Guest guest Posted July 25, 2004 Report Share Posted July 25, 2004 I've been trying to think of how to word how Mike and Darlenes visit went....... and explain it all in an -e-mail...... its easier said than done! lol I hate to miss anything so Mike- if you think of anything I'm leaving out- please feel free to input. I had cancelled our visit due to Mom not being in Michigan and wanting her to see Mike too- and yet - try to " free " up some of Mikes time........ I hated traveling and figured that they were tuckered out and I would be doing them a favor actually by declining . Mike wrote and said they were going to be around my area and wanted to stop in and say " Hi " if nothing else. Having the Vascular type of EDS- I had some inner fears- because of bruising so easily and having seen some e-mails go through here about the vascular type not being able to handle any type of massage type of deals..... I guess I basically let that override the " energy healing " that had been being written about through the group. All that kept going through my mind was- " I don't want something to go wrong and end up back in the hospital -afterall , I had lived there nearly for a year- and now have been away from it for nearly a year as well....... and had no desire to return there if something were to happen just because I have the vascular type. " HEHEHE- Darlene called for directions and boy am I the wrong person to ask directions from anymore- beings I have not even been really outside my house in the yard- let alone on a road ( unless in the backseat- sitting sideways- which brings on car sickness- so I don't see any of any rides anywhere normally ) so they did go the wrong way- my fault- , I am no good at explaining due to having little memory of what names of roads are etc-....... One never realizes - until they are no longer able to take off and go places- just how much our paths in driving are something we do not really need to give a lot of thought to- if traveling the same roads on a daily basis........ You just hop in and go....... not even having to know roads names and such...... So sorry about that Mike and Darlene-- but at least Darlene got a much wanted picture she had been wanting- so something good came from going the wrong way...... well- to Darlene anyhow..... I am not sure how Mike and Darlene felt here in the house- , but I felt like I had known them prior to- probably mostly due to this e-group- reading all the input etc...... but I didnt feel uncomfortable and I hope they didn't either......... I have had guests before say they were uncomfy because of a " Memorial wall " that I made for my son in Heaven------- and ever since that - I wonder ------ after people leave- if they felt uncomfortable because of it.... Where to begin?---- We sat at the table for quite some time just chatting- it was great hearing Mikes experiences- and was also great getting to know Darlene and her experiences with photoshop lol- I think Mike missed that part of the conversation because he was working on my Dad's knee at the time..... I have no idea how Mike is able to get down on the floor- on his knees , and get back up- I won't even try that- , I know there'd be absolutely no way up without help - once down there..... I am not sure what all Dad felt or told Mike he felt when he was working on Dads knee - but I have asked Dad since if he feels any different and being the stubborn man that he is, I was shocked to hear his reply of " Well- I don't know for sure - it isn't hurting me right now " - so I'm pretty sure its safe to say that Dad feels a lot better........ There were so many different things and because of a lot of " emotional " outlet for me- I honestly can't remember everything as it happened........ Darlene showed me how to help with motion sickness......... Boy will Dad appreciate that one- lol- everytime he has to take me anywhere - I get sick..... Trying so hard to remember in order but I can tell right now- that that is not going to happen. So - I'll go by symptoms and what I felt but I can not tell you exactly what Mike did, he will have to fill in that part - even though he told me step by step what he was doing , it did not " All " stick in my mind where I could relay it step by step. 2 of the biggest issues I have been having that are remarkably changed are my legs. 1. My left leg had the tendon rupture surgery and even though that surgery was done more than a year ago- the leg does not bend properly- giving me a lot of problems for going up/down steps and getting in/out of vehicles- it is definitely bending further than it has been in a longggggg time- it is not bending to the full degree that the right knee does but wow what a difference.... 