Emergency

[Guest guest]

Hi . I will be praying for you. Believe me if I

would have already had the surgery I would email you

with my experience. I don't think your insurance will

back out because if they do you will be able to easily

fight them. They know that. They also know that if

you don't have the surgery, you will be a large drain

on their pocketbooks. You might could use some of the

postop posts from people about their hospital

experience for your patient contacts. I emailed 30

people and 15 replied back. I usually go overboard

though. Hang in there. Trudy

--- BeamonBritney@... wrote:

> Hello Everyone, I am not a new kid on the block. I

> have E-mailed some of

> you. My name is . Please allow me to tell you

> a little about myself.

> I am 49 years old and have been overweight 45 of

> those years. I am presently

> 325 pounds and I stand at 5ft 3in. I am also more

> miserable than I have ever

> been in my life. I could not sleep one night (of

> many) and I ran upon this

> site. I was mesmerized. I could not believe that

> this is actually a

> reality. I have been hopeless for so many years I

> can't even count them. I

> am still mesmerized. I read all of the letters and

> the profiles and I cry

> because there are people like me who understands

> what it means to be fat and

> not to be fit for society. (Please bear with me

> because I am longwinded). I

> cry because there is a chance that I won't have to

> feel so bad anymore.

>

> I immediately acted on this opportunity. I filled

> out the form and got

> everything in motion. I received a letter from the

> Dr (Rutledge) about my

> insurance. I didn't know that it was going to be so

> fast. I waited and I

> couldn't wait to hear from the insurance carrier. I

> nervously called the

> insurance company a few days later and had to call

> back a couple of other

> times. Gladly, I was approved!!! I cried like a

> baby. But the only thing I

> had not seen my doctor, or DR Rutledge yet. The

> insurance person needed a

> surgery date ASAP. My appointment with Dr Rutledge

> is not until June 13th.

> That was May 11 when I was approved.

>

> Now, I am beginning to panic. In the back of my

> mind I feel the insurance is

> going to change their mind because I didn't get back

> to them in a timely

> manner. I am so afraid and I need those that

> believe in prayer to please

> pray for me.

>

> I was told in January that if I didn't lose weight I

> would not live to see

> another year. I just cant miss out on this

> opportunity. It is a matter of

> life or death fore me. I have sent out I don't know

> how many e-mails to

> people to see if they would be my contacts. I have

> heard from no one. I

> don't understand. I have to get that packet ready

> and I don't have all of my

> contacts. Please forgive me. I am just overwhelmed

> right now and I get this

> terrible feeling that I am going to die fat and I

> just can hardly bear it.

> Some of the people responded and for that I am

> grateful.

>

> The testing and everything is going so slow. I'm

> still not sure if I have

> everything done that I need. I had a Pap-smear, and

> will have a mammogram

> Friday. Do I need a chest x-ray and an upper GI?

> Will someone please help

> me? I am just so afraid right now. Please forgive

> me, because I am use to

> hiding how I feel, but I don't have to do that with

> you all. I need you

> help. I know this was a long entry, thanks for

> listening.......I love you

> guys. Please e-mail me. Thanks in advance for your

> help.

>

> Beamon

> Trying to make a change

> E-mail address (BeamonBritnet@...)

>

[Guest guest]

Hi . I will be praying for you. Believe me if I

would have already had the surgery I would email you

with my experience. I don't think your insurance will

back out because if they do you will be able to easily

fight them. They know that. They also know that if

you don't have the surgery, you will be a large drain

on their pocketbooks. You might could use some of the

postop posts from people about their hospital

experience for your patient contacts. I emailed 30

people and 15 replied back. I usually go overboard

though. Hang in there. Trudy

--- BeamonBritney@... wrote:

> Hello Everyone, I am not a new kid on the block. I

> have E-mailed some of

> you. My name is . Please allow me to tell you

> a little about myself.

