RE: my bad day & mad at myself

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I suggest a big bowl of buttery pop corn, a funny dvd, a beverage of choice

veg out and relax - we have all done it - we will all do it again

 

the monster is crapola - sorry my friend

 

 

I am upset with myself.  I went to Walmart yesterday (used the electric scooter).  Then my daughter-in-law took me to the hospital for my mammogram.  I could barely walk.  It was so difficult and I had to sit down in the hall several times all that long, long walk back to the testing area.  I use a cane but it is not enough now.  That is upsetting. 

I am upset with myself because I keep thinking I should have been doing something differently all these years so perhaps I wouldn't be in this kind of shape now.  I am so sick from MS today.  My legs hurt horribly and my head aches.  I keep getting teary.  And tomorrow is my grandson, 's, birthday party (birthday is actually the 22nd) here at my house.  He is turning 21.  I want to enjoy his party.  I am a mess instead.

I keep hoping my walking will improve when the cooler weather comes.  I swear I will never, ever complain about being cold again in my entire life! 

Give me some cheery words of wisdom, please.

hugs to each of you

 

SharonThis email is a natural hand made product. The slight variations in spelling and grammar enhance its individual character and beauty and in no way are to be considered flaws or defects.

 

 

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I suggest a big bowl of buttery pop corn, a funny dvd, a beverage of choice

veg out and relax - we have all done it - we will all do it again

 

the monster is crapola - sorry my friend

 

 

I am upset with myself.  I went to Walmart yesterday (used the electric scooter).  Then my daughter-in-law took me to the hospital for my mammogram.  I could barely walk.  It was so difficult and I had to sit down in the hall several times all that long, long walk back to the testing area.  I use a cane but it is not enough now.  That is upsetting. 

I am upset with myself because I keep thinking I should have been doing something differently all these years so perhaps I wouldn't be in this kind of shape now.  I am so sick from MS today.  My legs hurt horribly and my head aches.  I keep getting teary.  And tomorrow is my grandson, 's, birthday party (birthday is actually the 22nd) here at my house.  He is turning 21.  I want to enjoy his party.  I am a mess instead.

I keep hoping my walking will improve when the cooler weather comes.  I swear I will never, ever complain about being cold again in my entire life! 

Give me some cheery words of wisdom, please.

hugs to each of you

 

SharonThis email is a natural hand made product. The slight variations in spelling and grammar enhance its individual character and beauty and in no way are to be considered flaws or defects.

 

 

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*hugs*  I hope you get better.Tina

 

I am upset with myself.  I went to Walmart yesterday (used the electric scooter).  Then my daughter-in-law took me to the hospital for my mammogram.  I could barely walk.  It was so difficult and I had to sit down in the hall several times all that long, long walk back to the testing area.  I use a cane but it is not enough now.  That is upsetting. 

I am upset with myself because I keep thinking I should have been doing something differently all these years so perhaps I wouldn't be in this kind of shape now.  I am so sick from MS today.  My legs hurt horribly and my head aches.  I keep getting teary.  And tomorrow is my grandson, 's, birthday party (birthday is actually the 22nd) here at my house.  He is turning

21.  I want to enjoy his party.  I am a mess instead. I keep hoping my walking will improve when the cooler weather comes.  I swear I will never, ever complain about being cold again in my entire life! 

Give me some cheery words of wisdom, please.hugs to each of you 

[Guest guest]

*hugs*  I hope you get better.Tina

 

I am upset with myself.  I went to Walmart yesterday (used the electric scooter).  Then my daughter-in-law took me to the hospital for my mammogram.  I could barely walk.  It was so difficult and I had to sit down in the hall several times all that long, long walk back to the testing area.  I use a cane but it is not enough now.  That is upsetting. 

I am upset with myself because I keep thinking I should have been doing something differently all these years so perhaps I wouldn't be in this kind of shape now.  I am so sick from MS today.  My legs hurt horribly and my head aches.  I keep getting teary.  And tomorrow is my grandson, 's, birthday party (birthday is actually the 22nd) here at my house.  He is turning

21.  I want to enjoy his party.  I am a mess instead. I keep hoping my walking will improve when the cooler weather comes.  I swear I will never, ever complain about being cold again in my entire life! 

Give me some cheery words of wisdom, please.hugs to each of you 

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Thank you Anne for your words of wisdom! It made me chuckle through my tears. love you SharonThis email is a natural hand made product. The slight variations in spelling and grammar enhance its individual character and beauty and in no way are to be considered flaws or defects. To: MSersLife Sent: Saturday, August 20, 2011 3:10 PMSubject: Re: my bad day & mad at myself

I suggest a big bowl of buttery pop corn, a funny dvd, a beverage of choice

veg out and relax - we have all done it - we will all do it again

the monster is crapola - sorry my friend

I am upset with myself. I went to Walmart yesterday (used the electric scooter). Then my daughter-in-law took me to the hospital for my mammogram. I could barely walk. It was so difficult and I had to sit down in the hall several times all that long, long walk back to the testing area. I use a cane but it is not enough now. That is upsetting.