2. My right leg- where I first had the " compartment syndrome " - " aneurysm ruptures- blood clots- whatever anyone prefers to refer to them as " has been dead cold for so long..... and I mean DEAD. No sense or feeling to it at all. I could run a razor over it and see it going over my calf with my eyes but couldn't feel the razor going over it..... thats pretty strange in itself- I pretty much got used to it being that way and even the doctor said if it had been over a year since it had feeling that it would never have feeling again........... was he ever wrong....... Mike can describe better what he was doing, but when he first began touching my calf - I couldn't feel some of his fingers past a point on his hand- I know Im going to leave out steps here- but I'm just so - lost for words- I remember it hurting at first- and saying " Ouch " but it wasn't a bad hurt- and it definitely wasn't from Mikes hand- I guess it was from coming to after being non feeling for so long? - anyhow the pain quit almost as fast as it stirred and then the further Mikes hand went down on my calf - the feeling seemed to follow- I still can't believe I can feel my own fingers on it, let alone someone elses- its ----- here it comes Mike ------- WEIRDDDDDDDD.......... Mind you- its not the same as the other leg but , it feels------- I mean it actually FEELS......... I even kept re-checking it after they had gone- to make sure I didn't imagine it....... and I do intend to keep on working with it until it is totally back to normal...... if thats possible.......... I don't know if Mike and Darlene could tell at that point that I was holding back tears or not- but to feel after not for so long- they were on the verge------ but I did not want to let them out and was able to hold them in at that point yet.......... " Geesh- they are coming again - just remembering- so if there is mascara on your e-mail- forgive me ........ " From memory- I remember him touching the left leg that felt normal and told me to have it tell the right leg to feel the same as the left leg...... and visa versa with the knee for the left leg. When he told me to forgive my left knee- ' I lost it'- plain and simple- the tears couldn't stay in any longer- , how weird to have pent up anger at a symptom lol-------- but I did and didn't realize it------ until he said " Its not your knee's fault that this happened " - Makes a lot of sense- , How can something on your body work with you if you dislike it? I guess the fact that all of these happenings on my legs changed my life from one extreme to the other- really did make me angry at them............ especially that darn knee--------- because I had been through that aneurysm surgery and was going through Physical therapy at home- and shocked my drs by training that leg to do things it was not supposed to do- ( I did it with my brain )- but yet it was not enough -------- I mean- I could not lay flat on a bed and lift the right leg in the air without using my arms- but I did teach it to move the way I wanted to walk again----- I wanted out of that wheelchair!! ------- Then on the way to a dr appointment- with the shock that I was no longer using wheelchair full time but getting around sometimes with a walker----- all glowing - ready to tell him ha!- look - I'm no longer in the wheelchair............ then I get out of the truck and whap my left leg- not even very hard- it did not hurt..... the actual banging into the walker------ but every step I took- with that walker- that leg got bigger- and bigger- and bigger------ I couldn't even walk down the corridor to the drs office without tears streaming down my face- I was so angry at that dang leg for causing me more problems when I had just made so much progress! By the time I did get to the drs little office------- when I signed in - I told the secretary/nurse about the swelling and the pain------ and what had happened so she tried to get the dr to see me quicker so I could get home and get some ice on it....... heck- I should have went right over to the hospital just down the road aways- but I hate hospitals......... dr was just checking the surgery he had done on the right calf- and wanted me to get up on the table- uhhuh- that made me screech I will tell ya- , I told him there was no way- but he insisted so I pretty much just closed my eyes- cussed inside my head and threw myself up there - will never forget that pain- never------- and all so he could just check the incision on the right calf- ......... I was hurting so darn bad- and in a doctors office , all he did was say- make sure you tell the other dr about your leg swelling up........... duhhhhhhhhhhhh. So- I was sent home- and had to climb back up and get inside a pickup truck------ , I pulled myself up with a handle and finallly got both legs on the runner--------- but It took me 30 painful minutes to get in that truck to sit- by the time I got home- that leg was so swollen there was no relief - I just popped my pain medications - and kept trying ice on it..... but it did not help- I was back in the wheelchair -------- full time ---------- right smack dab back in that buggar and unable to shower- go to the bathroom- etc without yelping from having to move that leg.......... a week later - I had to go thru it all again but did not go in a truck- we took my car and I sat in the backseat sideways because the leg would not bend----- and some were on one side of the car pulling - and some on the other side holding my leg for me because I couldnt use pressure at all or bend the other to do a darn thing for myself......... that dr then made an appointment for an MRI- sent me home- and then had to yet make another trip to Bay City to get the MRI done- and then another trip back home------ completely helpless each time for getting in and out of the vehicle-------- how embarrassing.........For my families sake , I just smiled through the tears------ and went thru each day------- not realizing I was very angry that that leg put me back in a wheelchair after I had just began to have a bit of freedom...........The doctors office called when they got the results and said that the tendon had ruptured and I needed another surgery----- You can imagine how upset I was at that point- Mom put it in a structual sentence that fit to a T................ One step forward- 3 back !---- surgery and another 4 months in a wheelchair........ so there is where that hatred for that knee came from- only I didn't realize it until Mike said to Forgive it............. And how did you know Mike? When I did not- how did you? Im going from last to first here-I do believe lol- most likely because the leg thing was just so WEIRRRRRRRRD......... As for the other things Mike did, he's going to have to input here- and then it might help me to remember more of it, but that emotionally drained me and is foremost in my mind due to the huge difference it made......... its like it overrode everything that happened before that point. I also must admit that after you two left- I felt the urge to try some steps------- the ones out on the front porch-------- My Aunt was talking to my son so she was at the bottom so I thought- " What better timing? " And I went down them easier than I figured I would be able to- and back up- Sure its not like most people can do it but the fact is, I have not been able to even go down steps facing forward- for 2 and a half years- and I did it last night ............. I hated even attempting to go down steps--- because of that knee-------- going down steps backwards is kinda scarey when you bruise so darn easy....... I do think I overdid a bit------- I walked a bit more than I normally do------ etc- but I felt good at the time- and I did end up sore and in bed before 11:-00 p.m. but when I woke this morning........ I did my normal stuff- came out here to get my medications- without those in first thing in the morning- my fingers etc are just impossible to use- and pain level is very high ............. but u bet, I reached down wondering if my leg was still gonna feel my hand on it......... and bam ------- there went the tears again- because it does still feel my touch....... then- of course I had to see if that left leg still bent further- lol- , I've been sitting different than I have been able to for so long----- I can put that left leg on a stool and not have it just straight out--------- I can actually have it bent to a degree...... I am so sorry this got so darn long- I had no intention of that happening...... and to think there is still more- like a rib out of place and those bumps on my wrists and the spine/snake dance that Barb had explained before........ So many have asked me how the session went - so I wanted to at least get something out - and I totally apologize once again for the length and for not being able to remember everything detail by detail- but- I am sure all of you understand the shock my brain is under due to those 2 things above. I have spoken to my Mother since and told her some of this and she sure wishes she had been home now......... she is miserable...... she wanted me to ask " Mike " if there is anything she can do to remedy coughing........ I told her I bet you two would be in Detroit at nearly the same time , July 27th, she is flying in at 6 a.m. , she decided to have Dad pick her up there- rather than catch another plane from there to the Flint airport- because her breathing is bothering her enough that she wants to avoid getting on another plane. She doesn't want to linger around in Detroit because she's feeling so rotten- she said " I just want to get home " Now I'm debating whether to send this or wait until I can remember the rest- , my fingers are tingling from too much typing and my brain is saying- what if you lose the email or accidentally delete it or the computer crashes----- you'd have to start all over.............. so I am closing my book here and hitting send. Thank you Mike And Darlene for such a wonderful experience....... God Bless and Hugs to all- Love TJ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 25, 2004 Report Share Posted July 25, 2004 TJ, I'm so very glad Mike was able to help you - but from experience with Mike, I never doubt what he can do! He is an amazing person, and does his job well, and I'm so proud to call him a very dear friend, as well as a mentor. It is not surprising to me at all, and not wierd either. Just take the help/healing for what it was/is - a transference of love and help from one EDSer to another! Your turn too, will come to help another, and because you've received, you will be able to give! Love Lana > I've been trying to think of how to word how Mike and Darlenes visit went....... and explain it all in an -e-mail...... its easier said than done! lol > > I hate to miss anything so Mike- if you think of anything I'm leaving out- please feel free to input. > > I had cancelled our visit due to Mom not being in Michigan and wanting her to see Mike too- and yet - try to " free " up some of Mikes time........ I hated traveling and figured that they were tuckered out and I would be doing them a favor actually by declining . > > Mike wrote and said they were going to be around my area and wanted to stop in and say " Hi " if nothing else. > > Having the Vascular type of EDS- I had some inner fears- because of bruising so easily and having seen some e-mails go through here about the vascular type not being able to handle any type of massage type of deals..... I guess I basically let that override the " energy healing " that had been being written about through the group. All that kept going through my mind was- " I don't want something to go wrong and end up back in the hospital -afterall , I had lived there nearly for a year- and now have been away from it for nearly a year as well....... and had no desire to return there if something were to happen just because I have the vascular type. " > > HEHEHE- Darlene called for directions and boy am I the wrong person to ask directions from anymore- beings I have not even been really outside my house in the yard- let alone on a road ( unless in the backseat- sitting sideways- which brings on car sickness- so I don't see any of any rides anywhere normally ) so they did go the wrong way- my fault- , I am no good at explaining due to having little memory of what names of roads are etc-....... One never realizes - until they are no longer able to take off and go places- just how much our paths in driving are something we do not really need to give a lot of thought to- if traveling the same roads on a daily basis........ You just hop in and go....... not even having to know roads names and such...... So sorry about that Mike and Darlene- - but at least Darlene got a much wanted picture she had been wanting- so something good came from going the wrong way...... well- to Darlene anyhow..... > > I am not sure how Mike and Darlene felt here in the house- , but I felt like I had known them prior to- probably mostly due to this e- group- reading all the input etc...... but I didnt feel uncomfortable and I hope they didn't either......... I have had guests before say they were uncomfy because of a " Memorial wall " that I made for my son in Heaven------- and ever since that - I wonder ------ after people leave- if they felt uncomfortable because of it.... > > Where to begin?---- > > We sat at the table for quite some time just chatting- it was great hearing Mikes experiences- and was also great getting to know Darlene and her experiences with photoshop lol- I think Mike missed that part of the conversation because he was working on my Dad's knee at the time..... I have no idea how Mike is able to get down on the floor- on his knees , and get back up- I won't even try that- , I know there'd be absolutely no way up without help - once down there..... > > I am not sure what all Dad felt or told Mike he felt when he was working on Dads knee - but I have asked Dad since if he feels any different and being the stubborn man that he is, I was shocked to hear his reply of " Well- I don't know for sure - it isn't hurting me right now " - so I'm pretty sure its safe to say that Dad feels a lot better........ > > There were so many different things and because of a lot of " emotional " outlet for me- I honestly can't remember everything as it happened........ > > Darlene showed me how to help with motion sickness......... Boy will Dad appreciate that one- lol- everytime he has to take me anywhere - I get sick..... > > Trying so hard to remember in order but I can tell right now- that that is not going to happen. > > So - I'll go by symptoms and what I felt but I can not tell you exactly what Mike did, he will have to fill in that part - even though he told me step by step what he was doing , it did not " All " stick in my mind where I could relay it step by step. > > 2 of the biggest issues I have been having that are remarkably changed are my legs. > > 1. My left leg had the tendon rupture surgery and even though that surgery was done more than a year ago- the leg does not bend properly- giving me a lot of problems for going up/down steps and getting in/out of vehicles- it is definitely bending further than it has been in a longggggg time- it is not bending to the full degree that the right knee does but wow what a difference.... > > 2. My right leg- where I first had the " compartment syndrome " - " aneurysm ruptures- blood clots- whatever anyone prefers to refer to them as " has been dead cold for so long..... and I mean DEAD. No sense or feeling to it at all. I could run a razor over it and see it going over my calf with my eyes but couldn't feel the razor going over it..... thats pretty strange in itself- I pretty much got used to it being that way and even the doctor said if it had been over a year since it had feeling that it would never have feeling again........... was he ever wrong....... > Mike can describe better