So embarrassing sometimes...

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Happy Friday....finally we made it.

I'm stopping the nerve meds today. I called the doctor to see if

cold turkey will make me explode or something, but at this point I

just don't care. They also haven't called back, so I guess it's not

life threatening. They are making me unable to function...and I'm

losing my mind and emotions to them. And, since my support system

left me, I can't really do the " med induced nervous breakdown " thing

by myself.

Took the new sleeping pill again last night. Woke up about 2 am

using the bathroom...only problem was i forgot to drop my drawers.

Luckily I was actually " in " the bathroom. Couldn't really figure out

what was going on, so I just stripped on the way back to bed and was

out like a light again. Guess I'm going to have to move the bed into

the bathroom or hook up remote night cameras for entertainment

watching for the next day. I've been finding myself all over the

house and the dog freaking out. She tries to wake me up and get me

back to bed....so at least she's looking out for me.

My weekend plan is to sleep, read, sleep, eat, sleep, sleep,

sleep...and then get some sleep.

Hope everyone has a good weekend.