How PF has improved my life??

March 30, 2009

Well there is always a different one in the crowd! LOL I know I am behind on a

few postings but here goes!

1. I am very thankful everday I wake up and can do a few things for myself

still.

2.I appreciate the time my friends and family spend with me.

3. I love giving myself something the next week or month to look forward to, I

think it is inportant to have that.

4. I am thankful especially when I have had a good day of eating right, taking

my meds on time, taking a nap that I need,and day dreaming to get thru the day.

Now on the other hand why do I feel bad about putting myself first? I was always

a caregiver and since that has been taken away I feel like a bear! I feel awful

I cannot get out to shop, purchase things that I WANT instead of what my family

wants for me.

I used to be a clean- aholic. Although I am grateful for people I don have to

help me they don't even read the list of areas I need worked on and do the basic

dust/vacuum. Everyone says degignate but the hubby won't even learn to pay the

bills! How do you just let go of the past, knowing it is gone and never to

return without getting angry at the people you love? I hold everything in for

the most part so I don't lose any of my friends and I always appreciate

everything. How do I get this denial out of my system and just accept without

giving into the end result?

Anyway Bruce this was a good question and has many parts to it....Does anyone

else feel what I feel as well??

Diane NY 51 PF,PM,Raynauds,Sjorgrens 2006 PH 2008

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