what he was doing, but when he first began touching my calf - I couldn't feel some of his fingers past a point on his hand- I know Im going to leave out steps here- but I'm just so - lost for words- I remember it hurting at first- and saying " Ouch " but it wasn't a bad hurt- and it definitely wasn't from Mikes hand- I guess it was from coming to after being non feeling for so long? - anyhow the pain quit almost as fast as it stirred and then the further Mikes hand went down on my calf - the feeling seemed to follow- I still can't believe I can feel my own fingers on it, let alone someone elses- its ----- here it comes Mike ------- WEIRDDDDDDDD.......... > > Mind you- its not the same as the other leg but , it feels------- I mean it actually FEELS......... I even kept re-checking it after they had gone- to make sure I didn't imagine it....... and I do intend to keep on working with it until it is totally back to normal...... if thats possible.......... I don't know if Mike and Darlene could tell at that point that I was holding back tears or not- but to feel after not for so long- they were on the verge------ but I did not want to let them out and was able to hold them in at that point yet.......... " Geesh- they are coming again - just remembering- so if there is mascara on your e-mail- forgive me ........ " > > From memory- I remember him touching the left leg that felt normal and told me to have it tell the right leg to feel the same as the left leg...... and visa versa with the knee for the left leg. When he told me to forgive my left knee- ' I lost it'- plain and simple- the tears couldn't stay in any longer- , how weird to have pent up anger at a symptom lol-------- but I did and didn't realize it------ until he said " Its not your knee's fault that this happened " - Makes a lot of sense- , How can something on your body work with you if you dislike it? I guess the fact that all of these happenings on my legs changed my life from one extreme to the other- really did make me angry at them............ especially that darn knee--------- because I had been through that aneurysm surgery and was going through Physical therapy at home- and shocked my drs by training that leg to do things it was not supposed to do- ( I did it with my brain )- but yet it was not enough -------- I mean- I could not lay flat on a bed and lift the right leg in the air without using my arms- but I did teach it to move the way I wanted to walk again----- I wanted out of that wheelchair!! ------- Then on the way to a dr appointment- with the shock that I was no longer using wheelchair full time but getting around sometimes with a walker----- all glowing - ready to tell him ha!- look - I'm no longer in the wheelchair............ then I get out of the truck and whap my left leg- not even very hard- it did not hurt..... the actual banging into the walker------ but every step I took- with that walker- that leg got bigger- and bigger- and bigger------ I couldn't even walk down the corridor to the drs office without tears streaming down my face- I was so angry at that dang leg for causing me more problems when I had just made so much progress! By the time I did get to the drs little office------- when I signed in - I told the secretary/nurse about the swelling and the pain------ and what had happened so she tried to get the dr to see me quicker so I could get home and get some ice on it....... heck- I should have went right over to the hospital just down the road aways- but I hate hospitals......... dr was just checking the surgery he had done on the right calf- and wanted me to get up on the table- uhhuh- that made me screech I will tell ya- , I told him there was no way- but he insisted so I pretty much just closed my eyes- cussed inside my head and threw myself up there - will never forget that pain- never-- ----- and all so he could just check the incision on the right calf- ......... I was hurting so darn bad- and in a doctors office , all he did was say- make sure you tell the other dr about your leg swelling up........... duhhhhhhhhhhhh. So- I was sent home- and had to climb back up and get inside a pickup truck------ , I pulled myself up with a handle and finallly got both legs on the runner----- ---- but It took me 30 painful minutes to get in that truck to sit- by the time I got home- that leg was so swollen there was no relief - I just popped my pain medications - and kept trying ice on it..... but it did not help- I was back in the wheelchair -------- full time ---------- right smack dab back in that buggar and unable to shower- go to the bathroom- etc without yelping from having to move that leg.......... a week later - I had to go thru it all again but did not go in a truck- we took my car and I sat in the backseat sideways because the leg would not bend----- and some were on one side of the car pulling - and some on the other side holding my leg for me because I couldnt use pressure at all or bend the other to do a darn thing for myself......... that dr then made an appointment for an MRI- sent me home- and then had to yet make another trip to Bay City to get the MRI done- and then another trip back home------ completely helpless each time for getting in and out of the vehicle-- ------ how embarrassing.........For my families sake , I just smiled through the tears------ and went thru each day------- not realizing I was very angry that that leg put me back in a wheelchair after I had just began to have a bit of freedom...........The doctors office called when they got the results and said that the tendon had ruptured and I needed another surgery----- You can imagine how upset I was at that point- Mom put it in a structual sentence that fit to a T................ One step forward- 3 back !---- surgery and another 4 months in a wheelchair........ so there is where that hatred for that knee came from- only I didn't realize it until Mike said to Forgive it............. And how did you know Mike? When I did not- how did you? > > Im going from last to first here-I do believe lol- most likely because the leg thing was just so WEIRRRRRRRRD......... > > As for the other things Mike did, he's going to have to input here- and then it might help me to remember more of it, but that emotionally drained me and is foremost in my mind due to the huge difference it made......... its like it overrode everything that happened before that point. > > I also must admit that after you two left- I felt the urge to try some steps------- the ones out on the front porch-------- My Aunt was talking to my son so she was at the bottom so I thought- " What better timing? " And I went down them easier than I figured I would be able to- and back up- Sure its not like most people can do it but the fact is, I have not been able to even go down steps facing forward- for 2 and a half years- and I did it last night ............ I hated even attempting to go down steps--- because of that knee-------- going down steps backwards is kinda scarey when you bruise so darn easy....... I do think I overdid a bit------- I walked a bit more than I normally do------ etc- but I felt good at the time- and I did end up sore and in bed before 11:- 00 p.m. but when I woke this morning........ I did my normal stuff- came out here to get my medications- without those in first thing in the morning- my fingers etc are just impossible to use- and pain level is very high ............ but u bet, I reached down wondering if my leg was still gonna feel my hand on it......... and bam ------- there went the tears again- because it does still feel my touch....... then- of course I had to see if that left leg still bent further- lol- , I've been sitting different than I have been able to for so long----- I can put that left leg on a stool and not have it just straight out--------- I can actually have it bent to a degree...... > > I am so sorry this got so darn long- I had no intention of that happening...... and to think there is still more- like a rib out of place and those bumps on my wrists and the spine/snake dance that Barb had explained before........ > > So many have asked me how the session went - so I wanted to at least get something out - and I totally apologize once again for the length and for not being able to remember everything detail by detail- but- I am sure all of you understand the shock my brain is under due to those 2 things above. > > I have spoken to my Mother since and told her some of this and she sure wishes she had been home now......... she is miserable...... she wanted me to ask " Mike " if there is anything she can do to remedy coughing........ I told her I bet you two would be in Detroit at nearly the same time , July 27th, she is flying in at 6 a.m. , she decided to have Dad pick her up there- rather than catch another plane from there to the Flint airport- because her breathing is bothering her enough that she wants to avoid getting on another plane. She doesn't want to linger around in Detroit because she's feeling so rotten- she said " I just want to get home " > > Now I'm debating whether to send this or wait until I can remember the rest- , my fingers are tingling from too much typing and my brain is saying- what if you lose the email or accidentally delete it or the computer crashes----- you'd have to start all over.............. so I am closing my book here and hitting send. > > Thank you Mike And Darlene for such a wonderful experience....... > > God Bless and Hugs to all- > Love TJ > > > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 27, 2004 Report Share Posted July 27, 2004 I am not sure how Mike and Darlene felt here in the house- ... When he told me to forgive my left knee- ' I lost it' ...how weird to have pent up anger at a symptom --- but I did and didn't realize it------ until he said " Its not your knee's fault that this happened " - ... so there is where that hatred for that knee came from- only I didn't realize it until Mike said to Forgive it............. And how did you know Mike? When I did not- how did you? ... As for the other things Mike did, he's going to have to input here- and then it might help me to remember more of it... I also must admit that after you two left- I felt the urge to try some steps--- ---------------- (1) Very comfortable and welcome, thank you. (2) It told me. I sensed