I am upset with myself because I keep thinking I should have been doing something differently all these years so perhaps I wouldn't be in this kind of shape now. I am so sick from MS today. My legs hurt horribly and my head aches. I keep getting teary. And tomorrow is my grandson, 's, birthday party (birthday is actually the 22nd) here at my house. He is turning 21. I want to enjoy his party. I am a mess instead.

I keep hoping my walking will improve when the cooler weather comes. I swear I will never, ever complain about being cold again in my entire life!

Give me some cheery words of wisdom, please.

hugs to each of you

SharonThis email is a natural hand made product. The slight variations in spelling and grammar enhance its individual character and beauty and in no way are to be considered flaws or defects.

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Thank you Anne for your words of wisdom! It made me chuckle through my tears. love you SharonThis email is a natural hand made product. The slight variations in spelling and grammar enhance its individual character and beauty and in no way are to be considered flaws or defects. To: MSersLife Sent: Saturday, August 20, 2011 3:10 PMSubject: Re: my bad day & mad at myself

I suggest a big bowl of buttery pop corn, a funny dvd, a beverage of choice

veg out and relax - we have all done it - we will all do it again

the monster is crapola - sorry my friend

I am upset with myself. I went to Walmart yesterday (used the electric scooter). Then my daughter-in-law took me to the hospital for my mammogram. I could barely walk. It was so difficult and I had to sit down in the hall several times all that long, long walk back to the testing area. I use a cane but it is not enough now. That is upsetting.

I am upset with myself because I keep thinking I should have been doing something differently all these years so perhaps I wouldn't be in this kind of shape now. I am so sick from MS today. My legs hurt horribly and my head aches. I keep getting teary. And tomorrow is my grandson, 's, birthday party (birthday is actually the 22nd) here at my house. He is turning 21. I want to enjoy his party. I am a mess instead.

I keep hoping my walking will improve when the cooler weather comes. I swear I will never, ever complain about being cold again in my entire life!

Give me some cheery words of wisdom, please.

hugs to each of you

SharonThis email is a natural hand made product. The slight variations in spelling and grammar enhance its individual character and beauty and in no way are to be considered flaws or defects.

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Thanks sweetie. SharonThis email is a natural hand made product. The slight variations in spelling and grammar enhance its individual character and beauty and in no way are to be considered flaws or defects. To: MSersLife Sent: Saturday, August 20, 2011 3:16 PMSubject: Re: my bad day & mad at myself

*hugs* I hope you get better.Tina

I am upset with myself. I went to Walmart yesterday (used the electric scooter). Then my daughter-in-law took me to the hospital for my mammogram. I could barely walk. It was so difficult and I had to sit down in the hall several times all that long, long walk back to the testing area. I use a cane but it is not enough now. That is upsetting.

I am upset with myself because I keep thinking I should have been doing something differently all these years so perhaps I wouldn't be in this kind of shape now. I am so sick from MS today. My legs hurt horribly and my head aches. I keep getting teary. And tomorrow is my grandson, 's, birthday party (birthday is actually the 22nd) here at my house. He is turning

21. I want to enjoy his party. I am a mess instead. I keep hoping my walking will improve when the cooler weather comes. I swear I will never, ever complain about being cold again in my entire life!

Give me some cheery words of wisdom, please.hugs to each of you

[Guest guest]

Thanks sweetie. SharonThis email is a natural hand made product. The slight variations in spelling and grammar enhance its individual character and beauty and in no way are to be considered flaws or defects. To: MSersLife Sent: Saturday, August 20, 2011 3:16 PMSubject: Re: my bad day & mad at myself

*hugs* I hope you get better.Tina

I am upset with myself. I went to Walmart yesterday (used the electric scooter). Then my daughter-in-law took me to the hospital for my mammogram. I could barely walk. It was so difficult and I had to sit down in the hall several times all that long, long walk back to the testing area. I use a cane but it is not enough now. That is upsetting.

I am upset with myself because I keep thinking I should have been doing something differently all these years so perhaps I wouldn't be in this kind of shape now. I am so sick from MS today. My legs hurt horribly and my head aches. I keep getting teary. And tomorrow is my grandson, 's, birthday party (birthday is actually the 22nd) here at my house. He is turning

21. I want to enjoy his party. I am a mess instead. I keep hoping my walking will improve when the cooler weather comes. I swear I will never, ever complain about being cold again in my entire life!

Give me some cheery words of wisdom, please.hugs to each of you

[Guest guest]

Sharon I am so sorry you had such a rough time. Normally when we go to the

hospital/clinic, if its a fairly long walk I get Chuck one of the wheelchairs

and push him.

I know the heat bothers Chuck's leg too. Try to rest tonight and hopefully you

will feel better tomorrow. You are in my prayers.

Hugs

nne

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> Re: my bad day & mad at myself

>

> *hugs* I hope you get better.

