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I get disablity benifits which isn't alot, but not ssi because of same reason I

am like you it is hard to raised kids on what they think is to much!!! shirley

New here also/long

>

>

> Hello all! I have been reading all your messages the past few days and

> decided it was time to jump right in. (oh,oh bad choice of words, LOL!)

>

> My name is Sherri and I am 40 yrs old. I was diagnosed with CFS in 2000 but

> think I've been suffering since 1993. Back then, I just thought it was

> depression. I had lost my sister who was 9 months pregnant in a car

> accident. We were in the military at the time (and I was healthy) We were

> 2000 miles away when it happened. Had to get on a plane and come back home

> to Indiana. It was the worst time in my life then. Anyway, we got out of

> the service in March of 93 and moved home to try and take care of the 5 kids

> she left behind.

>

> In 1996 I got pregnant and that is when alot of my physical problems

> started. Thought I was gonna die! Had so many problems so when I had my

> son I thought I was going to get better and never did. Even after having my

> baby (which is another story in itself) I was suffering from deep

> depression, tired all the time (extremely). I cried almost all day and

> night. Couldn't figure out why I felt this way because I had this beautiful

> baby boy. In the years before I had him, I was crying and thought about

> dying all the time. I would actually pray to God everynight before I went

> to bed asking him to take me. I couldn't stand the thought of facing one

> more day. Thought my kids would be better off without me.

>

> In 1997 I finally went to another doctor and she diagnosed me with sever

> clinical depression and put me on prozac. I also was hypothyroid at the

> time and helped me with that. So far, my thyroid is working okay. Just had

> it tested a couple weeks ago. The prozac worked some, at least I wasn't

> crying all the time. I was still in pain (meaning sadness) but could at

> least cope with the daily things in life. Decided to try and get a job in

> 2000. Was a cashier at Wal-mart. Started out just a few hours a week

> because of being tired. Really thought working would help with that. The

> last day that I worked there was on a Saturday and I had worked a couple of

> hours and suddenly got very tired and sick. Went home at 2 p.m. and slept

> the rest of the day and night, got up Sun morning for about 15 min and went

> back to bed until Monday. Got up and made appt to see doctor. She

> diagnosed me with CFS but didn't do anything except up my prozac. I had to

> quit work because I couldn't cope, which was only a couple months after I

> started.

>

> This past January I woke up with a really sore and stiff neck. Thought it

> would go away so waited a few days. It got worse so went to a chiropractor.

> He said that my neck was curved the wrong way and my back went at an angle.

> I had 3 treatments a week for 6 weeks and was still getting worse. Went to

> my reg doc and she thought it was a pinched nerve so gave me Skelaxin and

> saw me the next week. Then she decided to put me on prednisone for 15 days.

> I was sicker than a dog and it seems to me that is when my whole entire body

> went bad. Now, I have all of the 18 tender points, can hardly walk. Can't

> do my regular household chores. Getting severe fibro fog. The whole

> shebang. I didn't realize that FMS could come on so fast????

>

> I do not have insurance so we decided to do two tests last week. One was my

> thyroid and the other was an ANA test which both came back okay. Thyroid

> was normal and the ANA was negative. She also changed me to Effexor XR (In

> 2001) and gave me Zanaflex and Celebrex. Celebrex isn't doing any good.

> Neither are the relaxers. I called her back yesterday to see what tests we

> could do next and she said that we could do all the blood tests in the world

> and I would still have to see a Rheumy so she is done with me now. Just

> wants to forget about me and send me to the RH.

>

> I am soooo confused and aggrivated. Dr also told me a month ago to try for

> disability. I called the SSS office and they told me since I haven't worked

> (oh, they haven't raised kids?) in the past ten years I was out of luck. I

> have tried and tried to get insurance but everyone turns me down. So now I

> am kinda stuck.

>

> Thanks for listening and sorry this was soooo long. Hope to get to know you

> all better. I may not post that much because of the depression but will at

> least try.

