Re: Well OK I'll be really upfront about it

[Guest guest]

S, You are certainly

justified to be pissing and moaning!!!!

What a mess! I hope that your tests show that there's nothing to be

worried about!

Until then...here's the safe place for all your dumping!!!

Z fibriotic NSIP/05

Z 65, fibriotic NSIP/05/PA

And

“mild” PH/10/07 and Reynaud’s too!!

No,

NSIP was not self-inflicted…I never smoked!

Potter,

reader,carousel lover and MomMom to Darah and Sara

“I’m

gonna be iron like a lion in Zion” Bob Marley

Vinca

Minor-periwinkle is my flower

wrote:

I'm here to piss and moan. I am sick and tired of being sick and

tired. Every damn time I turn around there is something new breaking or

broken.

Now I have a mass in my left breast. AND and I know it was not there in

September when I had my yearly mammogram. And evidently it is not small.

AND and April 16 will be 10 years since my thyroid cancer diagnosis. SO

I refused to do the diagnostic sonogram and ultrasound until April 17.

I'll get my 10 years no matter what! I'll show em.

And and the thing about thyroid cancer is that's not usually the one

that gets you - it's the next one. Crenna, Gene Siskel are

prime examples. And I'M MAD! Meanwhile I try to be encouraging to

everybody that it is not a THING until we know it's a thing but I'll

have my damn 10 years in. And I had to call both our daughters out of

state tonight and tell them guess what - Mom's got another health thing

going on. And naturally Sherman is mad because I won't just hop into

the Cancer Center and whip it out for them. Nope, I'll show them, I

will.

So there! And and enough whining, but I'm really mad. When is enough,

enough already!

S, Lubbock, TX

NSIP w/PF 12/2006

[Guest guest]

Thanks !

Fortunately I am really busy at work until April 15. Accounting firms are like

that. It keeps my mind occupied. I really like my GP that saw me today. He

understands connective tissue disease and my lung disease and is doing his best

to deal with my diabetes and neuropathy. It is very possible it just a benign

thing but my stuff does not usually work out that way. And the doc and nurse

didn't want to look at me after he finished with me.

In the meantime I'm really mad. I think I'll go take a pill. Better living

chemically.

S

> >

> > I'm here to piss and moan. I am sick and tired of being sick and

> > tired. Every damn time I turn around there is something new breaking

> > or broken.

> >

> > Now I have a mass in my left breast. AND and I know it was not there

> > in September when I had my yearly mammogram. And evidently it is not

> > small.

> >

> > AND and April 16 will be 10 years since my thyroid cancer diagnosis.

> > SO I refused to do the diagnostic sonogram and ultrasound until April

> > 17. I'll get my 10 years no matter what! I'll show em.

> >

> > And and the thing about thyroid cancer is that's not usually the one

> > that gets you - it's the next one. Crenna, Gene Siskel are

> > prime examples. And I'M MAD! Meanwhile I try to be encouraging to

> > everybody that it is not a THING until we know it's a thing but I'll

> > have my damn 10 years in. And I had to call both our daughters out of

> > state tonight and tell them guess what - Mom's got another health

> > thing going on. And naturally Sherman is mad because I won't just hop

> > into the Cancer Center and whip it out for them. Nope, I'll show them,

> > I will.

> >

> > So there! And and enough whining, but I'm really mad. When is enough,

> > enough already!

> >

> > S, Lubbock, TX

> > NSIP w/PF 12/2006

> >

> >

>

[Guest guest]

So sorry to hear that. I'd say I knew how you felt but I can't possibly

nor can probably any of us. After ten years and now have to deal with it

again. If you're waiting until the 17th then you gotta find a way to

make each day leading up good......call Lizabeth and Tarona and have a

wild girls time and party of your life or something. Otherwise nothing

gained by the wait.

Then all you can do is deal with it on the 17th and after.

I think beating one thing and having another piled on while fighting

still others is horrible and extremely depressing. On the other hand, I

do know your strength based on what you've already dealt with. I'll be

thinking of you while you wait.