>

> Tina

>

>

>

>> **

>>

>>

>> I am upset with myself. I went to Walmart yesterday (used the electric

>> scooter). Then my daughter-in-law took me to the hospital for my

>> mammogram. I could barely walk. It was so difficult and I had to sit

>> down

>> in the hall several times all that long, long walk back to the testing

>> area. I use a cane but it is not enough now. That is upsetting.

>>

>> I am upset with myself because I keep thinking I should have been doing

>> something differently all these years so perhaps I wouldn't be in this

>> kind

>> of shape now. I am so sick from MS today. My legs hurt horribly and my

>> head aches. I keep getting teary. And tomorrow is my grandson,

>> 's,

>> birthday party (birthday is actually the 22nd) here at my house. He is

>> turning 21. I want to enjoy his party. I am a mess instead.

>>

>> I keep hoping my walking will improve when the cooler weather comes. I

>> swear I will never, ever complain about being cold again in my entire

>> life!

>>

>>

>> Give me some cheery words of wisdom, please.

>>

>> hugs to each of you

>>

>>

>>

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Sharon I am so sorry you had such a rough time. Normally when we go to the

hospital/clinic, if its a fairly long walk I get Chuck one of the wheelchairs

and push him.

I know the heat bothers Chuck's leg too. Try to rest tonight and hopefully you

will feel better tomorrow. You are in my prayers.

Hugs

nne

To the world you might be one person, but to one person you just might be the

world "

" May the Lord Bless you and keep you,

May the Lord Make his face shine upon you, and give you Peace...Forever "

Breast Cancer Patients Soul Mates for Life

http://breastcancerpatientssoulmatesforlife.bravehost.com/

Anxiety Depression and Breast Cancer

http://health.groups.yahoo.com/group/AnxietyDepressionandBreastCancer

Angel Feather Loomer

www.angelfeatherloomer.blogspot.com

The Cancer Club

www.cancerclub.com

> Re: my bad day & mad at myself

>

> *hugs* I hope you get better.

>

> Tina

>

>

>

>> **

>>

>>

>> I am upset with myself. I went to Walmart yesterday (used the electric

>> scooter). Then my daughter-in-law took me to the hospital for my

>> mammogram. I could barely walk. It was so difficult and I had to sit

>> down

>> in the hall several times all that long, long walk back to the testing

>> area. I use a cane but it is not enough now. That is upsetting.

>>

>> I am upset with myself because I keep thinking I should have been doing

>> something differently all these years so perhaps I wouldn't be in this

>> kind

>> of shape now. I am so sick from MS today. My legs hurt horribly and my

>> head aches. I keep getting teary. And tomorrow is my grandson,

>> 's,

>> birthday party (birthday is actually the 22nd) here at my house. He is

>> turning 21. I want to enjoy his party. I am a mess instead.

>>

>> I keep hoping my walking will improve when the cooler weather comes. I

>> swear I will never, ever complain about being cold again in my entire

>> life!

>>

>>

>> Give me some cheery words of wisdom, please.

>>

>> hugs to each of you

>>

>>

>>

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Hi Sharon, I am sorry that you are having such a bad day. I understand how you are feeling. I have also had a lot of trouble with my legs today. It is from walking all over the VA hospital yesterday. I will keep you in my prays and thoughts. Margaret A. CoteTo: Group <mserslife >Sent: Saturday, August 20,

2011 5:06 PMSubject: my bad day & mad at myself

I am upset with myself. I went to Walmart yesterday (used the electric scooter). Then my daughter-in-law took me to the hospital for my mammogram. I could barely walk. It was so difficult and I had to sit down in the hall several times all that long, long walk back to the testing area. I use a cane but it is not enough now. That is upsetting. I am upset with myself because I keep thinking I should have been doing something differently all these years so perhaps I wouldn't be in this kind of shape now. I am so sick from MS today. My legs hurt horribly and my head aches. I keep getting teary. And tomorrow is my grandson, 's, birthday party (birthday is actually the 22nd) here at my house. He is turning

21. I want to enjoy his party. I am a mess instead. I keep hoping my walking will improve when the cooler weather comes. I swear I will never, ever complain about being cold again in my entire life! Give me some cheery words of wisdom, please.hugs to each of you SharonThis email is a natural hand made product. The slight variations in spelling and grammar enhance its individual character and beauty and in no way are to be considered flaws or defects.

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work on your diet tomorrow

if funny dvd's don't work try Wayne or another classic

 

 

Thank you Anne for your words of wisdom!  It made me chuckle through my tears. 

love you

 

SharonThis email is a natural hand made product. The slight variations in spelling and grammar enhance its individual character and beauty and in no way are to be considered flaws or defects.

 

 

To: MSersLife

Sent: Saturday, August 20, 2011 3:10 PMSubject: Re: my bad day & mad at myself

I suggest a big bowl of buttery pop corn, a funny dvd, a beverage of choice

veg out and relax - we have all done it - we will all do it again

 

the monster is crapola - sorry my friend

 

 

I am upset with myself.  I went to Walmart yesterday (used the electric scooter).  Then my daughter-in-law took me to the hospital for my mammogram.  I could barely walk.  It was so difficult and I had to sit down in the hall several times all that long, long walk back to the testing area.  I use a cane but it is not enough now.  That is upsetting. 