>

> Cyberhugs,

> Sherri

>

>

>

>

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I get disablity benifits which isn't alot, but not ssi because of same reason I

am like you it is hard to raised kids on what they think is to much!!! shirley

New here also/long

>

>

> Hello all! I have been reading all your messages the past few days and

> decided it was time to jump right in. (oh,oh bad choice of words, LOL!)

>

> My name is Sherri and I am 40 yrs old. I was diagnosed with CFS in 2000 but

> think I've been suffering since 1993. Back then, I just thought it was

> depression. I had lost my sister who was 9 months pregnant in a car

> accident. We were in the military at the time (and I was healthy) We were

> 2000 miles away when it happened. Had to get on a plane and come back home

> to Indiana. It was the worst time in my life then. Anyway, we got out of

> the service in March of 93 and moved home to try and take care of the 5 kids

> she left behind.

>

> In 1996 I got pregnant and that is when alot of my physical problems

> started. Thought I was gonna die! Had so many problems so when I had my

> son I thought I was going to get better and never did. Even after having my

> baby (which is another story in itself) I was suffering from deep

> depression, tired all the time (extremely). I cried almost all day and

> night. Couldn't figure out why I felt this way because I had this beautiful

> baby boy. In the years before I had him, I was crying and thought about

> dying all the time. I would actually pray to God everynight before I went

> to bed asking him to take me. I couldn't stand the thought of facing one

> more day. Thought my kids would be better off without me.

>

> In 1997 I finally went to another doctor and she diagnosed me with sever

> clinical depression and put me on prozac. I also was hypothyroid at the

> time and helped me with that. So far, my thyroid is working okay. Just had

> it tested a couple weeks ago. The prozac worked some, at least I wasn't

> crying all the time. I was still in pain (meaning sadness) but could at

> least cope with the daily things in life. Decided to try and get a job in

> 2000. Was a cashier at Wal-mart. Started out just a few hours a week

> because of being tired. Really thought working would help with that. The

> last day that I worked there was on a Saturday and I had worked a couple of

> hours and suddenly got very tired and sick. Went home at 2 p.m. and slept

> the rest of the day and night, got up Sun morning for about 15 min and went

> back to bed until Monday. Got up and made appt to see doctor. She

> diagnosed me with CFS but didn't do anything except up my prozac. I had to

> quit work because I couldn't cope, which was only a couple months after I

> started.

>

> This past January I woke up with a really sore and stiff neck. Thought it

> would go away so waited a few days. It got worse so went to a chiropractor.

> He said that my neck was curved the wrong way and my back went at an angle.

> I had 3 treatments a week for 6 weeks and was still getting worse. Went to

> my reg doc and she thought it was a pinched nerve so gave me Skelaxin and

> saw me the next week. Then she decided to put me on prednisone for 15 days.

> I was sicker than a dog and it seems to me that is when my whole entire body

> went bad. Now, I have all of the 18 tender points, can hardly walk. Can't

> do my regular household chores. Getting severe fibro fog. The whole

> shebang. I didn't realize that FMS could come on so fast????

>

> I do not have insurance so we decided to do two tests last week. One was my

> thyroid and the other was an ANA test which both came back okay. Thyroid

> was normal and the ANA was negative. She also changed me to Effexor XR (In

> 2001) and gave me Zanaflex and Celebrex. Celebrex isn't doing any good.

> Neither are the relaxers. I called her back yesterday to see what tests we

> could do next and she said that we could do all the blood tests in the world

> and I would still have to see a Rheumy so she is done with me now. Just

> wants to forget about me and send me to the RH.

>

> I am soooo confused and aggrivated. Dr also told me a month ago to try for

> disability. I called the SSS office and they told me since I haven't worked

> (oh, they haven't raised kids?) in the past ten years I was out of luck. I

> have tried and tried to get insurance but everyone turns me down. So now I

> am kinda stuck.

>

> Thanks for listening and sorry this was soooo long. Hope to get to know you

> all better. I may not post that much because of the depression but will at

> least try.

>

> Cyberhugs,

> Sherri

>

>

>

>

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I have already tried for SSI, they say that my hubby makes too much money.

HA!! I'd like to see them raise a family and the upkeep of a home on his

salary :(

Good luck with Wal-Mart, they can be just as stubborn as SSS.

