much but he lived in constant fear I would be hurt by an unsuspecting kindhearted sole and he felt I needed him to protect me from the world. We were high school sweethearts and our 53rd wedding anniversary would have been the 26th. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers. Dolores matts_mom96 matts_mom96@...> wrote: Hey all, i went for my cat scan, and i knew within the 1st 15 minutes it was bad. They stopped the test in the middle of cat scan and asked so many questions, did i ever have surgery before on my chest area, and so i told them about the breast cancer. They then took more pictures via cat scan. At the end i could tell just by the look on their faces i was going to get bad news. We talked somemore and they said i would here from my doc today. I was home by 3:00pm and my doc called me at 4:30, he asked me if they said anything to me at the cat scan and i told him we discussed my mito and thouroughly discussed my previous breast cancer, he asked me did i have an appointment to come to the family practice and i told him no, to knock it off and cut to the chase. I told him it was cancer that i already knew it, and he said he didnt like discussing these matters on the phone, and i told him to late, lets kick some cancer butt. He agreed to discuss it by phone reluctenly, but he knows me well enough now. He is calling an radiation oncologist and a pulmo surgeon for me to discuss some options. I will go with the flow, but most likely seek a second opinion, if im not satisfied with whom he chooses. Ive been treated very well with this family practice for the past 2 years. Matts been there since he was 3 yo. They know what i went through for 6 years (the run around of everything is fine with you it cant be mito) from my last family practice. Im actually very upset as the reality of it all is hitting me. CANCER again but in the lung this time. But im also optimistic, i have to fight this with all i got. I need my kids and they need me. I will need some serious support from you all out there in mito land. I will understand for those who cannot handle this subject matter, i ask for your prayers only. I will try to make it to chat tonight, i know alot of ya's had to deal with cancer be it yourselfs or family member with it, and any ideas and encouragement will be appreciated. I cant express enough appreciation for this group, and all you have helped me through over the past couple years, I have grown to cherish you all my mito family!! Many Thanks, Barb Medical advice, information, opinions, data and statements contained herein are not necessarily those of the list moderators. The author of this e mail is entirely responsible for its content. List members are reminded of their responsibility to evaluate the content of the postings and consult with their physicians regarding changes in their own treatment. Personal attacks are not permitted on the list and anyone who sends one is automatically moderated or removed depending on the severity of the attack. --------------------------------- Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 23, 2005 Report Share Posted May 23, 2005 Barb, I have been in your shoes more than once and I am fully aware that those shoes really pinch your toes. I can only say that bear in mind that I am now 69 years old and even though I had a heck of a time between the time I was 27 when they found ovarian cancer and 34 when I had my second mastectomy with any number of lumpectomies in between as well as bone cancer trying to get a head start on me, somehow the Good Lord stayed right by my side along with my family, my son Bill was sort of my coach with my finger-walking exercises and my legs when I needed to escape from the invisible wall my darling husband tried to build around me so no one could hurt me by saying the wrong thing at the wrong time. He even had my youngest son, and my foster-daughter, Debbie answering the phone to more or less screen my calls. Bill caught it from his Dad a few times when he would take me out on the highway in his fast moving Ford Torino with all the windows rolled down so the wind could blow thru what hair I had left, my husband loved me very, very much but he lived in constant fear I would be hurt by an unsuspecting kindhearted sole and he felt I needed him to protect me from the world. We were high school sweethearts and our 53rd wedding anniversary would have been the 26th. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers. Dolores matts_mom96 matts_mom96@...