Senior breakups - SOS

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..Feeling funny as in bad strange. I asked for my key back from since I can't find the other two and the ones I have for the side door don't work. He offered to get a copy made before giving it to me and I said "no, that's okay".

Just realized that I'm beginning to feel like his 'dogood project' and I resent it. The summer is well over half gone and I've gone nowhere. The only time I've been to a restaurant was to a gawd awful Chinese buffet he knew I disliked. It's been 8 years and the only places I've asked to go to are the art gallery (free on Wed), a ride out to Silver Islet which I haven't seen for years. Yes he's taken me to the library at least.

It's only about 30 miles from town. My sort of summer traditions are to go to an ice cream place that's only open for 3 months and yes, is expensive. But not anymoreso than scarfing down 4 burgers from McD's. If I mention it, 'we can go to McD and get a cone for only _'.

My other summer treat is to go to the fresh fruit and veggie stand which is more expensive than the big stores but so fresher and delicious. Besides it's *my* money. So that's out and if I were able to go, I'd feel guilty because I borrowed some money from him. He definitely doesn't mention it or hold it up to me but I still wish I had used my cc and dealt with the interest instead.

He's a great guy albeit unintentionally inconsiderate at times and he just does not understand ms at all! To , you hurt then you go to the dr and get strong pain pills and sleeping pills like him. I"m hope I'm being unfair somewhere in all this but the way it's going, it's reasonable to question how mobile I'll be in the future.

I so wish I hadn't let my license expire but then I don't have a car anymore ... hugs, Cait