> I am 49 years old and have been overweight 45 of

> those years. I am presently

> 325 pounds and I stand at 5ft 3in. I am also more

> miserable than I have ever

> been in my life. I could not sleep one night (of

> many) and I ran upon this

> site. I was mesmerized. I could not believe that

> this is actually a

> reality. I have been hopeless for so many years I

> can't even count them. I

> am still mesmerized. I read all of the letters and

> the profiles and I cry

> because there are people like me who understands

> what it means to be fat and

> not to be fit for society. (Please bear with me

> because I am longwinded). I

> cry because there is a chance that I won't have to

> feel so bad anymore.

>

> I immediately acted on this opportunity. I filled

> out the form and got

> everything in motion. I received a letter from the

> Dr (Rutledge) about my

> insurance. I didn't know that it was going to be so

> fast. I waited and I

> couldn't wait to hear from the insurance carrier. I

> nervously called the

> insurance company a few days later and had to call

> back a couple of other

> times. Gladly, I was approved!!! I cried like a

> baby. But the only thing I

> had not seen my doctor, or DR Rutledge yet. The

> insurance person needed a

> surgery date ASAP. My appointment with Dr Rutledge

> is not until June 13th.

> That was May 11 when I was approved.

>

> Now, I am beginning to panic. In the back of my

> mind I feel the insurance is

> going to change their mind because I didn't get back

> to them in a timely

> manner. I am so afraid and I need those that

> believe in prayer to please

> pray for me.

>

> I was told in January that if I didn't lose weight I

> would not live to see

> another year. I just cant miss out on this

> opportunity. It is a matter of

> life or death fore me. I have sent out I don't know

> how many e-mails to

> people to see if they would be my contacts. I have

> heard from no one. I

> don't understand. I have to get that packet ready

> and I don't have all of my

> contacts. Please forgive me. I am just overwhelmed

> right now and I get this

> terrible feeling that I am going to die fat and I

> just can hardly bear it.

> Some of the people responded and for that I am

> grateful.

>

> The testing and everything is going so slow. I'm

> still not sure if I have

> everything done that I need. I had a Pap-smear, and

> will have a mammogram

> Friday. Do I need a chest x-ray and an upper GI?

> Will someone please help

> me? I am just so afraid right now. Please forgive

> me, because I am use to

> hiding how I feel, but I don't have to do that with

> you all. I need you

> help. I know this was a long entry, thanks for

> listening.......I love you

> guys. Please e-mail me. Thanks in advance for your

> help.

>

> Beamon

> Trying to make a change

> E-mail address (BeamonBritnet@...)

>

[Guest guest]

Hi . I will be praying for you. Believe me if I

would have already had the surgery I would email you

with my experience. I don't think your insurance will

back out because if they do you will be able to easily

fight them. They know that. They also know that if

you don't have the surgery, you will be a large drain

on their pocketbooks. You might could use some of the

postop posts from people about their hospital

experience for your patient contacts. I emailed 30

people and 15 replied back. I usually go overboard

though. Hang in there. Trudy

--- BeamonBritney@... wrote:

> Hello Everyone, I am not a new kid on the block. I

> have E-mailed some of

> you. My name is . Please allow me to tell you

> a little about myself.

> I am 49 years old and have been overweight 45 of

> those years. I am presently

> 325 pounds and I stand at 5ft 3in. I am also more

> miserable than I have ever

> been in my life. I could not sleep one night (of

> many) and I ran upon this

> site. I was mesmerized. I could not believe that

> this is actually a

> reality. I have been hopeless for so many years I

> can't even count them. I

> am still mesmerized. I read all of the letters and

> the profiles and I cry

> because there are people like me who understands

> what it means to be fat and

> not to be fit for society. (Please bear with me

> because I am longwinded). I

> cry because there is a chance that I won't have to

> feel so bad anymore.

>

> I immediately acted on this opportunity. I filled

> out the form and got

> everything in motion. I received a letter from the

> Dr (Rutledge) about my

> insurance. I didn't know that it was going to be so

> fast. I waited and I

> couldn't wait to hear from the insurance carrier. I

> nervously called the

> insurance company a few days later and had to call

> back a couple of other

> times. Gladly, I was approved!!! I cried like a

> baby. But the only thing I

> had not seen my doctor, or DR Rutledge yet. The

> insurance person needed a

> surgery date ASAP. My appointment with Dr Rutledge

> is not until June 13th.