> wrote: Hey all, i went for my cat scan, and i knew within the 1st 15 minutes it was bad. They stopped the test in the middle of cat scan and asked so many questions, did i ever have surgery before on my chest area, and so i told them about the breast cancer. They then took more pictures via cat scan. At the end i could tell just by the look on their faces i was going to get bad news. We talked somemore and they said i would here from my doc today. I was home by 3:00pm and my doc called me at 4:30, he asked me if they said anything to me at the cat scan and i told him we discussed my mito and thouroughly discussed my previous breast cancer, he asked me did i have an appointment to come to the family practice and i told him no, to knock it off and cut to the chase. I told him it was cancer that i already knew it, and he said he didnt like discussing these matters on the phone, and i told him to late, lets kick some cancer butt. He agreed to discuss it by phone reluctenly, but he knows me well enough now. He is calling an radiation oncologist and a pulmo surgeon for me to discuss some options. I will go with the flow, but most likely seek a second opinion, if im not satisfied with whom he chooses. Ive been treated very well with this family practice for the past 2 years. Matts been there since he was 3 yo. They know what i went through for 6 years (the run around of everything is fine with you it cant be mito) from my last family practice. Im actually very upset as the reality of it all is hitting me. CANCER again but in the lung this time. But im also optimistic, i have to fight this with all i got. I need my kids and they need me. I will need some serious support from you all out there in mito land. I will understand for those who cannot handle this subject matter, i ask for your prayers only. I will try to make it to chat tonight, i know alot of ya's had to deal with cancer be it yourselfs or family member with it, and any ideas and encouragement will be appreciated. I cant express enough appreciation for this group, and all you have helped me through over the past couple years, I have grown to cherish you all my mito family!! Many Thanks, Barb Medical advice, information, opinions, data and statements contained herein are not necessarily those of the list moderators. The author of this e mail is entirely responsible for its content. List members are reminded of their responsibility to evaluate the content of the postings and consult with their physicians regarding changes in their own treatment. Personal attacks are not permitted on the list and anyone who sends one is automatically moderated or removed depending on the severity of the attack. --------------------------------- Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 23, 2005 Report Share Posted May 23, 2005 Barb I am with the others in offering my concern for the news you received today. You and your family will be with me in my heart and in my prayers. laurie > Barb, > > > > I am so sorry to read this message. How scared you must be even though you > are putting up a strong front. It took a great deal of courage to say > those > words to the doctor. Please know that we are here to support your thru > this. Please also know that you and your family will be in my thoughts > and > prayers. > > > > Hugs! > > Alice > > > > > -- > No virus found in this incoming message. > Checked by AVG Anti-Virus. > Version: 7.0.322 / Virus Database: 266.11.15 - Release Date: 5/22/2005 > > > > -- > No virus found in this outgoing message. > Checked by AVG Anti-Virus. > Version: 7.0.322 / Virus Database: 266.11.15 - Release Date: 5/22/2005 > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 23, 2005 Report Share Posted May 23, 2005 Barb I am with the others in offering my concern for the news you received today. You and your family will be with me in my heart and in my prayers. laurie > Barb, > > > > I am so sorry to read this message. How scared you must be even though you > are putting up a strong front. It took a great deal of courage to say > those > words to the doctor. Please know that we are here to support your thru > this. Please also know that you and your family will be in my thoughts > and > prayers. > > > > Hugs! > > Alice > > > > > -- > No virus found in this incoming message. > Checked by AVG Anti-Virus. > Version: 7.0.322 / Virus Database: 266.11.15 - Release Date: 5/22/2005 > > > > -- > No virus found in this outgoing message. > Checked by AVG Anti-Virus. > Version: 7.0.322 / Virus Database: 266.11.15 - Release Date: 5/22/2005 > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 23, 2005 Report Share Posted May 23, 2005 Barb, I mostly just lurk and learn from all you " grown up " mito kids. But, your post pulled my heart strings. I'm so sorry that you had to get this news and in that difficult way. Please accept my cyber support and hugs. I just can't stand that we have mito and then still get hit with these other dog gone diseases. Please know we all care. Cindy (mom to two mito kids and probably a grown up mito kid, too) Barb wrote: I will need some serious support from you all out there in mito land. I will understand for those who cannot handle this subject matter, i ask for your prayers only. I will try to make it to chat tonight, i know alot of ya's had to deal with cancer be it yourselfs or family member with it, and any ideas and encouragement will be appreciated. I cant express enough appreciation for this group, and all you have helped me through over the past couple years, I have grown to cherish you all my mito family!! Many Thanks, Barb Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 23, 2005 Report Share Posted May 23, 2005 Barb, I am also with the others and will keep you in my thoughts and prayers. Sincerely, Donna K ---- Laurie Fitzgerald laurie.fitzgerald@...