Guest guest Posted August 30, 2004 Report Share Posted August 30, 2004 Oh, intellectually I know things are fine. Emotionally, the scars are still fresh, though, and I've gone along thinking things were going to be great for me, only to discover the exact opposite was really happening. And believe me -- telling someone with generalized anxiety/panic disorder not to worry usually gets interpreted in reverse....( " I'm not worried! " " Then you haven't been paying attention! " ) I'm very tired, from the worst herpes attack I've ever had (and I thought I already knew what nerves on fire felt like...), fighting through so much sensory noise recently just to pay attention to the world, and catching nerves with every move....I don't want to be me right now. That's all. I'm so damned tired, there's so much to learn and get done and I'm doing it so SLOWLY... And truthfully, part of me won't accept it until I'm in the air on the way to Baltimore. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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