Guest guest Posted May 27, 2004 Report Share Posted May 27, 2004 Mika sent me an off-list email on Monday. She gave me permission this morning to share it with the CEDA list. I think her comments about hope and not giving in or giving up are particularly important. ------------------ Mika on Monday: " ... after your treatment, when I got home, I actually felt hope, which I have not felt for a long time. .... To be able to straighten my foot, toes up and pulled forward, aligning my knee straight up and all without pain was absolutely amazing. Standing was a new sensation also because there was actually more strength in my legs than usual. They were a little wobbly but felt more responsive than normal. As if to say my brain would give the command to walk and they responded. I could also lift my leg and foot up (to take a step) 3 - 4 inches higher that ever before (1-2 inches) and all without pain. Now granted my range of motion was still limited, but improved. If I could get complete treatments over a period of time, I can't imagine what my life would be like... I am (was) captive by EDS. I related by slowly and surely giving up. I have fought this battle for almost 30 years. I hadn't realized how it had slowly crept in and began to kill my spirit until one day not too long ago I was calculating a future date when I thought my daughter would be enjoying one of lifes accomplishments. When I said to myself; " only 15 more years " , I realized that I couldn't last that long. I could not and did not want to live that many more years in this condition. What I have since come to realize is that EDS steals slowly your hope, dreams and desires to go forward and live life fully. Now, since your treatment, I can say that I will not let EDS do that to me. No matter what, there is always hope. I can return to a " normal " pain free life if I never give up and remain open to all possibilities. So you see you have helped in more ways than one. On Monday I attempted to use the technique myself, unsuccessfully. I will not give up- I will keep trying and when I take my breaks and put my legs up I will try to put my hands on the points to get some relief. " Mika on Thursday: Hi Mike, Yes you can post the email with my name attached. I must say I don't regularly go to the CEDA site and when I checked it out the other day I was wondering where I would post something like that. Maybe you can clarify that for me. I am very active in the EDNF message boards and of course on our local group page. If you want to check that out here's the link http://www.ednf.org/groups/webs/sandiego/ As for how am I feeling 4 days later, slowly I feel the pain returning and the foot (leg) rotating out again. I try to take about 20 minutes mid afternoon where I put my legs up and place my hand on that point in my back/hip area. I don't have the thera cane so I have rolled a towel to try to get a counter point. I am struggling to see that what I am doing is the same as what you did, but I am trying. I hope to get a " refresher course " when you come to San Diego in September. Until then I will keep trying. Goodluck with the post and let me know if I can do more. Thanks, Mika Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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