>

> I'm here to piss and moan. I am sick and tired of being sick and

tired. Every damn time I turn around there is something new breaking or

broken.

>

> Now I have a mass in my left breast. AND and I know it was not there

in September when I had my yearly mammogram. And evidently it is not

small.

>

> AND and April 16 will be 10 years since my thyroid cancer diagnosis.

SO I refused to do the diagnostic sonogram and ultrasound until April

17. I'll get my 10 years no matter what! I'll show em.

>

> And and the thing about thyroid cancer is that's not usually the one

that gets you - it's the next one. Crenna, Gene Siskel are

prime examples. And I'M MAD! Meanwhile I try to be encouraging to

everybody that it is not a THING until we know it's a thing but I'll

have my damn 10 years in. And I had to call both our daughters out of

state tonight and tell them guess what - Mom's got another health thing

going on. And naturally Sherman is mad because I won't just hop into

the Cancer Center and whip it out for them. Nope, I'll show them, I

will.

>

> So there! And and enough whining, but I'm really mad. When is

enough, enough already!

>

> S, Lubbock, TX

> NSIP w/PF 12/2006

>

[Guest guest]

Ok.....yes, busy till 15th so you better not touch any work on the 16th.

Plan that day now. Special. The next day sucks but make the 16th so good

you have a one day respite.

I'm not going to tell you to think the best because I know its

impossible. And, I'd take the pill too. Just one though.

> > >

> > > I'm here to piss and moan. I am sick and tired of being sick and

> > > tired. Every damn time I turn around there is something new

breaking

> > > or broken.

> > >

> > > Now I have a mass in my left breast. AND and I know it was not

there

> > > in September when I had my yearly mammogram. And evidently it is

not

> > > small.

> > >

> > > AND and April 16 will be 10 years since my thyroid cancer

diagnosis.

> > > SO I refused to do the diagnostic sonogram and ultrasound until

April

> > > 17. I'll get my 10 years no matter what! I'll show em.

> > >

> > > And and the thing about thyroid cancer is that's not usually the

one

> > > that gets you - it's the next one. Crenna, Gene Siskel are

> > > prime examples. And I'M MAD! Meanwhile I try to be encouraging to

> > > everybody that it is not a THING until we know it's a thing but

I'll

> > > have my damn 10 years in. And I had to call both our daughters out

of

> > > state tonight and tell them guess what - Mom's got another health

> > > thing going on. And naturally Sherman is mad because I won't just

hop

> > > into the Cancer Center and whip it out for them. Nope, I'll show

them,

> > > I will.

> > >

> > > So there! And and enough whining, but I'm really mad. When is

enough,

> > > enough already!

> > >

> > > S, Lubbock, TX

> > > NSIP w/PF 12/2006

> > >

> > >

> >

>

[Guest guest]

Ok.....yes, busy till 15th so you better not touch any work on the 16th.

Plan that day now. Special. The next day sucks but make the 16th so good

you have a one day respite.

I'm not going to tell you to think the best because I know its

impossible. And, I'd take the pill too. Just one though.

> > >

> > > I'm here to piss and moan. I am sick and tired of being sick and

> > > tired. Every damn time I turn around there is something new

breaking

> > > or broken.

> > >

> > > Now I have a mass in my left breast. AND and I know it was not

there

> > > in September when I had my yearly mammogram. And evidently it is

not

> > > small.

> > >

> > > AND and April 16 will be 10 years since my thyroid cancer

diagnosis.

> > > SO I refused to do the diagnostic sonogram and ultrasound until

April

> > > 17. I'll get my 10 years no matter what! I'll show em.

> > >

> > > And and the thing about thyroid cancer is that's not usually the

one

> > > that gets you - it's the next one. Crenna, Gene Siskel are

> > > prime examples. And I'M MAD! Meanwhile I try to be encouraging to

> > > everybody that it is not a THING until we know it's a thing but

I'll

> > > have my damn 10 years in. And I had to call both our daughters out

of

> > > state tonight and tell them guess what - Mom's got another health

> > > thing going on. And naturally Sherman is mad because I won't just

hop

> > > into the Cancer Center and whip it out for them. Nope, I'll show

them,

> > > I will.