Cyberhugs,

Sherri

>

> Reply-To:

> Date: Tue, 21 May 2002 12:24:40 -0400

> To: >

> Subject: Re: New here also/long

>

> Sherri,

> welcome - I think you have reached a site in which many can relate to you.

> Don't give up !!!!

> And for disability - I am fighting Wal-Mart & Hartford for simple short term.

> ( I say fight - but truely I don't have much of that in me anymore)

> As for SS - there is such a thing as SSI. This is for those who have not paid

> in enough SS from a public job. They don't consider housewife and mother as a

> job - but personally I think it is the most important one in the world !!!!!

> Check out the site for posts on SS disability - there are several good ones

> with useful information that might help you.

> gentle hugs,

> Cinda

> New here also/long

>

>

> Hello all! I have been reading all your messages the past few days and

> decided it was time to jump right in. (oh,oh bad choice of words, LOL!)

>

> My name is Sherri and I am 40 yrs old. I was diagnosed with CFS in 2000 but

> think I've been suffering since 1993. Back then, I just thought it was

> depression. I had lost my sister who was 9 months pregnant in a car

> accident. We were in the military at the time (and I was healthy) We were

> 2000 miles away when it happened. Had to get on a plane and come back home

> to Indiana. It was the worst time in my life then. Anyway, we got out of

> the service in March of 93 and moved home to try and take care of the 5 kids

> she left behind.

>

> In 1996 I got pregnant and that is when alot of my physical problems

> started. Thought I was gonna die! Had so many problems so when I had my

> son I thought I was going to get better and never did. Even after having my

> baby (which is another story in itself) I was suffering from deep

> depression, tired all the time (extremely). I cried almost all day and

> night. Couldn't figure out why I felt this way because I had this beautiful

> baby boy. In the years before I had him, I was crying and thought about

> dying all the time. I would actually pray to God everynight before I went

> to bed asking him to take me. I couldn't stand the thought of facing one

> more day. Thought my kids would be better off without me.

>

> In 1997 I finally went to another doctor and she diagnosed me with sever

> clinical depression and put me on prozac. I also was hypothyroid at the

> time and helped me with that. So far, my thyroid is working okay. Just had

> it tested a couple weeks ago. The prozac worked some, at least I wasn't

> crying all the time. I was still in pain (meaning sadness) but could at

> least cope with the daily things in life. Decided to try and get a job in

> 2000. Was a cashier at Wal-mart. Started out just a few hours a week

> because of being tired. Really thought working would help with that. The

> last day that I worked there was on a Saturday and I had worked a couple of

> hours and suddenly got very tired and sick. Went home at 2 p.m. and slept

> the rest of the day and night, got up Sun morning for about 15 min and went

> back to bed until Monday. Got up and made appt to see doctor. She

> diagnosed me with CFS but didn't do anything except up my prozac. I had to

> quit work because I couldn't cope, which was only a couple months after I

> started.

>

> This past January I woke up with a really sore and stiff neck. Thought it

> would go away so waited a few days. It got worse so went to a chiropractor.

> He said that my neck was curved the wrong way and my back went at an angle.

> I had 3 treatments a week for 6 weeks and was still getting worse. Went to

> my reg doc and she thought it was a pinched nerve so gave me Skelaxin and

> saw me the next week. Then she decided to put me on prednisone for 15 days.

> I was sicker than a dog and it seems to me that is when my whole entire body

> went bad. Now, I have all of the 18 tender points, can hardly walk. Can't

> do my regular household chores. Getting severe fibro fog. The whole

> shebang. I didn't realize that FMS could come on so fast????

>

> I do not have insurance so we decided to do two tests last week. One was my

> thyroid and the other was an ANA test which both came back okay. Thyroid

> was normal and the ANA was negative. She also changed me to Effexor XR (In

> 2001) and gave me Zanaflex and Celebrex. Celebrex isn't doing any good.

> Neither are the relaxers. I called her back yesterday to see what tests we

> could do next and she said that we could do all the blood tests in the world

> and I would still have to see a Rheumy so she is done with me now. Just

> wants to forget about me and send me to the RH.

