I can't stand it anymore!

[Guest guest]

Hi all my Family!

I just can't stand it anymore! I need to vent again. Why does it

take so darn long to get my results back from NIH? I ask them and my

cells are growing to slowly, this has been going on since Jan 8th of

this year. My Orthopeadic Suregeon won't fix anything else on me

until I get the results back. I'm tired of hurting, there's no end

to it all.We all just suffer! The Darn County as I said before has

come down on me, I have owned my home since 1983. Now it has to be

painted, porch replaced, steps replaced, sidewalk replaced. I used

to be Hariot Home Owner and fixed everything myself. Now I can't do

it even though I want to try. My Husband has let things slide. He's

not interested in these things. He has ADD and is addicted to some

substances, his heart is in the right place but his mind is

somewhere else. He just started to get treatment. I hope to God it

helps! I'm not much better, I've let Beer take over my life. No

excuses, though I could give you many. I love you all, there is no-

one to talk to except Cindy C.

Sincerely,

S.