> That was May 11 when I was approved.

>

> Now, I am beginning to panic. In the back of my

> mind I feel the insurance is

> going to change their mind because I didn't get back

> to them in a timely

> manner. I am so afraid and I need those that

> believe in prayer to please

> pray for me.

>

> I was told in January that if I didn't lose weight I

> would not live to see

> another year. I just cant miss out on this

> opportunity. It is a matter of

> life or death fore me. I have sent out I don't know

> how many e-mails to

> people to see if they would be my contacts. I have

> heard from no one. I

> don't understand. I have to get that packet ready

> and I don't have all of my

> contacts. Please forgive me. I am just overwhelmed

> right now and I get this

> terrible feeling that I am going to die fat and I

> just can hardly bear it.

> Some of the people responded and for that I am

> grateful.

>

> The testing and everything is going so slow. I'm

> still not sure if I have

> everything done that I need. I had a Pap-smear, and

> will have a mammogram

> Friday. Do I need a chest x-ray and an upper GI?

> Will someone please help

> me? I am just so afraid right now. Please forgive

> me, because I am use to

> hiding how I feel, but I don't have to do that with

> you all. I need you

> help. I know this was a long entry, thanks for

> listening.......I love you

> guys. Please e-mail me. Thanks in advance for your

> help.

>

> Beamon

> Trying to make a change

> E-mail address (BeamonBritnet@...)

>

[Guest guest]

HI TANYA,JUST READ YOUR POST IN ANSWER TO SOME OF YOUR QUESTIONS,NO

UPPER GI OR CHEST XRAYS ARE NEEDED UNLESS DR.RUTLEDGE HAS REQUESTED

THEM FOR SOME REASON.I KNOW HOW YOU MUST BE FEELING FOR I'VE BEEN

THERE/DONE THAT JUST CONTINUE TO BE PATIENT AND THINGS WILL WORK OUT

FOR YOU YOU MAY EMAIL ME PRIVATELY AND I'LL BE GLAD TO BE ONE OF YOUR

CONTACTS KEEP THE FAITH AND I SHALLKEEP YOU IN MY PRAYERS.ADRIAN

[Guest guest]

HI TANYA,JUST READ YOUR POST IN ANSWER TO SOME OF YOUR QUESTIONS,NO

UPPER GI OR CHEST XRAYS ARE NEEDED UNLESS DR.RUTLEDGE HAS REQUESTED

THEM FOR SOME REASON.I KNOW HOW YOU MUST BE FEELING FOR I'VE BEEN

THERE/DONE THAT JUST CONTINUE TO BE PATIENT AND THINGS WILL WORK OUT

FOR YOU YOU MAY EMAIL ME PRIVATELY AND I'LL BE GLAD TO BE ONE OF YOUR

CONTACTS KEEP THE FAITH AND I SHALLKEEP YOU IN MY PRAYERS.ADRIAN

[Guest guest]

HI TANYA,JUST READ YOUR POST IN ANSWER TO SOME OF YOUR QUESTIONS,NO

UPPER GI OR CHEST XRAYS ARE NEEDED UNLESS DR.RUTLEDGE HAS REQUESTED

THEM FOR SOME REASON.I KNOW HOW YOU MUST BE FEELING FOR I'VE BEEN

THERE/DONE THAT JUST CONTINUE TO BE PATIENT AND THINGS WILL WORK OUT

FOR YOU YOU MAY EMAIL ME PRIVATELY AND I'LL BE GLAD TO BE ONE OF YOUR

CONTACTS KEEP THE FAITH AND I SHALLKEEP YOU IN MY PRAYERS.ADRIAN

[Guest guest]

In a message dated 6/6/2000 2:51:50 AM Eastern Daylight Time,

BeamonBritney@... writes:

<< Do I need a chest x-ray and an upper GI? Will someone please help

me? I am just so afraid right now. >>

No, you need a physical, a mammogram if your PCP recommends it, you need

bloodwork and an EKG done within 30 days of your surgery date. Try to calm

down, get out your patient manuel and go to the requirement section and just

check off the things you know you have down and then work toward the things

that need to be done. you can also access the steps to be done at the

clos.net site. I wish you much luck and you will be in my

prayers!!!!!!!!!!

