Guest guest Posted February 27, 2005 Report Share Posted February 27, 2005 In a message dated 2/27/2005 6:08:29 PM Eastern Standard Time, Cjoi@... writes: > Sometimes it's hard to tell the difference between a heart that aches and > an aching heart. I'm glad I can write to strangers who " get " that I'm trying > to get better. > i loved the mom story. my mom was the same way lots of times. funny - now i sorta miss it now that's she gone. it did have a certain amusement to it...in retrospect. cindi Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 27, 2005 Report Share Posted February 27, 2005 In a message dated 2/27/2005 6:08:29 PM Eastern Standard Time, Cjoi@... writes: > Sometimes it's hard to tell the difference between a heart that aches and > an aching heart. I'm glad I can write to strangers who " get " that I'm trying > to get better. > i loved the mom story. my mom was the same way lots of times. funny - now i sorta miss it now that's she gone. it did have a certain amusement to it...in retrospect. cindi Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 27, 2005 Report Share Posted February 27, 2005 In a message dated 2/27/2005 6:08:29 PM Eastern Standard Time, Cjoi@... writes: > Sometimes it's hard to tell the difference between a heart that aches and > an aching heart. I'm glad I can write to strangers who " get " that I'm trying > to get better. > i loved the mom story. my mom was the same way lots of times. funny - now i sorta miss it now that's she gone. it did have a certain amusement to it...in retrospect. cindi Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 27, 2005 Report Share Posted February 27, 2005 >>it's the telephone version of the barely raised eyebrow on an otherwise perfectly impassive face. It says you can't possibly know what you're doing, nothing you ever do is worth wasting a smile on, in fact, you have no value at all.<< Oh , you have my heart felt sympathies here! I come from a family of NURSES and I hear it all the time how I am going to kill myself self-medicating. Don't you know those doctors know SO much more than I could possibly know? And not feeling like I have any worthwhile contributions to make to anything.. I am QUEEN of that in my family. Which is why I talk to none of them except my Grandmother in the nursing home. To Hell with the rest of them. I know I know what I am doing, I really don;t care if they like it or not and I no longer wish to hear it. Yes it takes a thick hide to get where I am but I have grown one from the callous ways they have treat ed me, so I really understand what you are saying. *Artistic Grooming * Hurricane, WV Fat cat? Diabetes? Listowner for overweight or hypothyroid cats http://groups.yahoo.com/group/hypokitties/ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 28, 2005 Report Share Posted February 28, 2005 In a message dated 2/28/2005 2:26:30 PM Eastern Standard Time, .Ross@... writes: > It's an odd, alice-in-wonderland kind of > experience, being horribly sick, telling people you're not right, and > having nobody believe you. I i recently knew i could not make the 4 hr. trip to my cousin's memorial service (and they're gonna have another graveside service near me anyway)...and I sure did get some comments from some family members. Heck, i get tired after an hours drive and a short shopping trip in the mall. when i get back home after something like that, I totally crash. driving 4 hours, sitting thru a memorial service, eating lunch, and then immediately driving back 4 hours. - well it's no telling what that might have done. and yet they may me feel very guilty. and i'm SO tired of feeling guilty for not doing things I don't feel i can do. funny - all those years when i was pushing myself and doing stuff, no one commented how well i was doing. it's just when you don't do what they think you oughta do. poo on them. but i'm dang tired of folks not understanding when i say I can't do something. i'm thinking that maybe i should just tell them i have some kind of cancer - and then maybe they'd be more caring. cindi Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 28, 2005 Report Share Posted February 28, 2005 In a message dated 2/28/2005 2:26:30 PM Eastern Standard Time, .Ross@... writes: > It's an odd, alice-in-wonderland kind of > experience, being horribly sick, telling people you're not right, and > having nobody believe you. I i recently knew i could not make the 4 hr. trip to my cousin's memorial service (and they're gonna have another graveside service near me anyway)...and I sure did get some comments from some family members. Heck, i get tired after an hours drive and a short shopping trip in the mall. when i get back home after something like that, I totally crash. driving 4 hours, sitting thru a memorial service, eating lunch, and then immediately driving back 4 hours. - well it's no telling what that might have done. and yet they may me feel very guilty. and i'm SO tired of feeling guilty for not doing things