> > >

> > > So there! And and enough whining, but I'm really mad. When is

enough,

> > > enough already!

> > >

> > > S, Lubbock, TX

> > > NSIP w/PF 12/2006

> > >

> > >

> >

>

[Guest guest]

Thank you Bruce. I appreciate you and thoughts and prayers are appreicated.

And we may just do that. Liz and T and I are always up for a good time.

-- In Breathe-Support , " Bruce Moreland "

wrote:

>

>

>

> So sorry to hear that. I'd say I knew how you felt but I can't possibly

> nor can probably any of us. After ten years and now have to deal with it

> again. If you're waiting until the 17th then you gotta find a way to

> make each day leading up good......call Lizabeth and Tarona and have a

> wild girls time and party of your life or something. Otherwise nothing

> gained by the wait.

>

> Then all you can do is deal with it on the 17th and after.

>

> I think beating one thing and having another piled on while fighting

> still others is horrible and extremely depressing. On the other hand, I

> do know your strength based on what you've already dealt with. I'll be

> thinking of you while you wait.

>

>

> >

> > I'm here to piss and moan. I am sick and tired of being sick and

> tired. Every damn time I turn around there is something new breaking or

> broken.

> >

> > Now I have a mass in my left breast. AND and I know it was not there

> in September when I had my yearly mammogram. And evidently it is not

> small.

> >

> > AND and April 16 will be 10 years since my thyroid cancer diagnosis.

> SO I refused to do the diagnostic sonogram and ultrasound until April

> 17. I'll get my 10 years no matter what! I'll show em.

> >

> > And and the thing about thyroid cancer is that's not usually the one

> that gets you - it's the next one. Crenna, Gene Siskel are

> prime examples. And I'M MAD! Meanwhile I try to be encouraging to

> everybody that it is not a THING until we know it's a thing but I'll

> have my damn 10 years in. And I had to call both our daughters out of

> state tonight and tell them guess what - Mom's got another health thing

> going on. And naturally Sherman is mad because I won't just hop into

> the Cancer Center and whip it out for them. Nope, I'll show them, I

> will.

> >

> > So there! And and enough whining, but I'm really mad. When is

> enough, enough already!

> >

> > S, Lubbock, TX

> > NSIP w/PF 12/2006

> >

>

[Guest guest]

Oops, too late. Took two. The 16th is breather day and we are off on the 17th.

My appmt is at 8:30 in the morning so I will have all the rest of the day to

goof off. If I survive the 15th!

Thanks Bruce.

Nite ya'll.

> > > >

> > > > I'm here to piss and moan. I am sick and tired of being sick and

> > > > tired. Every damn time I turn around there is something new

> breaking

> > > > or broken.

> > > >

> > > > Now I have a mass in my left breast. AND and I know it was not

> there

> > > > in September when I had my yearly mammogram. And evidently it is

> not

> > > > small.

> > > >

> > > > AND and April 16 will be 10 years since my thyroid cancer

> diagnosis.

> > > > SO I refused to do the diagnostic sonogram and ultrasound until

> April

> > > > 17. I'll get my 10 years no matter what! I'll show em.

> > > >

> > > > And and the thing about thyroid cancer is that's not usually the

> one

> > > > that gets you - it's the next one. Crenna, Gene Siskel are

> > > > prime examples. And I'M MAD! Meanwhile I try to be encouraging to

> > > > everybody that it is not a THING until we know it's a thing but

> I'll

> > > > have my damn 10 years in. And I had to call both our daughters out

> of

> > > > state tonight and tell them guess what - Mom's got another health

> > > > thing going on. And naturally Sherman is mad because I won't just

> hop

> > > > into the Cancer Center and whip it out for them. Nope, I'll show

> them,

> > > > I will.

> > > >

> > > > So there! And and enough whining, but I'm really mad. When is

> enough,

> > > > enough already!

> > > >

> > > > S, Lubbock, TX

> > > > NSIP w/PF 12/2006

> > > >

> > > >

> > >

> >

>

[Guest guest]

Oops, too late. Took two. The 16th is breather day and we are off on the 17th.

