Guest guest Posted October 28, 2011 Report Share Posted October 28, 2011 I'm sorry to hear this news Akiba. How did Yogi take it? You are a strong woman and you will be fine. But sometimes being strong kinda sucks, doesn't it? lolbig hugs SharonThis email is a natural hand made product. The slight variations in spelling and grammar enhance its individual character and beauty and in no way are to be considered flaws or defects. To: mserslife ; wayofthewingedheart Sent: Friday, October 28, 2011 6:52 PMSubject: yogi I broke it off with him tonight. He is so busy with his teachings, his students and the constant travel, like I told him, there is just no room for me much less for Robbin, and if he ever *does* manage to visit the US please come visit us, but in the meantime he just doesn't have time for us and I am not getting any younger. It was a nice dream but I think that is all it was, a dream. Time to wake up, once again alone.  ~*~Peace out~*~ ~*~Akiba~*~ Pragmatic Visionary Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 28, 2011 Report Share Posted October 28, 2011 I'm sorry to hear this news Akiba. How did Yogi take it? You are a strong woman and you will be fine. But sometimes being strong kinda sucks, doesn't it? lolbig hugs SharonThis email is a natural hand made product. The slight variations in spelling and grammar enhance its individual character and beauty and in no way are to be considered flaws or defects. To: mserslife ; wayofthewingedheart Sent: Friday, October 28, 2011 6:52 PMSubject: yogi I broke it off with him tonight. He is so busy with his teachings, his students and the constant travel, like I told him, there is just no room for me much less for Robbin, and if he ever *does* manage to visit the US please come visit us, but in the meantime he just doesn't have time for us and I am not getting any younger. It was a nice dream but I think that is all it was, a dream. Time to wake up, once again alone.  ~*~Peace out~*~ ~*~Akiba~*~ Pragmatic Visionary Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 28, 2011 Report Share Posted October 28, 2011 He took it in stride.  ~*~Peace out~*~ ~*~Akiba~*~ Pragmatic Visionary -- yogi I broke it off with him tonight. He is so busy with his teachings, his students and the constant travel, like I told him, there is just no room for me much less for Robbin, and if he ever *does* manage to visit the US please come visit us, but in the meantime he just doesn't have time for us and I am not getting any younger. It was a nice dream but I think that is all it was, a dream. Time to wake up, once again alone.  ~*~Peace out~*~ ~*~Akiba~*~ Pragmatic Visionary Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 29, 2011 Report Share Posted October 29, 2011 Dearest Akiba,Sometimes reality has a way of kicking us in the head. I think it was quite sage tobreak it off with him. As you say, he is way too busy. Dreams are nice. However,a sweet reality is best! You and Robbin deserve the very best.And punkin', you really are NOT alone, though you feel it. I know we don'tsubstitute for a man in your life, nor does Robbin, nor does your ex MIL, butyou are not totally alone. Please know you can come here and vent and shareanytime of the day or night. You are always welcome in my home should you andRobbin ever travel north.I love you,KateTo: mserslife ; wayofthewingedheart Sent: Friday, October 28, 2011 9:52 PMSubject: yogi I broke it off with him tonight. He is so busy with his teachings, his students and the constant travel, like I told him, there is just no room for me much less for Robbin, and if he ever *does* manage to visit the US please come visit us, but in the meantime he just doesn't have time for us and I am not getting any younger. It was a nice dream but I think that is all it was, a dream. Time to wake up, once again alone.  ~*~Peace out~*~ ~*~Akiba~*~ Pragmatic Visionary Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 29, 2011 Report Share Posted October 29, 2011 Thank you sweetie. And you are, you know...a very sweet woman. Today's Robbin's 14th Birthday. We're going over to Elaine's in about an hour. I have brownies made and ready to take. I think Rita and Mick (her hubby) are making smoked brisket and I know Elaine designed and ordered a cake, don't know what else there will be but I am sure there will be a ton of food and hopefully some people to eat it, not that Robbin won't do it justice...boy sure can eat!!!  ~*~Peace out~*~ ~*~Akiba~*~ Pragmatic Visionary -- yogi I broke it off with him tonight. He is so busy with his teachings, his students and the constant travel, like I told him, there is just no room for me much less for Robbin, and if he ever *does* manage to visit the US please come visit us, but in the meantime he just doesn't have time for us and I am not getting any younger. It was a nice dream but I think that is all it was, a dream. Time to wake up, once again alone.  ~*~Peace out~*~ ~*~Akiba~*~ Pragmatic Visionary Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 29, 2011 Report Share Posted October 29, 2011 Thank you sweetie. And you are, you know...a very sweet woman. Today's Robbin's 14th Birthday. We're going over to Elaine's in about an hour. I have brownies made and ready to take. I think Rita and Mick (her hubby) are making smoked brisket and I know Elaine designed and ordered a cake, don't know what else there will be but I am sure there will be a ton of food and hopefully some people to eat it, not that Robbin won't do it justice...boy sure can eat!!!  ~*~Peace out~*~ ~*~Akiba~*~ Pragmatic Visionary -- yogi I broke it off with him tonight. He is so busy with his teachings, his students and the constant travel, like I told him, there is just no room for me much less for Robbin, and if he ever *does* manage to visit the US please come visit us, but in the meantime he just doesn't have time for us and I am not getting any younger. It was a nice dream but I think that is all it was, a dream. Time to wake up, once again alone.  ~*~Peace out~*~ ~*~Akiba~*~ Pragmatic Visionary Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 29, 2011 Report Share Posted October 29, 2011 Thank you sweetie. And you are, you know...a very sweet woman. Today's Robbin's 14th Birthday. We're going over to Elaine's in about an hour. I have brownies made and ready to take. I think Rita and Mick (her hubby) are making smoked brisket and I know Elaine designed and ordered a cake, don't know what else there will be but I am sure there will be a ton of food and hopefully some people to eat it, not that Robbin won't do it justice...boy sure can eat!!!  ~*~Peace out~*~ ~*~Akiba~*~ Pragmatic Visionary -- yogi I broke it off with him tonight. He is so busy with his teachings, his students and the constant travel, like I told him, there is just no room for me much less for Robbin, and if he ever *does* manage to visit the US please come visit us, but in the meantime he just doesn't have time for us and I am not getting any younger. It was a nice dream but I think that is all it was, a dream. Time to wake up, once again alone.  ~*~Peace out~*~ ~*~Akiba~*~ Pragmatic Visionary Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 29, 2011 Report Share Posted October 29, 2011 Happy Birthday to Robbin! Sorry to hear about Yogi. Hugs nne To the world you might be one person, but to one person you just might be the world " " May the Lord Bless you and keep you, May the Lord Make his face shine upon you, and give you Peace...Forever " Breast Cancer Patients Soul Mates for Life http://breastcancerpatientssoulmatesforlife.bravehost.com/ Anxiety Depression and Breast Cancer http://health.groups.yahoo.com/group/AnxietyDepressionandBreastCancer Angel Feather Loomer www.angelfeatherloomer.blogspot.com The Cancer Club www.cancerclub.com > yogi > > > > > > > > > > I broke it off with him tonight. He is so busy with his teachings, his > students and the constant travel, like I told him, there is just no room > for > me much less for Robbin, and if he ever *does* manage to visit the US > please > come visit us, but in the meantime he just doesn't have time for us and I > am > not getting any younger. It was a nice dream but I think that is all it > was, > a dream. Time to wake up, once again alone. > > > > ~*~Peace out~*~ > > ~*~Akiba~*~ > > Pragmatic Visionary ____________________________________________________________ Send any screenshot to your friends in seconds... Works in all emails, instant messengers, blogs, forums and social networks. TRY IM TOOLPACK at http://www.imtoolpack.com/default.aspx?rc=if2 for FREE Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 29, 2011 Report Share Posted October 29, 2011 I think relationship-wise (at least in person) I seem to be on hiatus, maybe just recovering from the Rob years and readying myself for a real man. I feel in my bones that there *will* be a "love of my life", but it might take awhile for him to find me out here in the sticks. However, if it is *meant* to be, it WILL be. Yogi was a nice dream but I think part of me (a bigger part then I might have admitted, even to myself) *knew* he was only a pipe dream. There is no way he could leave his life and come here for any amount of time, and I sure as heck cannot go there, at least until Robbin is 18, and even if I could, I couldn't live the life he does, traveling in trains all over the country and sleeping on mats in ashrams...my body just will no longer allow that, nor can I use the famous Indian "squat" toilets, as I cannot squat. So what would that leave me? Staying at his place all of the time while he cavorts all over the country alone? What kind of relationship is that? None. That is why I decided to "break it off" with him, to free my mind and emotions to be open for whoever might *really* be out there for me. My problem is, just as Rob had NO qualms about cheating, I am not a cheat, and if I am in any kind of relationship, even just an emotional one, I will not even consider anyone else, because that would feel like cheating, even though it isn't. It isn't a conscious thing, it is just the way I am. Silly I know, but there it is. So I freed myself from a relationship that I knew in my heart and my mind would never really go anywhere. I wish him all the best and he will always have a little piece of my heart but he has a whole different life and the two worlds just are not meant to combine in any significant way. And you are always welcome here if you even decide to travel South!  ~*~Peace out~*~ ~*~Akiba~*~ Pragmatic Visionary -- yogi I broke it off with him tonight. He is so busy with his teachings, his students and the constant travel, like I told him, there is just no room for me much less for Robbin, and if he ever *does* manage to visit the US please come visit us, but in the meantime he just doesn't have time for us and I am not getting any younger. It was a nice dream but I think that is all it was, a dream. Time to wake up, once again alone.  ~*~Peace out~*~ ~*~Akiba~*~ Pragmatic Visionary Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 29, 2011 Report Share Posted October 29, 2011 Well said by Kate! I agree completely. hugs SharonThis email is a natural hand made product. The slight variations in spelling and grammar enhance its individual character and beauty and in no way are to be considered flaws or defects. To: "MSersLife " <MSersLife >Sent: Saturday, October 29, 2011 4:26 AMSubject: Re: yogi Dearest Akiba,Sometimes reality has a way of kicking us in the head. I think it was quite sage tobreak it off with him. As you say, he is way too busy. Dreams are nice. However,a sweet reality is best! You and Robbin deserve the very best.And punkin', you really are NOT alone, though you feel it. I know we don'tsubstitute for a man in your life, nor does Robbin, nor does your ex MIL, butyou are not totally alone. Please know you can come here and vent and shareanytime of the day or night. You are always welcome in my home should you andRobbin ever travel north.I love you,KateTo: mserslife ; wayofthewingedheart Sent: Friday, October 28, 2011 9:52 PMSubject: yogi I broke it off with him tonight. He is so busy with his teachings, his students and the constant travel, like I told him, there is just no room for me much less for Robbin, and if he ever *does* manage to visit the US please come visit us, but in the meantime he just doesn't have time for us and I am not getting any younger. It was a nice dream but I think that is all it was, a dream. Time to wake up, once again alone.  ~*~Peace out~*~ ~*~Akiba~*~ Pragmatic Visionary Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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