I HAVE NOT BEEN WELL THIS PAST WEEK..............................

April 7, 2009

can hardly type at all, no one behind me today just want to let you know that

last night 7Pm Hospice brought my new bed. It is beautiful. The incentive of

bringing it means I may be around a few more days or weeks. I got up this

morning and made huge pot of chili. Can not keep my fingers where they belong

on the boards to type words. Frustrating.

The bed is very nice with all the extra inches of foam on the top it needs for

body parts, etc.

they came this morning nd removed the old bed and side taboel ''Nice in hre

nowl I am in puter room, so nice and quietl '

can[ seem to get this togetherl ]]

( Menu for picnic is livrworst or braunswagrk lettuce, honey mustard, reg.

mustard, picklcd pigs feet, and these are only the hordeorves'.

who will be in charge f next weeks picnic:?: Or will there even be one: this

whole past weeek 1/2 Earl has been up with me al night can['t get me to bath on

time, katie crying all up and down the hall, I am on 30 mil. oxygen now, 'Earl

figured out a way to do it with mssk. His sister was here and between them

both seemed to get me back to a reasonable positition in bed to give meds to me.

taking 2 5oz xanax every 2 hrs. and seems to keep giving me more nd moe more

moreiene until I settle down for more rest. Sat night and 'Sun. night and tis

mornin 'Earl almost could not bring me around back again. Semms

will be with me mostly all next week. Earl's sch. has been changed around

so much tht we dont know where the next help id coming fom I am having to hve

more and more morphine every time i TURN arundl I feel marvelous Darling.

Becoming a pproblem. '''''We re heating cchili for sujpper again. 'S o good

too.

The charge for the picnic willl be extra doses for morphine and I am trying to

be xra carefl that I don't fall.]

Don'[t think ill of me today. I am just requiring so much mmore morphine and

more xanax and more morphinel

We all ought to catch the 5pm rollrcoaster run up trhe then pray reaooy hrdl]]

don[t know what's going going but for me, guysk I think i is alsmost oer voer

surel]

have to go noww prog won[ be reading much of my mal this coming weeekk i will

try to kep p on yoursl]

please help with any words of wisdome or help.

I LOVE Y9U THIS DAYL]

MARY OOU IPF - 02

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