Guest guest Posted August 29, 2011 Report Share Posted August 29, 2011 ..I went over to 's to babysit Bert aka Cruiser, Jr's cocker spaniel so could go golfing in a local tournament. That meant nobody went to court for Jr and he didn't get out )). Most likely he'll get out on bail tomorrow unfortunately. I can't remember when I came home but it was with a kidney infection. So I've been basically drowsing, reading and drinking water water water. It's definitely not cystits but more like pylitis (sp). Anyway that's not my problem. Lately I've done a bit of introspection (me too Jackie) and I realize I'm trying to push away. At the same time, I worry about the future and being alone. I also realize that in some ways I need him and he needs me. And that scares the wits out of me. The feeling needed part I mean which was sadly lacking in my marriage. And unconsciously I have an 'our song' like a goofy teenager. Don't laugh but it's Trisha Yearwood's 'How do I live". Geesh aren't I too old for these kind of feelings????? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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