> wrote: > Barb > > I am with the others in offering my concern for the news you received > today. You and your family will be with me in my heart and in my > prayers. > > laurie > > > > Barb, > > > > > > > > I am so sorry to read this message. How scared you must be even though you > > are putting up a strong front. It took a great deal of courage to say > > those > > words to the doctor. Please know that we are here to support your thru > > this. Please also know that you and your family will be in my thoughts > > and > > prayers. > > > > > > > > Hugs! > > > > Alice > > > > > > > > > > -- > > No virus found in this incoming message. > > Checked by AVG Anti-Virus. > > Version: 7.0.322 / Virus Database: 266.11.15 - Release Date: 5/22/2005 > > > > > > > > -- > > No virus found in this outgoing message. > > Checked by AVG Anti-Virus. > > Version: 7.0.322 / Virus Database: 266.11.15 - Release Date: 5/22/2005 > > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 24, 2005 Report Share Posted May 24, 2005 Barb, I lurk mostly, but I just wanted to say how sorry I was that you have to go through this... Stay strong & fight with everything you have... I'm sure you know that, but some encouragement is often helpful Chris In a message dated 5/23/2005 9:04:53 P.M. Eastern Daylight Time, writes: Subject: Bad update Hey all, i went for my cat scan, and i knew within the 1st 15 minutes it was bad. They stopped the test in the middle of cat scan and asked so many questions, did i ever have surgery before on my chest area, and so i told them about the breast cancer. They then took more pictures via cat scan. At the end i could tell just by the look on their faces i was going to get bad news. We talked somemore and they said i would here from my doc today. I was home by 3:00pm and my doc called me at 4:30, he asked me if they said anything to Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 24, 2005 Report Share Posted May 24, 2005 Barb, I am so sorry for the diagnosis,But I know you are strong willed and determined. I will help in any way I can. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 24, 2005 Report Share Posted May 24, 2005 Barb, I am so sorry. I will be praying for you. matts_mom96 matts_mom96@...> wrote: Hey all, i went for my cat scan, and i knew within the 1st 15 minutes it was bad. They stopped the test in the middle of cat scan and asked so many questions, did i ever have surgery before on my chest area, and so i told them about the breast cancer. They then took more pictures via cat scan. At the end i could tell just by the look on their faces i was going to get bad news. We talked somemore and they said i would here from my doc today. I was home by 3:00pm and my doc called me at 4:30, he asked me if they said anything to me at the cat scan and i told him we discussed my mito and thouroughly discussed my previous breast cancer, he asked me did i have an appointment to come to the family practice and i told him no, to knock it off and cut to the chase. I told him it was cancer that i already knew it, and he said he didnt like discussing these matters on the phone, and i told him to late, lets kick some cancer butt. He agreed to discuss it by phone reluctenly, but he knows me well enough now. He is calling an radiation oncologist and a pulmo surgeon for me to discuss some options. I will go with the flow, but most likely seek a second opinion, if im not satisfied with whom he chooses. Ive been treated very well with this family practice for the past 2 years. Matts been there since he was 3 yo. They know what i went through for 6 years (the run around of everything is fine with you it cant be mito) from my last family practice. Im actually very upset as the reality of it all is hitting me. CANCER again but in the lung this time. But im also optimistic, i have to fight this with all i got. I need my kids and they need me. I will need some serious support from you all out there in mito land. I will understand for those who cannot handle this subject matter, i ask for your prayers only. I will try to make it to chat tonight, i know alot of ya's had to deal with cancer be it yourselfs or family member with it, and any ideas and encouragement will be appreciated. I cant express enough appreciation for this group, and all you have helped me through over the past couple years, I have grown to cherish you all my mito family!! Many Thanks, Barb Medical advice, information, opinions, data and statements contained herein are not necessarily those of the list moderators. The author of this e mail is entirely responsible for its content. List members are reminded of their responsibility to evaluate the content of the postings and consult with their physicians regarding changes in their own treatment. Personal attacks are not permitted on the list and anyone who sends one is automatically moderated or removed depending on the severity of the attack. --------------------------------- Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 24, 2005 Report Share Posted May 24, 2005 Barb, I am so sorry that you have to go through all of this. My thoughts and prayers will continue to be with you and your family. Hugs, a On Mon, 23 May 2005 21:41:13 -0000 " matts_mom96 " matts_mom96@...