My appmt is at 8:30 in the morning so I will have all the rest of the day to

goof off. If I survive the 15th!

Thanks Bruce.

Nite ya'll.

> > > >

> > > > I'm here to piss and moan. I am sick and tired of being sick and

> > > > tired. Every damn time I turn around there is something new

> breaking

> > > > or broken.

> > > >

> > > > Now I have a mass in my left breast. AND and I know it was not

> there

> > > > in September when I had my yearly mammogram. And evidently it is

> not

> > > > small.

> > > >

> > > > AND and April 16 will be 10 years since my thyroid cancer

> diagnosis.

> > > > SO I refused to do the diagnostic sonogram and ultrasound until

> April

> > > > 17. I'll get my 10 years no matter what! I'll show em.

> > > >

> > > > And and the thing about thyroid cancer is that's not usually the

> one

> > > > that gets you - it's the next one. Crenna, Gene Siskel are

> > > > prime examples. And I'M MAD! Meanwhile I try to be encouraging to

> > > > everybody that it is not a THING until we know it's a thing but

> I'll

> > > > have my damn 10 years in. And I had to call both our daughters out

> of

> > > > state tonight and tell them guess what - Mom's got another health

> > > > thing going on. And naturally Sherman is mad because I won't just

> hop

> > > > into the Cancer Center and whip it out for them. Nope, I'll show

> them,

> > > > I will.

> > > >

> > > > So there! And and enough whining, but I'm really mad. When is

> enough,

> > > > enough already!

> > > >

> > > > S, Lubbock, TX

> > > > NSIP w/PF 12/2006

> > > >

> > > >

> > >

> >

>

[Guest guest]

DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT!

(this is what I say, newbies, when I don't know what else to say).

, I'm so sorry you have this on your plate to be concerned about. Life does get overwhelming once in awhile.

We'll just that it is not as bad as you fear it can be.

Here's to 10 years!

Love,

MamaSher; 70, IPF 3-06, OR. NasturtiumsDon't fret about tomorrow, God is already there!

Well OK I'll be really upfront about it

I'm here to piss and moan. I am sick and tired of being sick and tired. Every damn time I turn around there is something new breaking or broken.Now I have a mass in my left breast. AND and I know it was not there in September when I had my yearly mammogram. And evidently it is not small.AND and April 16 will be 10 years since my thyroid cancer diagnosis. SO I refused to do the diagnostic sonogram and ultrasound until April 17. I'll get my 10 years no matter what! I'll show em.And and the thing about thyroid cancer is that's not usually the one that gets you - it's the next one. Crenna, Gene Siskel are prime examples. And I'M MAD! Meanwhile I try to be encouraging to everybody that it is not a THING until we know it's a thing but I'll have my damn 10 years in. And I had to call both our daughters out of state tonight and tell them guess what - Mom's got another health thing going on. And naturally Sherman is mad because I won't just hop into the Cancer Center and whip it out for them. Nope, I'll show them, I will.So there! And and enough whining, but I'm really mad. When is enough, enough already! S, Lubbock, TXNSIP w/PF 12/2006

[Guest guest]

DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT!

(this is what I say, newbies, when I don't know what else to say).

, I'm so sorry you have this on your plate to be concerned about. Life does get overwhelming once in awhile.

We'll just that it is not as bad as you fear it can be.

Here's to 10 years!

Love,

MamaSher; 70, IPF 3-06, OR. NasturtiumsDon't fret about tomorrow, God is already there!

Well OK I'll be really upfront about it

I'm here to piss and moan. I am sick and tired of being sick and tired. Every damn time I turn around there is something new breaking or broken.Now I have a mass in my left breast. AND and I know it was not there in September when I had my yearly mammogram. And evidently it is not small.AND and April 16 will be 10 years since my thyroid cancer diagnosis. SO I refused to do the diagnostic sonogram and ultrasound until April 17. I'll get my 10 years no matter what! I'll show em.And and the thing about thyroid cancer is that's not usually the one that gets you - it's the next one. Crenna, Gene Siskel are prime examples. And I'M MAD! Meanwhile I try to be encouraging to everybody that it is not a THING until we know it's a thing but I'll have my damn 10 years in. And I had to call both our daughters out of state tonight and tell them guess what - Mom's got another health thing going on. And naturally Sherman is mad because I won't just hop into the Cancer Center and whip it out for them. Nope, I'll show them, I will.So there! And and enough whining, but I'm really mad. When is enough, enough already! S, Lubbock, TXNSIP w/PF 12/2006

[Guest guest]

Heeeeeeeeey !