I am upset with myself because I keep thinking I should have been doing something differently all these years so perhaps I wouldn't be in this kind of shape now.  I am so sick from MS today.  My legs hurt horribly and my head aches.  I keep getting teary.  And tomorrow is my grandson, 's, birthday party (birthday is actually the 22nd) here at my house.  He is turning 21.  I want to enjoy his party.  I am a mess instead.

I keep hoping my walking will improve when the cooler weather comes.  I swear I will never, ever complain about being cold again in my entire life! 

Give me some cheery words of wisdom, please.

hugs to each of you

 

SharonThis email is a natural hand made product. The slight variations in spelling and grammar enhance its individual character and beauty and in no way are to be considered flaws or defects.

 

 

[Guest guest]

work on your diet tomorrow

if funny dvd's don't work try Wayne or another classic

 

 

Thank you Anne for your words of wisdom!  It made me chuckle through my tears. 

love you

 

SharonThis email is a natural hand made product. The slight variations in spelling and grammar enhance its individual character and beauty and in no way are to be considered flaws or defects.

 

 

To: MSersLife

Sent: Saturday, August 20, 2011 3:10 PMSubject: Re: my bad day & mad at myself

I suggest a big bowl of buttery pop corn, a funny dvd, a beverage of choice

veg out and relax - we have all done it - we will all do it again

 

the monster is crapola - sorry my friend

 

 

I am upset with myself.  I went to Walmart yesterday (used the electric scooter).  Then my daughter-in-law took me to the hospital for my mammogram.  I could barely walk.  It was so difficult and I had to sit down in the hall several times all that long, long walk back to the testing area.  I use a cane but it is not enough now.  That is upsetting. 

I am upset with myself because I keep thinking I should have been doing something differently all these years so perhaps I wouldn't be in this kind of shape now.  I am so sick from MS today.  My legs hurt horribly and my head aches.  I keep getting teary.  And tomorrow is my grandson, 's, birthday party (birthday is actually the 22nd) here at my house.  He is turning 21.  I want to enjoy his party.  I am a mess instead.

I keep hoping my walking will improve when the cooler weather comes.  I swear I will never, ever complain about being cold again in my entire life! 

Give me some cheery words of wisdom, please.

hugs to each of you

 

SharonThis email is a natural hand made product. The slight variations in spelling and grammar enhance its individual character and beauty and in no way are to be considered flaws or defects.

 

 

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Hmm, would it help if I told you I am in the same boat with you? So I guess the only thing to do is sing kum bi ya! I’m not even sure I know what that means, but I think it has something to do with friendship and sticking together. J Don’t think getting a power chair is a sign of “giving” in, it actually is another way to preserve your freedom to go places and not end up so exhausted and in pain. I love my chair, and wish I could use it more. You might look into it thru your insurance. Now as far as wishing for the cooler weather to come and not complaining? Uh huh we’ll see. Lol…. ;-) As for the cheery words of wisdom………….. the best part of you isn’t what you can or can’t do, but your attitude about it. It’s okay to mourn the loss of abilities, but the body is resilient and another part will compensate for the lack, and your new journey will bring unexpected rewards. Life is all about change, and that’s for everyone. I think you will find that when the party starts and everyone is bustling about you will forget even momentarily how bad you feel, and embrace the laughter and magic that children bring into our lives. Let those around you do all the work, and you just sit back and enjoy it. And if you can’t do that then a couple shots of tequila might help! Lol… Love and hugs, Jackie From: MSersLife [mailto:MSersLife ] On Behalf Of SharonSent: Saturday, August 20, 2011 3:07 PMTo: GroupSubject: my bad day & mad at myself I am upset with myself. I went to Walmart yesterday (used the electric scooter). Then my daughter-in-law took me to the hospital for my mammogram. I could barely walk. It was so difficult and I had to sit down in the hall several times all that long, long walk back to the testing area. I use a cane but it is not enough now. That is upsetting. I am upset with myself because I keep thinking I should have been doing something differently all these years so perhaps I wouldn't be in this kind of shape now. I am so sick from MS today. My legs hurt horribly and my head aches. I keep getting teary. And tomorrow is my grandson, 's, birthday party (birthday is actually the 22nd) here at my house. He is turning 21. I want to enjoy his party. I am a mess instead. I keep hoping my walking will improve when the cooler weather comes. I swear I will never, ever complain about being cold again in my entire life! Give me some cheery words of wisdom, please. hugs to each of you SharonThis email is a natural hand made product. The slight variations in spelling and grammar enhance its individual character and beauty and in no way are to be considered flaws or defects.