I don't feel i can do. funny - all those years when i was pushing myself and doing stuff, no one commented how well i was doing. it's just when you don't do what they think you oughta do. poo on them. but i'm dang tired of folks not understanding when i say I can't do something. i'm thinking that maybe i should just tell them i have some kind of cancer - and then maybe they'd be more caring. cindi Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 28, 2005 Report Share Posted February 28, 2005 In a message dated 2/28/2005 2:26:30 PM Eastern Standard Time, .Ross@... writes: > It's an odd, alice-in-wonderland kind of > experience, being horribly sick, telling people you're not right, and > having nobody believe you. I i recently knew i could not make the 4 hr. trip to my cousin's memorial service (and they're gonna have another graveside service near me anyway)...and I sure did get some comments from some family members. Heck, i get tired after an hours drive and a short shopping trip in the mall. when i get back home after something like that, I totally crash. driving 4 hours, sitting thru a memorial service, eating lunch, and then immediately driving back 4 hours. - well it's no telling what that might have done. and yet they may me feel very guilty. and i'm SO tired of feeling guilty for not doing things I don't feel i can do. funny - all those years when i was pushing myself and doing stuff, no one commented how well i was doing. it's just when you don't do what they think you oughta do. poo on them. but i'm dang tired of folks not understanding when i say I can't do something. i'm thinking that maybe i should just tell them i have some kind of cancer - and then maybe they'd be more caring. cindi Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 28, 2005 Report Share Posted February 28, 2005 Do any of these sound familiar? a. There is nothing really wrong with you. b. It is all in your head. c. You just need to get more exercise. d. Maybe you need an anti-depressant. e. You're going to kill yourself buying that stuff from Mexico/Thailand/etc. f. What makes you think you know more than the doctor? Getting these from your spouse, friends, family, and those who should know you better is such a common experience here, it should be a merit badge in the Thyro Scouts. It's an odd, alice-in-wonderland kind of experience, being horribly sick, telling people you're not right, and having nobody believe you. I kept thinking one day they'd find me dead, and they'd all shrug their shoulders and say, Huh, that's odd, there was nothing wrong with him. Of course, NOW, my wife has come back and told me how wrong she was, and how she should have listened to me, and how she'll never doubt me again. Perhaps you have detected a certain note of sarcasm in the previous sentence. The best I get is, on my foggy days, she'll ask me if it's time to increase my medicine. I guess that's sort of an admission that it's working. Just like somebody said all along... If this is happening to you, you're in the right place. Just sew this badge onto your shirt. -- prr " T " artisticgroomer@...> wrote: >>it's the telephone version of the barely raised eyebrow on an otherwise perfectly impassive face. It says you can't possibly know what you're doing, nothing you ever do is worth wasting a smile on, in fact, you have no value at all.<< Oh , you have my heart felt sympathies here! I come from a family of NURSES and I hear it all the time how I am going to kill myself self-medicating. Don't you know those doctors know SO much more than I could possibly know? And not feeling like I have any worthwhile contributions to make to anything.. I am QUEEN of that in my family. Which is why I talk to none of them except my Grandmother in the nursing home. To Hell with the rest of them. I know I know what I am doing, I really don;t care if they like it or not and I no longer wish to hear it. Yes it takes a thick hide to get where I am but I have grown one from the callous ways they have treat ed me, so I really understand what you are saying. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 28, 2005 Report Share Posted February 28, 2005 , you silver-tongued, darling, you! The password is Armour, the cheer is " suuuueeeiey! " and if you can manage to get labs, navigate cyberspace in brain fog to buy, are there extra stars on the merit badge? Snappy salute to all my fellow Thyro Scouts! *oink*oink*oink*!!! .... p.s. my hand is still steady from slathering the hydrocortisone, too. As I live and learn... Re: OT OTC cortisone cream Do any of these sound familiar? a. There is nothing really wrong with you. b. It is all in your head. c. You just need to get more exercise. d. Maybe you need an anti-depressant. e. You're going to kill yourself buying that stuff from Mexico/Thailand/etc. f. What makes you think you know more than the doctor? Getting these from your spouse, friends, family, and those who should know you better is such a common experience