>

> I am soooo confused and aggrivated. Dr also told me a month ago to try for

> disability. I called the SSS office and they told me since I haven't worked

> (oh, they haven't raised kids?) in the past ten years I was out of luck. I

> have tried and tried to get insurance but everyone turns me down. So now I

> am kinda stuck.

>

> Thanks for listening and sorry this was soooo long. Hope to get to know you

> all better. I may not post that much because of the depression but will at

> least try.

>

> Cyberhugs,

> Sherri

>

>

>

>

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Wal-Mart can be stubborn - but they are not my problem - My store manager has

been great. It is the darn insurance company.

New here also/long

>

>

> Hello all! I have been reading all your messages the past few days and

> decided it was time to jump right in. (oh,oh bad choice of words, LOL!)

>

> My name is Sherri and I am 40 yrs old. I was diagnosed with CFS in 2000 but

> think I've been suffering since 1993. Back then, I just thought it was

> depression. I had lost my sister who was 9 months pregnant in a car

> accident. We were in the military at the time (and I was healthy) We were

> 2000 miles away when it happened. Had to get on a plane and come back home

> to Indiana. It was the worst time in my life then. Anyway, we got out of

> the service in March of 93 and moved home to try and take care of the 5 kids

> she left behind.

>

> In 1996 I got pregnant and that is when alot of my physical problems

> started. Thought I was gonna die! Had so many problems so when I had my

> son I thought I was going to get better and never did. Even after having my

> baby (which is another story in itself) I was suffering from deep

> depression, tired all the time (extremely). I cried almost all day and

> night. Couldn't figure out why I felt this way because I had this beautiful

> baby boy. In the years before I had him, I was crying and thought about

> dying all the time. I would actually pray to God everynight before I went

> to bed asking him to take me. I couldn't stand the thought of facing one

> more day. Thought my kids would be better off without me.

>

> In 1997 I finally went to another doctor and she diagnosed me with sever

> clinical depression and put me on prozac. I also was hypothyroid at the

> time and helped me with that. So far, my thyroid is working okay. Just had

> it tested a couple weeks ago. The prozac worked some, at least I wasn't

> crying all the time. I was still in pain (meaning sadness) but could at

> least cope with the daily things in life. Decided to try and get a job in

> 2000. Was a cashier at Wal-mart. Started out just a few hours a week

> because of being tired. Really thought working would help with that. The

> last day that I worked there was on a Saturday and I had worked a couple of

> hours and suddenly got very tired and sick. Went home at 2 p.m. and slept

> the rest of the day and night, got up Sun morning for about 15 min and went

> back to bed until Monday. Got up and made appt to see doctor. She

> diagnosed me with CFS but didn't do anything except up my prozac. I had to

> quit work because I couldn't cope, which was only a couple months after I

> started.

>

> This past January I woke up with a really sore and stiff neck. Thought it

> would go away so waited a few days. It got worse so went to a chiropractor.

> He said that my neck was curved the wrong way and my back went at an angle.

> I had 3 treatments a week for 6 weeks and was still getting worse. Went to

> my reg doc and she thought it was a pinched nerve so gave me Skelaxin and

> saw me the next week. Then she decided to put me on prednisone for 15 days.

> I was sicker than a dog and it seems to me that is when my whole entire body

> went bad. Now, I have all of the 18 tender points, can hardly walk. Can't

> do my regular household chores. Getting severe fibro fog. The whole

> shebang. I didn't realize that FMS could come on so fast????

>

> I do not have insurance so we decided to do two tests last week. One was my

> thyroid and the other was an ANA test which both came back okay. Thyroid

> was normal and the ANA was negative. She also changed me to Effexor XR (In

> 2001) and gave me Zanaflex and Celebrex. Celebrex isn't doing any good.

> Neither are the relaxers. I called her back yesterday to see what tests we

> could do next and she said that we could do all the blood tests in the world

> and I would still have to see a Rheumy so she is done with me now. Just

> wants to forget about me and send me to the RH.