I lost your business card that had your phone number on it. That would be Wally your west Texas buddy @ .

Wally

NSIP 10/06

west Texas

Subject: Re: Well OK I'll be really upfront about itTo: Breathe-Support Date: Thursday, April 2, 2009, 11:24 PM

Oops, too late. Took two. The 16th is breather day and we are off on the 17th. My appmt is at 8:30 in the morning so I will have all the rest of the day to goof off. If I survive the 15th!Thanks Bruce.Nite ya'll. > > > >> > > > I'm here to piss and moan. I am sick and tired of being sick and> > > > tired. Every damn time I turn around there is something new> breaking> > > > or broken.> > > >> > > > Now I have a mass in my left breast. AND and I know it was not> there> > > > in September when I had my yearly mammogram. And evidently it is> not> > > > small.> > > >> > > > AND and April 16 will be 10 years since my thyroid cancer> diagnosis.> > > > SO I refused to do the diagnostic sonogram and ultrasound until> April> > > > 17. I'll get my 10 years no matter what! I'll show em.> > > >> > > > And and the thing about thyroid cancer is that's not usually the> one> > > > that gets you

- it's the next one. Crenna, Gene Siskel are> > > > prime examples. And I'M MAD! Meanwhile I try to be encouraging to> > > > everybody that it is not a THING until we know it's a thing but> I'll> > > > have my damn 10 years in. And I had to call both our daughters out> of> > > > state tonight and tell them guess what - Mom's got another health> > > > thing going on. And naturally Sherman is mad because I won't just> hop> > > > into the Cancer Center and whip it out for them. Nope, I'll show> them,> > > > I will.> > > >> > > > So there! And and enough whining, but I'm really mad. When is> enough,> > > > enough already!> > > >> > > > S, Lubbock, TX> > > > NSIP w/PF 12/2006> > > >>

> > >> > >> >>

[Guest guest]

Thanks Joyce. Appreciate any and all happy thoughts.

>

> From:

> Subject: Well OK I'll be really upfront about it

> To: Breathe-Support

> Date: Thursday, April 2, 2009, 11:57 PM

>

>

>

>

>

>

> I'm here to piss and moan. I am sick and tired of being sick and tired. Every

damn time I turn around there is something new breaking or broken.

>

> Now I have a mass in my left breast. AND and I know it was not there in

September when I had my yearly mammogram. And evidently it is not small.

>

> AND and April 16 will be 10 years since my thyroid cancer diagnosis. SO I

refused to do the diagnostic sonogram and ultrasound until April 17. I'll get my

10 years no matter what! I'll show em.

>

> And and the thing about thyroid cancer is that's not usually the one that gets

you - it's the next one. Crenna, Gene Siskel are prime examples. And I'M

MAD! Meanwhile I try to be encouraging to everybody that it is not a THING until

we know it's a thing but I'll have my damn 10 years in. And I had to call both

our daughters out of state tonight and tell them guess what - Mom's got another

health thing going on. And naturally Sherman is mad because I won't just hop

into the Cancer Center and whip it out for them. Nope, I'll show them, I will.

>

> So there! And and enough whining, but I'm really mad. When is enough, enough

already!

>

> S, Lubbock, TX

> NSIP w/PF 12/2006

>

[Guest guest]

Thanks Sher. That 10 years was mine and I earned every gray hair on my head

during that 10 years.

BTW I still don't see a date stamp anywhere.

>

> DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT!

> (this is what I say, newbies, when I don't know what else to say).

> , I'm so sorry you have this on your plate to be concerned about. Life

does get overwhelming once in awhile.