here, it should be a merit badge in the Thyro Scouts. It's an odd, alice-in-wonderland kind of experience, being horribly sick, telling people you're not right, and having nobody believe you. I kept thinking one day they'd find me dead, and they'd all shrug their shoulders and say, Huh, that's odd, there was nothing wrong with him. Of course, NOW, my wife has come back and told me how wrong she was, and how she should have listened to me, and how she'll never doubt me again. Perhaps you have detected a certain note of sarcasm in the previous sentence. The best I get is, on my foggy days, she'll ask me if it's time to increase my medicine. I guess that's sort of an admission that it's working. Just like somebody said all along... If this is happening to you, you're in the right place. Just sew this badge onto your shirt. -- prr " T " artisticgroomer@...> wrote: >>it's the telephone version of the barely raised eyebrow on an otherwise perfectly impassive face. It says you can't possibly know what you're doing, nothing you ever do is worth wasting a smile on, in fact, you have no value at all.<< Oh , you have my heart felt sympathies here! I come from a family of NURSES and I hear it all the time how I am going to kill myself self-medicating. Don't you know those doctors know SO much more than I could possibly know? And not feeling like I have any worthwhile contributions to make to anything.. I am QUEEN of that in my family. Which is why I talk to none of them except my Grandmother in the nursing home. To Hell with the rest of them. I know I know what I am doing, I really don;t care if they like it or not and I no longer wish to hear it. Yes it takes a thick hide to get where I am but I have grown one from the callous ways they have treat ed me, so I really understand what you are saying. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 28, 2005 Report Share Posted February 28, 2005 , you silver-tongued, darling, you! The password is Armour, the cheer is " suuuueeeiey! " and if you can manage to get labs, navigate cyberspace in brain fog to buy, are there extra stars on the merit badge? Snappy salute to all my fellow Thyro Scouts! *oink*oink*oink*!!! .... p.s. my hand is still steady from slathering the hydrocortisone, too. As I live and learn... Re: OT OTC cortisone cream Do any of these sound familiar? a. There is nothing really wrong with you. b. It is all in your head. c. You just need to get more exercise. d. Maybe you need an anti-depressant. e. You're going to kill yourself buying that stuff from Mexico/Thailand/etc. f. What makes you think you know more than the doctor? Getting these from your spouse, friends, family, and those who should know you better is such a common experience here, it should be a merit badge in the Thyro Scouts. It's an odd, alice-in-wonderland kind of experience, being horribly sick, telling people you're not right, and having nobody believe you. I kept thinking one day they'd find me dead, and they'd all shrug their shoulders and say, Huh, that's odd, there was nothing wrong with him. Of course, NOW, my wife has come back and told me how wrong she was, and how she should have listened to me, and how she'll never doubt me again. Perhaps you have detected a certain note of sarcasm in the previous sentence. The best I get is, on my foggy days, she'll ask me if it's time to increase my medicine. I guess that's sort of an admission that it's working. Just like somebody said all along... If this is happening to you, you're in the right place. Just sew this badge onto your shirt. -- prr " T " artisticgroomer@...> wrote: >>it's the telephone version of the barely raised eyebrow on an otherwise perfectly impassive face. It says you can't possibly know what you're doing, nothing you ever do is worth wasting a smile on, in fact, you have no value at all.<< Oh , you have my heart felt sympathies here! I come from a family of NURSES and I hear it all the time how I am going to kill myself self-medicating. Don't you know those doctors know SO much more than I could possibly know? And not feeling like I have any worthwhile contributions to make to anything.. I am QUEEN of that in my family. Which is why I talk to none of them except my Grandmother in the nursing home. To Hell with the rest of them. I know I know what I am doing, I really don;t care if they like it or not and I no longer wish to hear it. Yes it takes a thick hide to get where I am but I have grown one from the callous ways they have treat ed me, so I really understand what you are saying. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 28, 2005 Report Share Posted February 28, 2005 , you silver-tongued, darling, you! The password is Armour, the cheer is " suuuueeeiey! " and if you can manage to get labs, navigate cyberspace in brain fog to buy, are there extra stars on the merit badge? Snappy salute to all my fellow Thyro Scouts! *oink*oink*oink*!!! .... p.s. my hand is still steady from slathering the hydrocortisone, too. As I live and learn... Re: OT OTC cortisone cream Do any of these sound familiar? a. There is nothing really wrong with you. b. It is all in your head. c. You just need to get more exercise. d. Maybe you need an anti-depressant. e. You're going to kill yourself buying that stuff from Mexico/Thailand/etc. f. What makes you think you know more than the doctor? Getting these from your spouse, friends, family, and those who should know you better is such a common experience here, it should be a merit badge in the Thyro Scouts. It's an odd, alice-in-wonderland kind of experience, being horribly sick, telling people you're not right, and having nobody believe you. I kept thinking one day they'd find me dead, and they'd all shrug their shoulders and say, Huh, that's odd, there was nothing wrong with him. Of course, NOW, my wife has come back and told me how wrong she was, and how she should have listened to me, and how she'll never doubt me again. Perhaps you have detected a certain note of sarcasm in the previous sentence. The best I get is, on my foggy days, she'll ask me if it's time to increase my medicine. I guess that's sort of an admission that it's working. Just like somebody said all along... If this is happening to you, you're in the right place. Just sew this badge onto your shirt. -- prr " T " artisticgroomer@...> wrote: >>it's the telephone version of the barely raised eyebrow on an otherwise perfectly impassive face. It says you can't possibly know what you're doing, nothing you ever do is worth wasting a smile on, in fact, you have no value at all.<< Oh , you have my heart felt sympathies here! I come from a family of NURSES and I hear it all the time how I am going to kill myself self-medicating. Don't you know those doctors know SO much more than I could possibly know? And not feeling like I have any worthwhile contributions to make to anything.. I am QUEEN of that in my family. Which is why I talk to none of them except my Grandmother in the nursing home. To Hell with the rest of them. I know I know what I am doing, I really don;t care if they like it or not and I no longer wish to hear it. Yes it takes a thick hide to get where I am but I have grown one from the callous ways they have treat ed me, so I really understand what you are saying. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 28, 2005 Report Share Posted February 28, 2005 In a message dated 2/28/2005 8:04:13 PM Eastern Standard Time, Cjoi@... writes: > Nobody is any kinder or any more understanding. At best they just wrote me > off... > well dang....we gotta come up with something to get some love and sympathy. best wishes for your trip! cindi Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 28, 2005 Report Share Posted February 28, 2005 In a message dated 2/28/2005 8:04:13 PM Eastern Standard Time, Cjoi@... writes: > Nobody is any kinder or any more understanding. At best they just wrote me > off... > well dang....we gotta come up with something to get some love and sympathy. best wishes for your trip! cindi Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 28, 2005 Report Share Posted February 28, 2005 You guys are simply Marvelous!!! *********** REPLY SEPARATOR *********** , you silver-tongued, darling, you! The password is Armour, the cheer is " suuuueeeiey! " and if you can manage to get labs, navigate cyberspace in brain fog to buy, are there extra stars on the merit badge? Snappy salute to all my fellow Thyro Scouts! *oink*oink*oink*!!! ..... p.s. my hand is still steady from slathering the hydrocortisone, too. As I live and learn... Re: OT OTC cortisone cream Do any of these sound familiar? a. There is nothing really wrong with you. b. It is all in your head. c. You just need to get more exercise. d. Maybe you need an anti-depressant. e. You're going to kill yourself buying that stuff from Mexico/Thailand/etc. f. What makes you think you know more than the doctor? Sheila Bliesath StarGate Travel Phone: For more information on travel or becoming an agent info@... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 28, 2005 Report Share Posted February 28, 2005 Once you master all of those, you move up to a Webehypo scout. :-) With curly-tail clusters. Thanks for the tip, BTW. We were moving computers at work today, and (as usual) I overdid it, and now I've got the shakies again. See how the letters are quivering? :-) So I may try your trick. Still, it was a fun day. I love getting stuff done. I bet most people here do. News flash, world, we never WANTED to spend our lives on the couch. Details at 11. -- prr " Mateosian " Cjoi@...> wrote: , you silver-tongued, darling, you! The password is Armour, the cheer is " suuuueeeiey! " and if you can manage to get labs, navigate cyberspace in brain fog to buy, are there extra stars on the merit badge? Snappy salute to all my fellow Thyro Scouts! *oink*oink*oink*!!! .... p.s. my hand is still steady from slathering the hydrocortisone, too. As I live and learn... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 28, 2005 Report Share Posted February 28, 2005 Once you master all of those, you move up to a Webehypo scout. :-) With curly-tail clusters. Thanks for the tip, BTW. We were moving computers at work today, and (as usual) I overdid it, and now I've got the shakies again. See how the letters are quivering? :-) So I may try your trick. Still, it was a fun day. I love getting stuff done. I bet most people here do. News flash, world, we never WANTED to spend our lives on the couch. Details at 11. -- prr " Mateosian " Cjoi@...> wrote: , you silver-tongued, darling, you! The password is Armour, the cheer is " suuuueeeiey! " and if you can manage to get labs, navigate cyberspace in brain fog to buy, are there extra stars on the merit badge? Snappy salute to all my fellow Thyro Scouts! *oink*oink*oink*!!! .... p.s. my hand is still steady from slathering the hydrocortisone, too. As I live and learn... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 28, 2005 Report Share Posted February 28, 2005 Once you master all of those, you move up to a Webehypo scout. :-) With curly-tail clusters. Thanks for the tip, BTW. We were moving computers at work today, and (as usual) I overdid it, and now I've got the shakies again. See how the letters are quivering? :-) So I may try your trick. Still, it was a fun day. I love getting stuff done. I bet most people here do. News flash, world, we never WANTED to spend our lives on the couch. Details at 11. -- prr " Mateosian " Cjoi@...> wrote: , you silver-tongued, darling, you! The password is Armour, the cheer is " suuuueeeiey! " and if you can manage to get labs, navigate cyberspace in brain fog to buy, are there extra stars on the merit badge? Snappy salute to all my fellow Thyro Scouts! *oink*oink*oink*!!! .... p.s. my hand is still steady from slathering the hydrocortisone, too. As I live and learn... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 28, 2005 Report Share Posted February 28, 2005 >you move up to a Webehypo scout. This is SO FUNNY! Our FILES could be the official handbook. Laurie Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 28, 2005 Report Share Posted February 28, 2005 >you move up to a Webehypo scout. This is SO FUNNY! Our FILES could be the official handbook. Laurie Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 28, 2005 Report Share Posted February 28, 2005 >you move up to a Webehypo scout. This is SO FUNNY! Our FILES could be the official handbook. Laurie Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 28, 2005 Report Share Posted February 28, 2005 Gettin ready to go to G'ma's for a couple of days but I fell out ROTFLMBO on this one. Trust me. I tried this one for real!!! I have throat cancer (since '98 that I know of) that I treat without " curative " surgery, no radiation, and no chemo.... Nobody is any kinder or any more understanding. At best they just wrote me off... I'll try to read from the list interface until I get back! I Love you all!!! .... (jr, wannabe *oink*oink*oink* scout, on mission in family territory, over and out) but i'm dang tired of folks not understanding when i say I can't do something. i'm thinking that maybe i should just tell them i have some kind of cancer - and then maybe they'd be more caring. cindi Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 28, 2005 Report Share Posted February 28, 2005 Gettin ready to go to G'ma's for a couple of days but I fell out ROTFLMBO on this one. Trust me. I tried this one for real!!! I have throat cancer (since '98 that I know of) that I treat without " curative " surgery, no radiation, and no chemo.... Nobody is any kinder or any more understanding. At best they just wrote me off... I'll try to read from the list interface until I get back! I Love you all!!! .... (jr, wannabe *oink*oink*oink* scout, on mission in family territory, over and out) but i'm dang tired of folks not understanding when i say I can't do something. i'm thinking that maybe i should just tell them i have some kind of cancer - and then maybe they'd be more caring. cindi Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 28, 2005 Report Share Posted February 28, 2005 Gettin ready to go to G'ma's for a couple of days but I fell out ROTFLMBO on this one. Trust me. I tried this one for real!!! I have throat cancer (since '98 that I know of) that I treat without " curative " surgery, no radiation, and no chemo.... Nobody is any kinder or any more understanding. At best they just wrote me off... I'll try to read from the list interface until I get back! I Love you all!!! .... (jr, wannabe *oink*oink*oink* scout, on mission in family territory, over and out) but i'm dang tired of folks not understanding when i say I can't do something. i'm thinking that maybe i should just tell them i have some kind of cancer - and then maybe they'd be more caring. cindi Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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