Leaving the group

[Guest guest]

To whom it may concern:

I will be leaving the group permanently. I am so sorry to all of you that I

made upset, it truly was not my intention at all. I suffered for so many years

in agonizing pain. I spent so many years in bed alone suffering and just when I

thought it would get no worse it did. To go from near death to having my

complete life back was so exilerating I just had to share it with others; others

who suffer as I did. I am positive that if any of you had this happen to you,

you would be here sharing it with others over and over. Boy I tell you talk

about taking the wind right of my sails. I never ever thought that sharing with

others what worked for me would make so many people angry at me.

People you will not find a cure in any synthetic drugs. Each and every drug you

are taking causes a whole bunch more problems on their own. I know this beyond

a shadow of a doubt. When I was first diagnosed it was only FMS/TMJ. Those

diagnosis brought synthetic drugs. Then they added CFS to the picture. More

drugs. Then IBS which brought more. Then hypoglycemia and still more drugs to

" control " my symptoms. Then my liver and kidneys failing (which is incredibly

painful). Still more drugs. Then a liver tumor of which I was told would kill

me. According to the doctors, who by the way are a fibromyalgia specialist and

Internist, I was suppose to be dead 4 months ago. Maybe it was hearing that I

was going to die that pushed me so hard to find something to save me.

When I saw my doc last he did tests again to see how all was doing. All the

tests came back negative, yes the tumor is gone!!!! I know what changes I made

to accomplish this and I shared them here. I never expected so many to be

offended, I never expected so many people to be rude, I never expected so many

to blow off what I had to say.

I shared with others because I could not stand the thought of knowing such

valuable information and selfishly keeping it to myself. I could of done that,

I no longer suffer anymore at all and have no need for a support group. I came

here completely for all of you who suffer daily. I was not selling anything and

had nothing to gain from being here.

I hope and pray that those of you who can still work never lose that ability. I

hope and pray that those here who can still take care of their children never

lose that. I hope and pray those of you who can still walk never have to need

another person to carry you. I hope and pray that those of you who still can

think and remember never get to the point where you cannot even recall your own

childrens name. I hope and pray for all of you.

I am thankful that my husband and I no longer have to make burial plans. I am

thankful that I do not have to pick out my casket. I am thankful that I do not

have to talk with my husband about his next wife and who will take care of my

children. I am thankful that I am alive and healthy today!!! And I am thankful

that I made a choice to do all that I could do to take back my life.

To all of you that have started the diet or are thinking about it.......please

email me personally as I have stated many times I would do anything to help you.

It breaks my heart to know that you still suffer. Not one day goes by that I do

not think of you. My email address is mickness36@.... I come online every

morning and I would even be willing to talk with you on the phone if need be.

May God bless each and every one of you and I hope and pray that you find your

little bit of heaven here on earth, as I did.

Peace and blessings always and forever,

Mick

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