> We'll just that it is not as bad as you fear it can be.

> Here's to 10 years!

> Love,

> MamaSher; 70, IPF 3-06, OR.

> Nasturtiums

> Don't fret about tomorrow, God is already there!

>

> Well OK I'll be really upfront about it

>

>

> I'm here to piss and moan. I am sick and tired of being sick and tired.

Every damn time I turn around there is something new breaking or broken.

>

> Now I have a mass in my left breast. AND and I know it was not there in

September when I had my yearly mammogram. And evidently it is not small.

>

> AND and April 16 will be 10 years since my thyroid cancer diagnosis. SO I

refused to do the diagnostic sonogram and ultrasound until April 17. I'll get my

10 years no matter what! I'll show em.

>

> And and the thing about thyroid cancer is that's not usually the one that

gets you - it's the next one. Crenna, Gene Siskel are prime examples.

And I'M MAD! Meanwhile I try to be encouraging to everybody that it is not a

THING until we know it's a thing but I'll have my damn 10 years in. And I had to

call both our daughters out of state tonight and tell them guess what - Mom's

got another health thing going on. And naturally Sherman is mad because I won't

just hop into the Cancer Center and whip it out for them. Nope, I'll show them,

I will.

>

> So there! And and enough whining, but I'm really mad. When is enough, enough

already!

>

> S, Lubbock, TX

> NSIP w/PF 12/2006

>

[Guest guest]

Hey Buddy! Don't know about you but we've seen large parts of New Mexico blow

through here this week. And expect to again tomorrow. Some parts of the world

consider this kind of wind a Type 1 hurricane. Nope, just West Texas in the

spring.

I am at Mason Warner & Company PC in Lubbock.

I hope you are having a super week.

S

NSIP w/PF 12/2006 et al

> > > > >

> > > > > I'm here to piss and moan. I am sick and tired of being sick and

> > > > > tired. Every damn time I turn around there is something new

> > breaking

> > > > > or broken.

> > > > >

> > > > > Now I have a mass in my left breast. AND and I know it was not

> > there

> > > > > in September when I had my yearly mammogram. And evidently it is

> > not

> > > > > small.

> > > > >

> > > > > AND and April 16 will be 10 years since my thyroid cancer

> > diagnosis.

> > > > > SO I refused to do the diagnostic sonogram and ultrasound until

> > April

> > > > > 17. I'll get my 10 years no matter what! I'll show em.

> > > > >

> > > > > And and the thing about thyroid cancer is that's not usually the

> > one

> > > > > that gets you - it's the next one. Crenna, Gene Siskel are

> > > > > prime examples. And I'M MAD! Meanwhile I try to be encouraging to

> > > > > everybody that it is not a THING until we know it's a thing but

> > I'll

> > > > > have my damn 10 years in. And I had to call both our daughters out

> > of

> > > > > state tonight and tell them guess what - Mom's got another health

> > > > > thing going on. And naturally Sherman is mad because I won't just

> > hop

> > > > > into the Cancer Center and whip it out for them. Nope, I'll show

> > them,

> > > > > I will.

> > > > >

> > > > > So there! And and enough whining, but I'm really mad. When is

> > enough,

> > > > > enough already!

> > > > >

> > > > > S, Lubbock, TX

> > > > > NSIP w/PF 12/2006

> > > > >

> > > > >

> > > >

> > >

> >

>

[Guest guest]

Hey Buddy! Don't know about you but we've seen large parts of New Mexico blow

through here this week. And expect to again tomorrow. Some parts of the world

consider this kind of wind a Type 1 hurricane. Nope, just West Texas in the

spring.

I am at Mason Warner & Company PC in Lubbock.

I hope you are having a super week.

S

NSIP w/PF 12/2006 et al

> > > > >

> > > > > I'm here to piss and moan. I am sick and tired of being sick and

> > > > > tired. Every damn time I turn around there is something new

> > breaking

> > > > > or broken.

> > > > >

> > > > > Now I have a mass in my left breast. AND and I know it was not

> > there

> > > > > in September when I had my yearly mammogram. And evidently it is

> > not

> > > > > small.