>

> I am soooo confused and aggrivated. Dr also told me a month ago to try for

> disability. I called the SSS office and they told me since I haven't worked

> (oh, they haven't raised kids?) in the past ten years I was out of luck. I

> have tried and tried to get insurance but everyone turns me down. So now I

> am kinda stuck.

>

> Thanks for listening and sorry this was soooo long. Hope to get to know you

> all better. I may not post that much because of the depression but will at

> least try.

>

> Cyberhugs,

> Sherri

>

>

>

>

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Wal-Mart can be stubborn - but they are not my problem - My store manager has

been great. It is the darn insurance company.

New here also/long

>

>

> Hello all! I have been reading all your messages the past few days and

> decided it was time to jump right in. (oh,oh bad choice of words, LOL!)

>

> My name is Sherri and I am 40 yrs old. I was diagnosed with CFS in 2000 but

> think I've been suffering since 1993. Back then, I just thought it was

> depression. I had lost my sister who was 9 months pregnant in a car

> accident. We were in the military at the time (and I was healthy) We were

> 2000 miles away when it happened. Had to get on a plane and come back home

> to Indiana. It was the worst time in my life then. Anyway, we got out of

> the service in March of 93 and moved home to try and take care of the 5 kids

> she left behind.

>

> In 1996 I got pregnant and that is when alot of my physical problems

> started. Thought I was gonna die! Had so many problems so when I had my

> son I thought I was going to get better and never did. Even after having my

> baby (which is another story in itself) I was suffering from deep

> depression, tired all the time (extremely). I cried almost all day and

> night. Couldn't figure out why I felt this way because I had this beautiful

> baby boy. In the years before I had him, I was crying and thought about

> dying all the time. I would actually pray to God everynight before I went

> to bed asking him to take me. I couldn't stand the thought of facing one

> more day. Thought my kids would be better off without me.

>

> In 1997 I finally went to another doctor and she diagnosed me with sever

> clinical depression and put me on prozac. I also was hypothyroid at the

> time and helped me with that. So far, my thyroid is working okay. Just had

> it tested a couple weeks ago. The prozac worked some, at least I wasn't

> crying all the time. I was still in pain (meaning sadness) but could at

> least cope with the daily things in life. Decided to try and get a job in

> 2000. Was a cashier at Wal-mart. Started out just a few hours a week

> because of being tired. Really thought working would help with that. The

> last day that I worked there was on a Saturday and I had worked a couple of

> hours and suddenly got very tired and sick. Went home at 2 p.m. and slept

> the rest of the day and night, got up Sun morning for about 15 min and went

> back to bed until Monday. Got up and made appt to see doctor. She

> diagnosed me with CFS but didn't do anything except up my prozac. I had to

> quit work because I couldn't cope, which was only a couple months after I

> started.

>

> This past January I woke up with a really sore and stiff neck. Thought it

> would go away so waited a few days. It got worse so went to a chiropractor.

> He said that my neck was curved the wrong way and my back went at an angle.

> I had 3 treatments a week for 6 weeks and was still getting worse. Went to

> my reg doc and she thought it was a pinched nerve so gave me Skelaxin and

> saw me the next week. Then she decided to put me on prednisone for 15 days.

> I was sicker than a dog and it seems to me that is when my whole entire body

> went bad. Now, I have all of the 18 tender points, can hardly walk. Can't

> do my regular household chores. Getting severe fibro fog. The whole

> shebang. I didn't realize that FMS could come on so fast????

>

> I do not have insurance so we decided to do two tests last week. One was my

> thyroid and the other was an ANA test which both came back okay. Thyroid

> was normal and the ANA was negative. She also changed me to Effexor XR (In

> 2001) and gave me Zanaflex and Celebrex. Celebrex isn't doing any good.

> Neither are the relaxers. I called her back yesterday to see what tests we

> could do next and she said that we could do all the blood tests in the world

> and I would still have to see a Rheumy so she is done with me now. Just

> wants to forget about me and send me to the RH.

>

> I am soooo confused and aggrivated. Dr also told me a month ago to try for

> disability. I called the SSS office and they told me since I haven't worked

> (oh, they haven't raised kids?) in the past ten years I was out of luck. I

> have tried and tried to get insurance but everyone turns me down. So now I

> am kinda stuck.

