Re: More Phil and a bit of ranting/venting

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Narice, I am Praying hard that there is nothing to worry about. But,

I think it is quite natural to worry about someone we love. That is

how God made us. You are not crazy being worried. We are meant to be

that way. Please get some rest and take care of yourself. Ingrid

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> Well, Phil still feels ok but we won't have the results of the CT

until

> Monday.. Dr. Rothman said Phil looks good and all other tests are

in the normal

> range.

> He is suspecting some type of bile problem that is easily solved.

No chemo

> until they have this figured out. They were supposed to call if

there was a

> problem with the scan. I don't think I'm overly worried because

after 2 years

> I trust Dr. Rothman would have called if there were any red flags

but Phil

> has a trip out to Chicago for a retreat Sunday night and I am not

comfortable

> with that until I know he is really ok

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> I don't know why Phil and my boys have a hard time understanding

this. They

> treat me like I'm over reacting but if something were to happen in

Chicago it

> is an 8 hour trip to get to him.

> For those of you who have already seen the picture of him at

Niagara Falls 1

> week before he was diagnosed I'd be willing to bet you wouldn't

guess he was

> walking around with Stage 4 cancer.

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> I honestly do think he will be all right in my head but I guess I

need to

> hear someone officially say it before I quit worrying. This man is

going to

> give me a heart attack yet!!!

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> By the way yes I took my antidepressant I'm down to half my normal

dose.

> I'll be ok I think but after 2 years I know if I don't scream a

little I'll

> go crazy.

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> I know I've just got to let go now and let God do His thing.

> Just keep those prayers coming

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> Thanks for letting me vent. And to my CC friends yes this has been

a

> miserable week for all the group. You are all in my heart and

prayers and please

> don't hesitate to write or call

> I am not too busy to try and help if I can.

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> Narice.

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