, mojo, and my convo with Mukund

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Hi hon, I wish I had the energy to write to others but wanted to fill

you in real quick. I was real tempted to call 911 last night but hung

in there and decided not to. Mike called me at 8 this morning and I

filled him in. I called rhuemy at 8:30 and he wants me to go do

bloodwork and try the zithromax again (this way we can know for sure

if I am allergic to it) He will call me throughout the weekend to

keep tabs on me and see how I am doing but that if I feel I must go

to the ER to not hesitate. The problem with all this is all the

tests don't show or explain as to why this is happening so my docs

can only do so much. My pcp is on my shit list but my rhuemy he is a

godsend in my eyes as he seems to be the only keeping up on

everything and researching all he can to try to get to the bottom of

things. I told him I was not even going to waste my breath calling my

pcp and that is why I called him first, because I knew he would help

me without making me come in and such. You know in the very beginning

I had every doc working together, meeting with one another, etc.

trying to get to the bottom of things but now it seems as though the

only one who seems to care is my rhuemy. I was told to just take it

easy and not to over do things. Will go do bloodwork and pick script

up in a little while, when I can feel like getting myself together.

GH is going to be a tear jerker today - Robin shows up for the

funeral too... So I will make sure I have the tissues again today.

When I was talking to Mukund last night, he too said he felt he was

in the wrong profession - but he made me feel good by saying I was an

inspiration to him. What a kind, gentle man who so deserves to be

happy. He also mentioned his brother had come home to visit after two

years and it was nice to see him - I asked him when he was coming to

the states and he said he could not afford to that it would cost

2,000. Wish I could send him the money. He had to go to work so he

had to go it was like 8:10am his time when we said goodbye. We did

talk a little about and that is when he had made the comment

about me being an inspiration to him - I teared up.

Well, I suppose I should let you all go...

Have a good day and talk with you soon...

Hugs

Deanna

> Hope your feeling better this morning. And your drs do something to

help you. Can't say I have much faith in your drs.

> How long did you and Mukund stay on after I left? I had to watch

General Hospita ya know! Had my kleenex sitting next to me on the

bed! He will be back on tonight around 8:30 our time.

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