Wanting

to be on the other side,

Cathy in Lenoir, NC

Patient Info Emailed on 5/2/00

BMI 42

" A Journey Of A Thousand Miles Begins With A Single Step! "

[Guest guest]

Hi Gwen!

I would be more than happy to help out if I can. I am only 2 weeks

post-op so I don't know id I can answer all your questions. If you

would like me to be a contact just send your questions to me

directly. brisajama@...

Jackie in DE

5/24/00

[Guest guest]

Hi Gwen!

I would be more than happy to help out if I can. I am only 2 weeks

post-op so I don't know id I can answer all your questions. If you

would like me to be a contact just send your questions to me

directly. brisajama@...

Jackie in DE

5/24/00

[Guest guest]

Hi Gwen!

I would be more than happy to help out if I can. I am only 2 weeks

post-op so I don't know id I can answer all your questions. If you

would like me to be a contact just send your questions to me

directly. brisajama@...

Jackie in DE

5/24/00

[Guest guest]

Dear ,

Congratulations on you approval, that's usually the hardest part for

most people. I don't believe you need an upper GI and for the chest

xray my doc wanted me to have it but I dont believe Dr. R wanted it.

I am a new post op but would be glad to be one of your contacts, just

email me at RNJen25(at aol.com)If I type it out you'll just see.....

Good luck I think everything will work out fine

JEN

[Guest guest]

Dear ,

Congratulations on you approval, that's usually the hardest part for

most people. I don't believe you need an upper GI and for the chest

xray my doc wanted me to have it but I dont believe Dr. R wanted it.

I am a new post op but would be glad to be one of your contacts, just

email me at RNJen25(at aol.com)If I type it out you'll just see.....

Good luck I think everything will work out fine

JEN

[Guest guest]

Hi --

I'll be glad to be a contact. My email is lindat AT fourlane.com

Substitute the @ sign for " AT, " above, no spaces.

Kind regards,

> Hello Everyone, I am not a new kid on the block. I have E-mailed

some of

> you. My name is . Please allow me to tell you a little about

myself.

> I am 49 years old and have been overweight 45 of those years. I am

presently

> 325 pounds and I stand at 5ft 3in. I am also more miserable than I

have ever

> been in my life. I could not sleep one night (of many) and I ran

upon this

> site. I was mesmerized. I could not believe that this is actually

a

> reality. I have been hopeless for so many years I can't even count

them. I

> am still mesmerized. I read all of the letters and the profiles

and

I cry

> because there are people like me who understands what it means to

be

fat and

> not to be fit for society. (Please bear with me because I am

longwinded). I

> cry because there is a chance that I won't have to feel so bad

anymore.

>

> I immediately acted on this opportunity. I filled out the form and

got

> everything in motion. I received a letter from the Dr (Rutledge)

about my

> insurance. I didn't know that it was going to be so fast. I

waited

and I

> couldn't wait to hear from the insurance carrier. I nervously

called the

> insurance company a few days later and had to call back a couple of

other

> times. Gladly, I was approved!!! I cried like a baby. But the

only thing I

> had not seen my doctor, or DR Rutledge yet. The insurance person

needed a

> surgery date ASAP. My appointment with Dr Rutledge is not until

June 13th.

> That was May 11 when I was approved.

>

> Now, I am beginning to panic. In the back of my mind I feel the

insurance is

> going to change their mind because I didn't get back to them in a

timely

> manner. I am so afraid and I need those that believe in prayer to

please

> pray for me.