>

> Thanks for listening and sorry this was soooo long. Hope to get to know you

> all better. I may not post that much because of the depression but will at

> least try.

>

> Cyberhugs,

> Sherri

>

>

>

>

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I have to wonder if the case worker would think it was " too much " money if that

were their salary...

~ :-D

New here also/long

>

>

> Hello all! I have been reading all your messages the past few days and

> decided it was time to jump right in. (oh,oh bad choice of words, LOL!)

>

> My name is Sherri and I am 40 yrs old. I was diagnosed with CFS in 2000

but

> think I've been suffering since 1993. Back then, I just thought it was

> depression. I had lost my sister who was 9 months pregnant in a car

> accident. We were in the military at the time (and I was healthy) We were

> 2000 miles away when it happened. Had to get on a plane and come back

home

> to Indiana. It was the worst time in my life then. Anyway, we got out of

> the service in March of 93 and moved home to try and take care of the 5

kids

> she left behind.

>

> In 1996 I got pregnant and that is when alot of my physical problems

> started. Thought I was gonna die! Had so many problems so when I had my

> son I thought I was going to get better and never did. Even after having

my

> baby (which is another story in itself) I was suffering from deep

> depression, tired all the time (extremely). I cried almost all day and

> night. Couldn't figure out why I felt this way because I had this

beautiful

> baby boy. In the years before I had him, I was crying and thought about

> dying all the time. I would actually pray to God everynight before I went

> to bed asking him to take me. I couldn't stand the thought of facing one

> more day. Thought my kids would be better off without me.

>

> In 1997 I finally went to another doctor and she diagnosed me with sever

> clinical depression and put me on prozac. I also was hypothyroid at the

> time and helped me with that. So far, my thyroid is working okay. Just

had

> it tested a couple weeks ago. The prozac worked some, at least I wasn't

> crying all the time. I was still in pain (meaning sadness) but could at

> least cope with the daily things in life. Decided to try and get a job in

> 2000. Was a cashier at Wal-mart. Started out just a few hours a week

> because of being tired. Really thought working would help with that. The

> last day that I worked there was on a Saturday and I had worked a couple

of

> hours and suddenly got very tired and sick. Went home at 2 p.m. and slept

> the rest of the day and night, got up Sun morning for about 15 min and

went

> back to bed until Monday. Got up and made appt to see doctor. She

> diagnosed me with CFS but didn't do anything except up my prozac. I had

to

> quit work because I couldn't cope, which was only a couple months after I

> started.

>

> This past January I woke up with a really sore and stiff neck. Thought it

> would go away so waited a few days. It got worse so went to a

chiropractor.

> He said that my neck was curved the wrong way and my back went at an

angle.

> I had 3 treatments a week for 6 weeks and was still getting worse. Went

to

> my reg doc and she thought it was a pinched nerve so gave me Skelaxin and

> saw me the next week. Then she decided to put me on prednisone for 15

days.

> I was sicker than a dog and it seems to me that is when my whole entire

body

> went bad. Now, I have all of the 18 tender points, can hardly walk.

Can't

> do my regular household chores. Getting severe fibro fog. The whole

> shebang. I didn't realize that FMS could come on so fast????

>

> I do not have insurance so we decided to do two tests last week. One was

my

> thyroid and the other was an ANA test which both came back okay. Thyroid

> was normal and the ANA was negative. She also changed me to Effexor XR

(In

> 2001) and gave me Zanaflex and Celebrex. Celebrex isn't doing any good.

> Neither are the relaxers. I called her back yesterday to see what tests

we

> could do next and she said that we could do all the blood tests in the

world

> and I would still have to see a Rheumy so she is done with me now. Just

> wants to forget about me and send me to the RH.

>

> I am soooo confused and aggrivated. Dr also told me a month ago to try

for

> disability. I called the SSS office and they told me since I haven't

worked

> (oh, they haven't raised kids?) in the past ten years I was out of luck.

I

> have tried and tried to get insurance but everyone turns me down. So now

I

> am kinda stuck.