an energetic separation from the rest of your body when I had my hand on your knee. (3) I will write more on " my side " of it later, along with the same for a couple of other post-Buffalo sessions, when I have time to just sit, think and type at the PC for longer than quick email/post checking and reply. But briefly and quickly, here is how the session went. We spent about 45 minutes chatting (yes, I knew you had enormous concern/fear about being touched because of having vascular and being obscenly brutalized in some of your previous treatments). During the chat phase, I " sneaked up " on you by first working on your Dad's knee and then showing you with very light touch on your shoulder what the pressure was like. After about three of those examples (with a " did that hurt or bruise you? " question tossed in each time), we discovered you had a rib out. After putting the rib back in, it was a logical step to check for others and at the same time to adjust your spine for you. I then gave you the treatment for Acid Reflux. By that point, you had relaxed and your " concern/fear " factor was about non-existent. You were ready to move on - which we did. The next piece was the lack of sensation in your right leg, followed by the work on your right knee. So, in brief, that is how the session went. (4) Great - but be careful to not over do things too soon. You have to give your body time to adjust itself to the changes so you don't accidently overstress something. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 27, 2004 Report Share Posted July 27, 2004 I am not sure how Mike and Darlene felt here in the house- ... When he told me to forgive my left knee- ' I lost it' ...how weird to have pent up anger at a symptom --- but I did and didn't realize it------ until he said " Its not your knee's fault that this happened " - ... so there is where that hatred for that knee came from- only I didn't realize it until Mike said to Forgive it............. And how did you know Mike? When I did not- how did you? ... As for the other things Mike did, he's going to have to input here- and then it might help me to remember more of it... I also must admit that after you two left- I felt the urge to try some steps--- ---------------- (1) Very comfortable and welcome, thank you. (2) It told me. I sensed an energetic separation from the rest of your body when I had my hand on your knee. (3) I will write more on " my side " of it later, along with the same for a couple of other post-Buffalo sessions, when I have time to just sit, think and type at the PC for longer than quick email/post checking and reply. But briefly and quickly, here is how the session went. We spent about 45 minutes chatting (yes, I knew you had enormous concern/fear about being touched because of having vascular and being obscenly brutalized in some of your previous treatments). During the chat phase, I " sneaked up " on you by first working on your Dad's knee and then showing you with very light touch on your shoulder what the pressure was like. After about three of those examples (with a " did that hurt or bruise you? " question tossed in each time), we discovered you had a rib out. After putting the rib back in, it was a logical step to check for others and at the same time to adjust your spine for you. I then gave you the treatment for Acid Reflux. By that point, you had relaxed and your " concern/fear " factor was about non-existent. You were ready to move on - which we did. The next piece was the lack of sensation in your right leg, followed by the work on your right knee. So, in brief, that is how the session went. (4) Great - but be careful to not over do things too soon. You have to give your body time to adjust itself to the changes so you don't accidently overstress something. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 27, 2004 Report Share Posted July 27, 2004 ....to be able to help my neighbor out of TOS and ulnar nerve pain is something else. I choke up thinking about it. ----------------- Now you know why I " do what I do " and why I felt compelled last year to " retire. " There is no way I can express in words what it feels like to be able to help ease someone's pain, whether that someone is a family member or a complete stranger. It is impossible to describe, but once having experienced it, it is also impossible to turn your back on it and walk away from it. Is that a fair assessment? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 27, 2004 Report Share Posted July 27, 2004 ....to be able to help my neighbor out of TOS and ulnar nerve pain is something else. I choke up thinking about it. ----------------- Now you know why I " do what I do " and why I felt compelled last year to " retire. " There is no way I can express in words what it feels like to be able to help ease someone's pain, whether that someone is a family member or a complete stranger. It is impossible to describe, but once having experienced it, it is also impossible to turn your back on it and walk away from it. Is that a fair assessment? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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