>

> I was told in January that if I didn't lose weight I would not live

to see

> another year. I just cant miss out on this opportunity. It is a

matter of

> life or death fore me. I have sent out I don't know how many

e-mails to

> people to see if they would be my contacts. I have heard from no

one. I

> don't understand. I have to get that packet ready and I don't have

all of my

> contacts. Please forgive me. I am just overwhelmed right now and

I

get this

> terrible feeling that I am going to die fat and I just can hardly

bear it.

> Some of the people responded and for that I am grateful.

>

> The testing and everything is going so slow. I'm still not sure if

I have

> everything done that I need. I had a Pap-smear, and will have a

mammogram

> Friday. Do I need a chest x-ray and an upper GI? Will someone

please help

> me? I am just so afraid right now. Please forgive me, because I

am

use to

> hiding how I feel, but I don't have to do that with you all. I

need

you

> help. I know this was a long entry, thanks for listening.......I

love you

> guys. Please e-mail me. Thanks in advance for your help.

>

> Beamon

> Trying to make a change

> E-mail address (BeamonBritnet@a...)

[Guest guest]

Hi

It's again. Just waited to add that I went to the patient list sent

out about 20 emails and then went to this site and appealed and I got three

response from this site and none from the patient list. I love this site be

we need to help each other PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE if you had the surgery help

the rest of us cross the other side. Love of land your sister MGB

[Guest guest]

Hi

It's again. Just waited to add that I went to the patient list sent

out about 20 emails and then went to this site and appealed and I got three

response from this site and none from the patient list. I love this site be

we need to help each other PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE if you had the surgery help

the rest of us cross the other side. Love of land your sister MGB

[Guest guest]

MARY WRITE ME AT RNAY68@....

BE GLAD TO HELP

RENEE

[Guest guest]

MARY WRITE ME AT RNAY68@....

BE GLAD TO HELP

RENEE

[Guest guest]

MARY WRITE ME AT RNAY68@....

BE GLAD TO HELP

RENEE

[Guest guest]

,

I wish I could help, but I'm not on the other side yet. I'm trying so hard.

The insurance is just a hassel. I, too, was so happy to find this site and

people who know how I feel. Good luck.

EMERGENCY

> Hello Everyone, I am not a new kid on the block. I have E-mailed some of

> you. My name is . Please allow me to tell you a little about

myself.

> I am 49 years old and have been overweight 45 of those years. I am

presently

> 325 pounds and I stand at 5ft 3in. I am also more miserable than I have

ever

> been in my life. I could not sleep one night (of many) and I ran upon

this

> site. I was mesmerized. I could not believe that this is actually a

> reality. I have been hopeless for so many years I can't even count them.

I

> am still mesmerized. I read all of the letters and the profiles and I cry

> because there are people like me who understands what it means to be fat

and

> not to be fit for society. (Please bear with me because I am longwinded).

I

> cry because there is a chance that I won't have to feel so bad anymore.

>

> I immediately acted on this opportunity. I filled out the form and got

> everything in motion. I received a letter from the Dr (Rutledge) about my

> insurance. I didn't know that it was going to be so fast. I waited and I

> couldn't wait to hear from the insurance carrier. I nervously called the

> insurance company a few days later and had to call back a couple of other

> times. Gladly, I was approved!!! I cried like a baby. But the only

thing I

> had not seen my doctor, or DR Rutledge yet. The insurance person needed a

> surgery date ASAP. My appointment with Dr Rutledge is not until June

13th.

> That was May 11 when I was approved.

>

> Now, I am beginning to panic. In the back of my mind I feel the insurance

is

> going to change their mind because I didn't get back to them in a timely

> manner. I am so afraid and I need those that believe in prayer to please

> pray for me.

>

> I was told in January that if I didn't lose weight I would not live to see

> another year. I just cant miss out on this opportunity. It is a matter

of

> life or death fore me. I have sent out I don't know how many e-mails to

> people to see if they would be my contacts. I have heard from no one. I

> don't understand. I have to get that packet ready and I don't have all of

my

> contacts. Please forgive me. I am just overwhelmed right now and I get

this

> terrible feeling that I am going to die fat and I just can hardly bear it.

