Re: Still no NIH call.../MarkWrite me privately

[Guest guest]

Mark,

Write me privately and I will give you the cell phone number you want for

Dr. McDonnell, Ok?

Much Love!

S.

ngsamuelson@comcast,net

Still no NIH call...

> ...and I can't let myself believe until I actually have an appointment, no

> matter how much I really want to; I've had too many failures medically.

Despite

> trying to be careful, I find I've invested too much emotionally already; I

> hate to think what I'd be like now if my anxiety wasn't

controlled...arg...of

> course, I keep wondering if maybe I didn't sound desperate enough in

e-mails,

> should get a cell phone instead of trying to keep my on eline free all the

time,

> should have done this, should have done that -- and of course, I can't do

any

> of it. Except keep letting the anxiety make me sick, I can do that, very

well

> evidently.

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