thanks for the help

[Guest guest]

Thanks I'll use much of the information you all gave me. I'm going to

have to put that on hold for now. I went to the dr for pain in my

bavk and hip and tomarrow I have to have a CT scan. He thinks the 2

17inch rods that were put in 2 years ago are damaging one of my major

nerves. Then thursday i go to meet my oral surgon then Friday I',m

due for surgery to have them removed. I have just been finding myself

overwhelmed lately since I graduated high school this past May most

of my family has been on my case because I havent rushed right into

collage. I am recieving SSI and that is helping me manage the bills I

have. I just feel Fighting EDS since birth having to repete the first

grade twice because i was out a year batteling cancer. And during

every summer managing 15 surgeries. At almost 20 I feel so exasuted

my body is just tired of fighting I feel that i have already lived

what most people will have in their long lifetime. I just need to

take time to rest but it seems I can never get it between pain and

surgeries. To me anyway i had to fight a long time to get my SSI and

trying to work even a little would take most of that away then when i

wear out to easily or another surgery comes up. Does this sound

selfish? For some reason i just can get my family (mostly my aunts

who all have normal kids)to understand that. Anyway sorry i rambeled

on but again thank you for youe help I'll work on tha situation as

soon as i can.

Love to all

Crystal