> Some of the people responded and for that I am grateful.

>

> The testing and everything is going so slow. I'm still not sure if I have

> everything done that I need. I had a Pap-smear, and will have a mammogram

> Friday. Do I need a chest x-ray and an upper GI? Will someone please

help

> me? I am just so afraid right now. Please forgive me, because I am use

to

> hiding how I feel, but I don't have to do that with you all. I need you

> help. I know this was a long entry, thanks for listening.......I love you

> guys. Please e-mail me. Thanks in advance for your help.

>

> Beamon

> Trying to make a change

> E-mail address (BeamonBritnet@...)

>

> ------------------------------------------------------------------------

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> ------------------------------------------------------------------------

>

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> Please visit our web site at http://clos.net

> Get the Patient Manual at http://clos.net/get_patient_manual.htm

>

>

[Guest guest]

,

I wish I could help, but I'm not on the other side yet. I'm trying so hard.

The insurance is just a hassel. I, too, was so happy to find this site and

people who know how I feel. Good luck.

EMERGENCY

> Hello Everyone, I am not a new kid on the block. I have E-mailed some of

> you. My name is . Please allow me to tell you a little about

myself.

> I am 49 years old and have been overweight 45 of those years. I am

presently

> 325 pounds and I stand at 5ft 3in. I am also more miserable than I have

ever

> been in my life. I could not sleep one night (of many) and I ran upon

this

> site. I was mesmerized. I could not believe that this is actually a

> reality. I have been hopeless for so many years I can't even count them.

I

> am still mesmerized. I read all of the letters and the profiles and I cry

> because there are people like me who understands what it means to be fat

and

> not to be fit for society. (Please bear with me because I am longwinded).

I

> cry because there is a chance that I won't have to feel so bad anymore.

>

> I immediately acted on this opportunity. I filled out the form and got

> everything in motion. I received a letter from the Dr (Rutledge) about my

> insurance. I didn't know that it was going to be so fast. I waited and I

> couldn't wait to hear from the insurance carrier. I nervously called the

> insurance company a few days later and had to call back a couple of other

> times. Gladly, I was approved!!! I cried like a baby. But the only

thing I

> had not seen my doctor, or DR Rutledge yet. The insurance person needed a

> surgery date ASAP. My appointment with Dr Rutledge is not until June

13th.

> That was May 11 when I was approved.

>

> Now, I am beginning to panic. In the back of my mind I feel the insurance

is

> going to change their mind because I didn't get back to them in a timely

> manner. I am so afraid and I need those that believe in prayer to please

> pray for me.

>

> I was told in January that if I didn't lose weight I would not live to see

> another year. I just cant miss out on this opportunity. It is a matter

of

> life or death fore me. I have sent out I don't know how many e-mails to

> people to see if they would be my contacts. I have heard from no one. I

> don't understand. I have to get that packet ready and I don't have all of

my

> contacts. Please forgive me. I am just overwhelmed right now and I get

this

> terrible feeling that I am going to die fat and I just can hardly bear it.

> Some of the people responded and for that I am grateful.

>

> The testing and everything is going so slow. I'm still not sure if I have

> everything done that I need. I had a Pap-smear, and will have a mammogram

> Friday. Do I need a chest x-ray and an upper GI? Will someone please

help

> me? I am just so afraid right now. Please forgive me, because I am use

to

> hiding how I feel, but I don't have to do that with you all. I need you

> help. I know this was a long entry, thanks for listening.......I love you

> guys. Please e-mail me. Thanks in advance for your help.

>

> Beamon

> Trying to make a change

> E-mail address (BeamonBritnet@...)