[Guest guest]

I am upset with myself. I went to Walmart

yesterday (used the electric scooter). Then my

daughter-in-law took me to the hospital for my

mammogram. I could barely walk. It was so difficult

and I had to sit down in the hall several times all

that long, long walk back to the testing area. I use

a cane but it is not enough now. That is upsetting.

I am upset with myself because I keep thinking

I should have been doing something differently all

these years so perhaps I wouldn't be in this kind of

shape now. I am so sick from MS today. My legs hurt

horribly and my head aches. I keep getting teary.

And tomorrow is my grandson, 's, birthday party

(birthday is actually the 22nd) here at my house. He

is turning 21. I want to enjoy his party. I am a

mess instead.

I keep hoping my walking will improve when the

cooler weather comes. I swear I will never, ever

complain about being cold again in my entire life!

Give me some cheery words of wisdom, please.

hugs to each of you

Sharon

This email is a natural hand made

product. The slight variations in spelling and

grammar enhance its individual character and beauty

and in no way are to be considered flaws or defects.

I sowwy honey... :'( I

hope you get all better for the party...just

think, 21!!! What a landmark!!! You gonna go out

and get him a six-pack?

:-D

[Guest guest]

I am upset with myself. I went to Walmart

yesterday (used the electric scooter). Then my

daughter-in-law took me to the hospital for my

mammogram. I could barely walk. It was so difficult

and I had to sit down in the hall several times all

that long, long walk back to the testing area. I use

a cane but it is not enough now. That is upsetting.

I am upset with myself because I keep thinking

I should have been doing something differently all

these years so perhaps I wouldn't be in this kind of

shape now. I am so sick from MS today. My legs hurt

horribly and my head aches. I keep getting teary.

And tomorrow is my grandson, 's, birthday party

(birthday is actually the 22nd) here at my house. He

is turning 21. I want to enjoy his party. I am a

mess instead.

I keep hoping my walking will improve when the

cooler weather comes. I swear I will never, ever

complain about being cold again in my entire life!

Give me some cheery words of wisdom, please.

hugs to each of you

Sharon

This email is a natural hand made

product. The slight variations in spelling and

grammar enhance its individual character and beauty

and in no way are to be considered flaws or defects.

I sowwy honey... :'( I

hope you get all better for the party...just

think, 21!!! What a landmark!!! You gonna go out

and get him a six-pack?

:-D

[Guest guest]

I was feeling like that last weekend - church was almost more than I could

stand, and all I was doing was SITTING (which mad me feel bad to start with

- we stand for services).

Was feeling better by the next day, so hope you are too - and happy

birthday to ! Got grant him many years!

T

in WY

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my bad day & mad at myself

 

I am upset with myself.  I went to Walmart yesterday (used the electric

scooter).  Then my daughter-in-law took me to the hospital for my

mammogram.  I could barely walk.  It was so difficult and I had to sit down

in the hall several times all that long, long walk back to the testing

area.  I use a cane but it is not enough now.  That is upsetting. 

I am upset with myself because I keep thinking I should have been doing

something differently all these years so perhaps I wouldn't be in this kind

of shape now.  I am so sick from MS today.  My legs hurt horribly and my

head aches.  I keep getting teary.  And tomorrow is my grandson, 's,

birthday party (birthday is actually the 22nd) here at my house.  He is

turning 21.  I want to enjoy his party.  I am a mess instead.

I keep hoping my walking will improve when the cooler weather comes.  I

swear I will never, ever complain about being cold again in my entire life! 

Give me some cheery words of wisdom, please.

hugs to each of you

 

Sharon

This email is a natural hand made product. The slight variations in spelling

and grammar enhance its individual character and beauty and in no way are to

be considered flaws or defects.

 

 

[Guest guest]

I was feeling like that last weekend - church was almost more than I could

stand, and all I was doing was SITTING (which mad me feel bad to start with

- we stand for services).

Was feeling better by the next day, so hope you are too - and happy

birthday to ! Got grant him many years!

T

in WY

Practical Blackwork Designs

http://practicalblackwork.com

http://practical-blackwork.blogspot.com  

" You get a wonderful view from the point of no return... "

my bad day & mad at myself

 

I am upset with myself.  I went to Walmart yesterday (used the electric

scooter).  Then my daughter-in-law took me to the hospital for my

mammogram.  I could barely walk.  It was so difficult and I had to sit down

in the hall several times all that long, long walk back to the testing

area.  I use a cane but it is not enough now.  That is upsetting. 

I am upset with myself because I keep thinking I should have been doing

something differently all these years so perhaps I wouldn't be in this kind

of shape now.  I am so sick from MS today.  My legs hurt horribly and my

head aches.  I keep getting teary.  And tomorrow is my grandson, 's,

birthday party (birthday is actually the 22nd) here at my house.  He is

turning 21.  I want to enjoy his party.  I am a mess instead.

I keep hoping my walking will improve when the cooler weather comes.  I

swear I will never, ever complain about being cold again in my entire life! 

