HI EVERYONE.............................................

[Guest guest]

Just me !!!

I am fine just can't put words together properly from brain because of the

morphine. Dr. Haddad (pulmo) stopped in yesterday and made a fresh pot

of coffee and we talked for quite a while. The chemicals in the morphine keep

everything soft and limp and not meshing together right. It takes me a long

time to write a sentence as I have to keep stopping and going back to correct

mistakes. I do no write because it is so hard to see also with my eyes all

screwed up.

Thank you to all of you for your messages, emails and such that keep me going

every day. I am making home made spaghetti sauce today with hamburger in it the

way we like it, and will make garlic bread out of tuscan bread in the toaster.

Want some......????????? This is so difficult for me as I am not used to

slowing down for anything.

Last night Earl had his " angel wife " , hahahahaha think of a very bright idea

about how he could get some sleep finally after 2 1/2 months of sleeping in a

chair. In the afternoon, a HUGE LIGHT BULB went off in my head and God made

another miracle for me. When Earl got home at 10pm, I asked him to go into the

closet to get our coleman queensize elect. airmattress and blow it up and put it

at the foot of my bed and then he would be able to get a good night's sleep. He

did that and after he was all tucked in and fed and watching tv, I came to bed

to get into my bed but when I did I told him that when I wake up in the morning

I am going to crawl down to the bottom of my hospice bed and stand up and jump

really high up in the air and come down and land on one corner of the air

mattress so his body would fly up in the air then we could hold hands coming

down. hahahahahhhhhshshshshasdfasdjfaskdjfsdkjfalsjfdasldkfaslfdj

I sure hope you thought that was as funny as I did. He had a wonderful nights

sleep and I slept next to him in the air bed for the first time in months. It

was so good just to be next to him and he never moved and neither did I.

took the hospice bed. haahahha

I feel marvelous, Dr. Haddad wants to know how I am doing it. I told him I

wasn't,,,, that God was doing it as I have been praying for so long, guess He is

going to answer and finish one way or the other soon. He said I looked good and

hugged me so tight when he left, (I loved his shirt), ha, as watching,

ha, and he answered a lot of questions I had for him. I did not know he was

coming over until about 30 min.. before that.

If I get sick I will tell you, if you don't hear from me for a few days at a

time it is because I have gone to my secret island of healing and prayer. I

will be healed when My Lord says I am, then watch me fly to the areas first

where all the PF is. then you will be healed too, that is part of my prayer

agreement with the Lord.

WHO AM I TO SAY NO TO ME.

I LOVE YOU THIS DAY. (ALSO HI TO ALL NEWBIES TOO)

MARY LOU - RICHMOND VA

IPF - 02