pet/ct results due tomorrow

[Guest guest]

I had my first scans done last week after chemo ended. I get the

results tomorrow. I feel wonderful but there is still abit of

concern. All the what if's surface.

I can relate to the kids having a hard time. I am a single mom with

two teenage girls. Once I found a letter my oldest wrote to Oprah

about our situation. It was touching. Since that time though she has

completely changed. She(17yo) graduated high school and is doing

nothing. She graduated a year early and had enough financial aid for

the first year. I think my illness plus her trying to be an adult is

creating her bad attitude. My youngest(15) just seems to be angry

about things. I know she is worried about where she will go if

something happens to me. She does not want to go live with her

father. Cancer causes so much more turmoil then just the physical

illness. As you all know it is hard for non patients to realte to this

aspect or to understand it. I have faith it will all work out.

Jane

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