Give me some cheery words of wisdom, please.

hugs to each of you

 

Sharon

This email is a natural hand made product. The slight variations in spelling

and grammar enhance its individual character and beauty and in no way are to

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Please my friend don’t think that I was down playing your pain, and how bad you feel. I know how hard it is to think a part of you may never get back to normal, and wonder if there was something that you should have done to prevent it. I have many regrets that I struggle with daily about the “should of’s”, and I have to try and make myself not think about the what if’s. So what can I do now? My window of opportunities are very few, so I am in the thinking stage right now. I am sure I will eventually come up with something. So my heart goes out to you, and my arms are wrapped around you and my shoulders are wide and water proof. JLove, Jackie From: MSersLife [mailto:MSersLife ] On Behalf Of Jackie HananSent: Saturday, August 20, 2011 4:16 PMTo: MSersLife Subject: RE: my bad day & mad at myself Hmm, would it help if I told you I am in the same boat with you? So I guess the only thing to do is sing kum bi ya! I’m not even sure I know what that means, but I think it has something to do with friendship and sticking together. J Don’t think getting a power chair is a sign of “giving” in, it actually is another way to preserve your freedom to go places and not end up so exhausted and in pain. I love my chair, and wish I could use it more. You might look into it thru your insurance. Now as far as wishing for the cooler weather to come and not complaining? Uh huh we’ll see. Lol…. ;-) As for the cheery words of wisdom………….. the best part of you isn’t what you can or can’t do, but your attitude about it. It’s okay to mourn the loss of abilities, but the body is resilient and another part will compensate for the lack, and your new journey will bring unexpected rewards. Life is all about change, and that’s for everyone. I think you will find that when the party starts and everyone is bustling about you will f orget even momentarily how bad you feel, and embrace the laughter and magic that children bring into our lives. Let those around you do all the work, and you just sit back and enjoy it. And if you can’t do that then a couple shots of tequila might help! Lol… Love and hugs, Jackie From: MSersLife [mailto:MSersLife ] On Behalf Of SharonSent: Saturday, August 20, 2011 3:07 PMTo: GroupSubject: my bad day & mad at myself I am upset with myself. I went to Walmart yesterday (used the electric scooter). Then my daughter-in-law took me to the hospital for my mammogram. I could barely walk. It was so difficult and I had to sit down in the hall several times all that long, long walk back to the testing area. I use a cane but it is not enough now. That is upsetting. I am upset with myself because I keep thinking I should have been doing something differently all these years so perhaps I wouldn't be in this kind of shape now. I am so sick from MS today. My legs hurt horribly and my head aches. I keep getting teary. And tomorrow is my grandson, 's, birthday party (birthday is actually the 22nd) here at my house. He is turning 21. & n bsp; I want to enjoy his party. I am a mess instead. I keep hoping my walking will improve when the cooler weather comes. I swear I will never, ever complain about being cold again in my entire life! Give me some cheery words of wisdom, please. hugs to each of you SharonThis email is a natural hand made product. The slight variations in spelling and grammar enhance its individual character and beauty and in no way are to be considered flaws or defects.

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Thanks nne. hugs SharonThis email is a natural hand made product. The slight variations in spelling and grammar enhance its individual character and beauty and in no way are to be considered flaws or defects. Re: my bad day & mad at myself> > *hugs* I hope you get better.> > Tina> > On Sat, Aug

20, 2011 at 5:06 PM, Sharon wrote:> >> **>> >> >> I am upset with myself. I went to Walmart yesterday (used the electric>> scooter). Then my daughter-in-law took me to the hospital for my>> mammogram. I could barely walk. It was so difficult and I had to sit>> down>> in the hall several times all that long, long walk back to the testing>> area. I use a cane but it is not enough now. That is upsetting.>> >> I am upset with myself because I keep thinking I should have been doing>> something differently all these years so perhaps I wouldn't be in this>> kind>> of shape now. I am so sick from MS today. My legs hurt horribly and my>> head

aches. I keep getting teary. And tomorrow is my grandson,>> 's,>> birthday party (birthday is actually the 22nd) here at my house. He is>> turning 21. I want to enjoy his party. I am a mess instead.>> >> I keep hoping my walking will improve when the cooler weather comes. I>> swear I will never, ever complain about being cold again in my entire>> life!>> >> >> Give me some cheery words of wisdom, please.>> >> hugs to each of you>> >> >>____________________________________________________________GET FREE 5GB EMAIL - Check out spam free email with many cool features!Visit http://www.inbox.com/email to find out more!------------------------------------Yahoo! Groups

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I do appreciate your prayers Margaret. hugs SharonThis email is a natural hand made product. The slight variations in spelling and grammar enhance its individual character and beauty and in no way are to be considered flaws or defects. To: "MSersLife " <MSersLife >Sent: Saturday, August 20, 2011 3:29 PMSubject: Re: my bad day & mad at myself

Hi Sharon, I am sorry that you are having such a bad day. I understand how you are feeling. I have also had a lot of trouble with my legs today. It is from walking all over the VA hospital yesterday. I will keep you in my prays and thoughts. Margaret A. CoteTo: Group <mserslife >Sent: Saturday, August 20,