> > > > >

> > > > > AND and April 16 will be 10 years since my thyroid cancer

> > diagnosis.

> > > > > SO I refused to do the diagnostic sonogram and ultrasound until

> > April

> > > > > 17. I'll get my 10 years no matter what! I'll show em.

> > > > >

> > > > > And and the thing about thyroid cancer is that's not usually the

> > one

> > > > > that gets you - it's the next one. Crenna, Gene Siskel are

> > > > > prime examples. And I'M MAD! Meanwhile I try to be encouraging to

> > > > > everybody that it is not a THING until we know it's a thing but

> > I'll

> > > > > have my damn 10 years in. And I had to call both our daughters out

> > of

> > > > > state tonight and tell them guess what - Mom's got another health

> > > > > thing going on. And naturally Sherman is mad because I won't just

> > hop

> > > > > into the Cancer Center and whip it out for them. Nope, I'll show

> > them,

> > > > > I will.

> > > > >

> > > > > So there! And and enough whining, but I'm really mad. When is

> > enough,

> > > > > enough already!

> > > > >

> > > > > S, Lubbock, TX

> > > > > NSIP w/PF 12/2006

> > > > >

> > > > >

> > > >

> > >

> >

>

[Guest guest]

NOoooooo LINDA... it sounds as if a PUNCHING BAG might be in order for you (ah NO that wouldn't work would it... you'd get too SOB!!)

BUGGA......get those 10 years girl & then some........I admire your spirit......SOCK it to 'em!

Bodies can be such unrelaible beasts.....we're a complicated piece of engineering....too many working parts!

Hugs to you S & commiserations too!

in Oz

>> I'm here to piss and moan. I am sick and tired of being sick and tired. Every damn time I turn around there is something new breaking or broken.> > Now I have a mass in my left breast. AND and I know it was not there in September when I had my yearly mammogram. And evidently it is not small.> > AND and April 16 will be 10 years since my thyroid cancer diagnosis. SO I refused to do the diagnostic sonogram and ultrasound until April 17. I'll get my 10 years no matter what! I'll show em.> > And and the thing about thyroid cancer is that's not usually the one that gets you - it's the next one. Crenna, Gene Siskel are prime examples. And I'M MAD! Meanwhile I try to be encouraging to everybody that it is not a THING until we know it's a thing but I'll have my damn 10 years in. And I had to call both our daughters out of state tonight and tell them guess what - Mom's got another health thing going on. And naturally Sherman is mad because I won't just hop into the Cancer Center and whip it out for them. Nope, I'll show them, I will.> > So there! And and enough whining, but I'm really mad. When is enough, enough already!> > S, Lubbock, TX> NSIP w/PF 12/2006>

[Guest guest]

Thanks . For now I'm going to work this out with Cherries . And I'm

busy enough not to have it eating at me all day. Yes, punching bag bad.

Cherries , good.

S

> >

> > I'm here to piss and moan. I am sick and tired of being sick and

> tired. Every damn time I turn around there is something new breaking or

> broken.

> >

> > Now I have a mass in my left breast. AND and I know it was not there

> in September when I had my yearly mammogram. And evidently it is not

> small.

> >

> > AND and April 16 will be 10 years since my thyroid cancer diagnosis.

> SO I refused to do the diagnostic sonogram and ultrasound until April

> 17. I'll get my 10 years no matter what! I'll show em.

> >

> > And and the thing about thyroid cancer is that's not usually the one

> that gets you - it's the next one. Crenna, Gene Siskel are prime

> examples. And I'M MAD! Meanwhile I try to be encouraging to everybody

> that it is not a THING until we know it's a thing but I'll have my damn

> 10 years in. And I had to call both our daughters out of state tonight

> and tell them guess what - Mom's got another health thing going on. And

> naturally Sherman is mad because I won't just hop into the Cancer Center

> and whip it out for them. Nope, I'll show them, I will.

> >

> > So there! And and enough whining, but I'm really mad. When is enough,

> enough already!

> >

> > S, Lubbock, TX

> > NSIP w/PF 12/2006

> >

>