>

> Thanks for listening and sorry this was soooo long. Hope to get to know

you

> all better. I may not post that much because of the depression but will

at

> least try.

>

> Cyberhugs,

> Sherri

>

>

>

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I have to wonder if the case worker would think it was " too much " money if that

were their salary...

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> Hello all! I have been reading all your messages the past few days and

> decided it was time to jump right in. (oh,oh bad choice of words, LOL!)

>

> My name is Sherri and I am 40 yrs old. I was diagnosed with CFS in 2000

but

> think I've been suffering since 1993. Back then, I just thought it was

> depression. I had lost my sister who was 9 months pregnant in a car

> accident. We were in the military at the time (and I was healthy) We were

> 2000 miles away when it happened. Had to get on a plane and come back

home

> to Indiana. It was the worst time in my life then. Anyway, we got out of

> the service in March of 93 and moved home to try and take care of the 5

kids

> she left behind.

>

> In 1996 I got pregnant and that is when alot of my physical problems

> started. Thought I was gonna die! Had so many problems so when I had my

> son I thought I was going to get better and never did. Even after having

my

> baby (which is another story in itself) I was suffering from deep

> depression, tired all the time (extremely). I cried almost all day and

> night. Couldn't figure out why I felt this way because I had this

beautiful

> baby boy. In the years before I had him, I was crying and thought about

> dying all the time. I would actually pray to God everynight before I went

> to bed asking him to take me. I couldn't stand the thought of facing one

> more day. Thought my kids would be better off without me.

>

> In 1997 I finally went to another doctor and she diagnosed me with sever

> clinical depression and put me on prozac. I also was hypothyroid at the

> time and helped me with that. So far, my thyroid is working okay. Just

had

> it tested a couple weeks ago. The prozac worked some, at least I wasn't

> crying all the time. I was still in pain (meaning sadness) but could at

> least cope with the daily things in life. Decided to try and get a job in

> 2000. Was a cashier at Wal-mart. Started out just a few hours a week

> because of being tired. Really thought working would help with that. The

> last day that I worked there was on a Saturday and I had worked a couple

of

> hours and suddenly got very tired and sick. Went home at 2 p.m. and slept

> the rest of the day and night, got up Sun morning for about 15 min and

went

> back to bed until Monday. Got up and made appt to see doctor. She

> diagnosed me with CFS but didn't do anything except up my prozac. I had

to

> quit work because I couldn't cope, which was only a couple months after I

> started.

>

> This past January I woke up with a really sore and stiff neck. Thought it

> would go away so waited a few days. It got worse so went to a

chiropractor.

> He said that my neck was curved the wrong way and my back went at an

angle.

> I had 3 treatments a week for 6 weeks and was still getting worse. Went

to

> my reg doc and she thought it was a pinched nerve so gave me Skelaxin and

> saw me the next week. Then she decided to put me on prednisone for 15

days.

> I was sicker than a dog and it seems to me that is when my whole entire

body

> went bad. Now, I have all of the 18 tender points, can hardly walk.

Can't

> do my regular household chores. Getting severe fibro fog. The whole

> shebang. I didn't realize that FMS could come on so fast????

>

> I do not have insurance so we decided to do two tests last week. One was

my

> thyroid and the other was an ANA test which both came back okay. Thyroid

> was normal and the ANA was negative. She also changed me to Effexor XR

(In

> 2001) and gave me Zanaflex and Celebrex. Celebrex isn't doing any good.

> Neither are the relaxers. I called her back yesterday to see what tests

we

> could do next and she said that we could do all the blood tests in the

world

> and I would still have to see a Rheumy so she is done with me now. Just

> wants to forget about me and send me to the RH.

>

> I am soooo confused and aggrivated. Dr also told me a month ago to try

for

> disability. I called the SSS office and they told me since I haven't

worked

> (oh, they haven't raised kids?) in the past ten years I was out of luck.

I

> have tried and tried to get insurance but everyone turns me down. So now

I

> am kinda stuck.

>

> Thanks for listening and sorry this was soooo long. Hope to get to know

you

> all better. I may not post that much because of the depression but will

at

> least try.

>

> Cyberhugs,

> Sherri

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