2011 5:06 PMSubject: my bad day & mad at myself

I am upset with myself. I went to Walmart yesterday (used the electric scooter). Then my daughter-in-law took me to the hospital for my mammogram. I could barely walk. It was so difficult and I had to sit down in the hall several times all that long, long walk back to the testing area. I use a cane but it is not enough now. That is upsetting. I am upset with myself because I keep thinking I should have been doing something differently all these years so perhaps I wouldn't be in this kind of shape now. I am so sick from MS today. My legs hurt horribly and my head aches. I keep getting teary. And tomorrow is my grandson, 's, birthday party (birthday is actually the 22nd) here at my house. He is turning

21. I want to enjoy his party. I am a mess instead. I keep hoping my walking will improve when the cooler weather comes. I swear I will never, ever complain about being cold again in my entire life! Give me some cheery words of wisdom, please.hugs to each of you SharonThis email is a natural hand made product. The slight variations in spelling and grammar enhance its individual character and beauty and in no way are to be considered flaws or defects.

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I do appreciate your prayers Margaret. hugs SharonThis email is a natural hand made product. The slight variations in spelling and grammar enhance its individual character and beauty and in no way are to be considered flaws or defects. To: "MSersLife " <MSersLife >Sent: Saturday, August 20, 2011 3:29 PMSubject: Re: my bad day & mad at myself

Hi Sharon, I am sorry that you are having such a bad day. I understand how you are feeling. I have also had a lot of trouble with my legs today. It is from walking all over the VA hospital yesterday. I will keep you in my prays and thoughts. Margaret A. CoteTo: Group <mserslife >Sent: Saturday, August 20,

2011 5:06 PMSubject: my bad day & mad at myself

I am upset with myself. I went to Walmart yesterday (used the electric scooter). Then my daughter-in-law took me to the hospital for my mammogram. I could barely walk. It was so difficult and I had to sit down in the hall several times all that long, long walk back to the testing area. I use a cane but it is not enough now. That is upsetting. I am upset with myself because I keep thinking I should have been doing something differently all these years so perhaps I wouldn't be in this kind of shape now. I am so sick from MS today. My legs hurt horribly and my head aches. I keep getting teary. And tomorrow is my grandson, 's, birthday party (birthday is actually the 22nd) here at my house. He is turning

21. I want to enjoy his party. I am a mess instead. I keep hoping my walking will improve when the cooler weather comes. I swear I will never, ever complain about being cold again in my entire life! Give me some cheery words of wisdom, please.hugs to each of you SharonThis email is a natural hand made product. The slight variations in spelling and grammar enhance its individual character and beauty and in no way are to be considered flaws or defects.

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JackieThank you so much for the humor. I needed that:) So you don't think I will stick to "never complaining about being cold again"? lol You know me too well. I had/have a scooter but it is broken. Then Medicare paid for a power chair for me but I could never get the hang of it and I sold it. Now I can't get another one. The power chair went in circles and I was beyond dizzy. I guess I drive power chairs like I drive vans. <wry smile>I know I will enjoy seeing all the kids and the grandkids. I know I'll have a great time. Hopefully my pity party will take a little vacation--at least for the

party!I love you! SharonThis email is a natural hand made product. The slight variations in spelling and grammar enhance its individual character and beauty and in no way are to be considered flaws or defects. To: MSersLife Sent: Saturday, August 20, 2011 4:16 PMSubject: RE: my bad day & mad at myself

Hmm, would it help if I told you I am in the same boat with you? So I guess the only thing to do is sing kum bi ya! I’m not even sure I know what that means, but I think it has something to do with friendship and sticking together. J Don’t think getting a power chair is a sign of “giving†in, it actually is another way to preserve your freedom to go places and not end up so exhausted and in pain. I love my chair, and wish I could use it more. You might look

into it thru your insurance. Now as far as wishing for the cooler weather to come and not complaining? Uh huh we’ll see. Lol…. ;-) As for the cheery words of wisdom………….. the best part of you isn’t what you can or can’t do, but your attitude about it. It’s okay to mourn the loss of abilities, but the body is resilient and another part will compensate for the lack, and your new journey will bring unexpected rewards. Life is all about change, and that’s for everyone. I think you will

find that when the party starts and everyone is bustling about you will forget even momentarily how bad you feel, and embrace the laughter and magic that children bring into our lives. Let those around you do all the work, and you just sit back and enjoy it. And if you can’t do that then a couple shots of tequila might help! Lol… Love and hugs, Jackie From: MSersLife [mailto:MSersLife ] On Behalf Of

SharonSent: Saturday, August 20, 2011 3:07 PMTo: GroupSubject: my bad day & mad at myself I am upset with myself. I went to Walmart yesterday (used the electric scooter). Then my daughter-in-law took me to the hospital for my mammogram. I could barely walk. It was so difficult and I had to sit down in the hall several times all that long, long walk back to the testing area. I use a cane but it is not enough now. That is upsetting. I am upset with myself because I keep thinking I should have been doing something differently all these years so perhaps I wouldn't be in this kind of shape

now. I am so sick from MS today. My legs hurt horribly and my head aches. I keep getting teary. And tomorrow is my grandson, 's, birthday party (birthday is actually the 22nd) here at my house. He is turning 21. I want to enjoy his party. I am a mess instead. I keep hoping my walking will improve when the cooler weather comes. I swear I will never, ever complain about being cold again in my entire life! Give me some cheery words of wisdom, please. hugs to each of you SharonThis email is a natural hand made product. The slight variations in spelling and grammar enhance its individual character and beauty and in no way are to be considered flaws or defects.