> writes: Hey all, i went for my cat scan, and i knew within the 1st 15 minutes it was bad. They stopped the test in the middle of cat scan and asked so many questions, did i ever have surgery before on my chest area, and so i told them about the breast cancer. They then took more pictures via cat scan. At the end i could tell just by the look on their faces i was going to get bad news. We talked somemore and they said i would here from my doc today. I was home by 3:00pm and my doc called me at 4:30, he asked me if they said anything to me at the cat scan and i told him we discussed my mito and thouroughly discussed my previous breast cancer, he asked me did i have an appointment to come to the family practice and i told him no, to knock it off and cut to the chase. I told him it was cancer that i already knew it, and he said he didnt like discussing these matters on the phone, and i told him to late, lets kick some cancer butt. He agreed to discuss it by phone reluctenly, but he knows me well enough now. He is calling an radiation oncologist and a pulmo surgeon for me to discuss some options. I will go with the flow, but most likely seek a second opinion, if im not satisfied with whom he chooses. Ive been treated very well with this family practice for the past 2 years. Matts been there since he was 3 yo. They know what i went through for 6 years (the run around of everything is fine with you it cant be mito) from my last family practice. Im actually very upset as the reality of it all is hitting me. CANCER again but in the lung this time. But im also optimistic, i have to fight this with all i got. I need my kids and they need me. I will need some serious support from you all out there in mito land. I will understand for those who cannot handle this subject matter, i ask for your prayers only. I will try to make it to chat tonight, i know alot of ya's had to deal with cancer be it yourselfs or family member with it, and any ideas and encouragement will be appreciated. I cant express enough appreciation for this group, and all you have helped me through over the past couple years, I have grown to cherish you all my mito family!! Many Thanks, Barb Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 24, 2005 Report Share Posted May 24, 2005 --- Barb, I am sorry to hear this news. The mix of emotions that you must be going through right now. I will be praying for you. BIG CYBER HUGS, DawnA In , " matts_mom96 " wrote: > Hey all, i went for my cat scan, and i knew within the 1st 15 > minutes it was bad. They stopped the test in the middle of cat scan > and asked so many questions, did i ever have surgery before on my > chest area, and so i told them about the breast cancer. They then > took more pictures via cat scan. At the end i could tell just by > the look on their faces i was going to get bad news. We talked > somemore and they said i would here from my doc today. I was home > by 3:00pm and my doc called me at 4:30, he asked me if they said > anything to me at the cat scan and i told him we discussed my mito > and thouroughly discussed my previous breast cancer, he asked me did > i have an appointment to come to the family practice and i told him > no, to knock it off and cut to the chase. I told him it was cancer > that i already knew it, and he said he didnt like discussing these > matters on the phone, and i told him to late, lets kick some cancer > butt. He agreed to discuss it by phone reluctenly, but he knows me > well enough now. He is calling an radiation oncologist and a pulmo > surgeon for me to discuss some options. I will go with the flow, > but most likely seek a second opinion, if im not satisfied with whom > he chooses. Ive been treated very well with this family practice > for the past 2 years. Matts been there since he was 3 yo. They > know what i went through for 6 years (the run around of everything > is fine with you it cant be mito) from my last family practice. Im > actually very upset as the reality of it all is hitting me. CANCER > again but in the lung this time. But im also optimistic, i have to > fight this with all i got. I need my kids and they need me. I will > need some serious support from you all out there in mito land. I > will understand for those who cannot handle this subject matter, i > ask for your prayers only. I will try to make it to chat tonight, i > know alot of ya's had to deal with cancer be it yourselfs or family > member with it, and any ideas and encouragement will be > appreciated. I cant express enough appreciation for this group, and > all you have helped me through over the past couple years, I have > grown to cherish you all my mito family!! Many Thanks, Barb Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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