>

> ------------------------------------------------------------------------

> Old school buds here:

> http://click.egroups.com/1/4057/2/_/453517/_/960274289/

> ------------------------------------------------------------------------

>

> This message is from the Mini-Gastric Bypass Mailing List at Onelist.com

> Please visit our web site at http://clos.net

> Get the Patient Manual at http://clos.net/get_patient_manual.htm

>

>

[Guest guest]

,

I wish I could help, but I'm not on the other side yet. I'm trying so hard.

The insurance is just a hassel. I, too, was so happy to find this site and

people who know how I feel. Good luck.

EMERGENCY

> Hello Everyone, I am not a new kid on the block. I have E-mailed some of

> you. My name is . Please allow me to tell you a little about

myself.

> I am 49 years old and have been overweight 45 of those years. I am

presently

> 325 pounds and I stand at 5ft 3in. I am also more miserable than I have

ever

> been in my life. I could not sleep one night (of many) and I ran upon

this

> site. I was mesmerized. I could not believe that this is actually a

> reality. I have been hopeless for so many years I can't even count them.

I

> am still mesmerized. I read all of the letters and the profiles and I cry

> because there are people like me who understands what it means to be fat

and

> not to be fit for society. (Please bear with me because I am longwinded).

I

> cry because there is a chance that I won't have to feel so bad anymore.

>

> I immediately acted on this opportunity. I filled out the form and got

> everything in motion. I received a letter from the Dr (Rutledge) about my

> insurance. I didn't know that it was going to be so fast. I waited and I

> couldn't wait to hear from the insurance carrier. I nervously called the

> insurance company a few days later and had to call back a couple of other

> times. Gladly, I was approved!!! I cried like a baby. But the only

thing I

> had not seen my doctor, or DR Rutledge yet. The insurance person needed a

> surgery date ASAP. My appointment with Dr Rutledge is not until June

13th.

> That was May 11 when I was approved.

>

> Now, I am beginning to panic. In the back of my mind I feel the insurance

is

> going to change their mind because I didn't get back to them in a timely

> manner. I am so afraid and I need those that believe in prayer to please

> pray for me.

>

> I was told in January that if I didn't lose weight I would not live to see

> another year. I just cant miss out on this opportunity. It is a matter

of

> life or death fore me. I have sent out I don't know how many e-mails to

> people to see if they would be my contacts. I have heard from no one. I

> don't understand. I have to get that packet ready and I don't have all of

my

> contacts. Please forgive me. I am just overwhelmed right now and I get

this

> terrible feeling that I am going to die fat and I just can hardly bear it.

> Some of the people responded and for that I am grateful.

>

> The testing and everything is going so slow. I'm still not sure if I have

> everything done that I need. I had a Pap-smear, and will have a mammogram

> Friday. Do I need a chest x-ray and an upper GI? Will someone please

help

> me? I am just so afraid right now. Please forgive me, because I am use

to

> hiding how I feel, but I don't have to do that with you all. I need you

> help. I know this was a long entry, thanks for listening.......I love you

> guys. Please e-mail me. Thanks in advance for your help.

>

> Beamon

> Trying to make a change

> E-mail address (BeamonBritnet@...)

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Mee also .personal email although I m only i week post

Lori

send it to lhonour @htginc.com

[Guest guest]

> MARY WRITE ME AT RNAY68@A...

> BE GLAD TO HELP

Mee also .personal email although I m only i week post

Lori

send it to lhonour @htginc.com

[Guest guest]

Thanks again ,

This is a promise from me; " I will always be there " . That is basically the

same thing I did. I was contacting people from the list, one lady, I have

contacted 4 times. Not just for the contacts, but I had read her profile way

back when and I E-mailed her this letter pouring my heart out and I never

heard a thing. My thoughts and feelings are so deep, I cant wait to be there

for others. God bless you .

[Guest guest]

Thanks again ,

This is a promise from me; " I will always be there " . That is basically the

same thing I did. I was contacting people from the list, one lady, I have

contacted 4 times. Not just for the contacts, but I had read her profile way

back when and I E-mailed her this letter pouring my heart out and I never

heard a thing. My thoughts and feelings are so deep, I cant wait to be there

for others. God bless you .