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JackieThank you so much for the humor. I needed that:) So you don't think I will stick to "never complaining about being cold again"? lol You know me too well. I had/have a scooter but it is broken. Then Medicare paid for a power chair for me but I could never get the hang of it and I sold it. Now I can't get another one. The power chair went in circles and I was beyond dizzy. I guess I drive power chairs like I drive vans. <wry smile>I know I will enjoy seeing all the kids and the grandkids. I know I'll have a great time. Hopefully my pity party will take a little vacation--at least for the

party!I love you! SharonThis email is a natural hand made product. The slight variations in spelling and grammar enhance its individual character and beauty and in no way are to be considered flaws or defects. To: MSersLife Sent: Saturday, August 20, 2011 4:16 PMSubject: RE: my bad day & mad at myself

Hmm, would it help if I told you I am in the same boat with you? So I guess the only thing to do is sing kum bi ya! I’m not even sure I know what that means, but I think it has something to do with friendship and sticking together. J Don’t think getting a power chair is a sign of “giving†in, it actually is another way to preserve your freedom to go places and not end up so exhausted and in pain. I love my chair, and wish I could use it more. You might look

into it thru your insurance. Now as far as wishing for the cooler weather to come and not complaining? Uh huh we’ll see. Lol…. ;-) As for the cheery words of wisdom………….. the best part of you isn’t what you can or can’t do, but your attitude about it. It’s okay to mourn the loss of abilities, but the body is resilient and another part will compensate for the lack, and your new journey will bring unexpected rewards. Life is all about change, and that’s for everyone. I think you will

find that when the party starts and everyone is bustling about you will forget even momentarily how bad you feel, and embrace the laughter and magic that children bring into our lives. Let those around you do all the work, and you just sit back and enjoy it. And if you can’t do that then a couple shots of tequila might help! Lol… Love and hugs, Jackie From: MSersLife [mailto:MSersLife ] On Behalf Of

SharonSent: Saturday, August 20, 2011 3:07 PMTo: GroupSubject: my bad day & mad at myself I am upset with myself. I went to Walmart yesterday (used the electric scooter). Then my daughter-in-law took me to the hospital for my mammogram. I could barely walk. It was so difficult and I had to sit down in the hall several times all that long, long walk back to the testing area. I use a cane but it is not enough now. That is upsetting. I am upset with myself because I keep thinking I should have been doing something differently all these years so perhaps I wouldn't be in this kind of shape

now. I am so sick from MS today. My legs hurt horribly and my head aches. I keep getting teary. And tomorrow is my grandson, 's, birthday party (birthday is actually the 22nd) here at my house. He is turning 21. I want to enjoy his party. I am a mess instead. I keep hoping my walking will improve when the cooler weather comes. I swear I will never, ever complain about being cold again in my entire life! Give me some cheery words of wisdom, please. hugs to each of you SharonThis email is a natural hand made product. The slight variations in spelling and grammar enhance its individual character and beauty and in no way are to be considered flaws or defects.

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Thanks Akiba:) SharonThis email is a natural hand made product. The slight variations in spelling and grammar enhance its individual character and beauty and in no way are to be considered flaws or defects. To: MSersLife Sent: Saturday, August 20, 2011 4:49 PMSubject: Re: my bad day & mad at myself

I am upset with myself. I went to Walmart

yesterday (used the electric scooter). Then my

daughter-in-law took me to the hospital for my

mammogram. I could barely walk. It was so difficult

and I had to sit down in the hall several times all

that long, long walk back to the testing area. I use

a cane but it is not enough now. That is upsetting.

I am upset with myself because I keep thinking

I should have been doing something differently all

these years so perhaps I wouldn't be in this kind of

shape now. I am so sick from MS today. My legs hurt

horribly and my head aches. I keep getting teary.

And tomorrow is my grandson, 's, birthday party

(birthday is actually the 22nd) here at my house. He

is turning 21. I want to enjoy his party. I am a

mess instead.

I keep hoping my walking will improve when the

cooler weather comes. I swear I will never, ever

complain about being cold again in my entire life!

Give me some cheery words of wisdom, please.

hugs to each of you

Sharon

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I sowwy honey... :'( I

hope you get all better for the party...just

think, 21!!! What a landmark!!! You gonna go out

and get him a six-pack?

:-D