Guest guest Posted July 17, 2004 Report Share Posted July 17, 2004 No its not a physical feeling its an emotional feeling. I was supposed to go to a Finger Eleven concert with my friend Matt and was up most of the night worrying about it. I was worried as I cant stand they heat anymore because of the pills I was on. Worried about getting pushed around in the crowd and getting hurt. Worried that my pulse rate would sky rocket again (its been doing that lately, hasnt been below 120 in a few days). I mean I was literally scared to go to the concert. I am 22 years old it was really horrible to realize that I was scared to do something most 22 year olds would jump at. I was trying to figure out a way to get out of it (even though I love Finger Eleven) but thankfully Matt called and said his car died so he wouldnt be here til later. It just felt horrible Tonight however I am going to get to act like a normal 22 year old. I asked the pharmasist if I could drink and told him exactly what I was on. He said as long as I only had 1 or 2 drinks and wasnt doing it nightly it would be fine. Just to know that the alcoholic effects would be magnified by three. So I just have to keep a close watch on how I am feeling. Matt said he would look out for me too and keep watch on me. I am going to write out what I am on and the dosages and give it to him just in case. I just want at least one night of normalicy! Stacey Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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