TO PAULA/ HERE'S YOUR CHEESE AND A PRAYER

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PAULA.....HERE'S YOUR CHEESE!!

MOUSIE AND I ARE PRAYING THAT YOU GET TO KEEP ALL YOUR KIDDOS.

AND FOR GOODNESS SAKE GET ON AN ANITDEPRESSANT IF YOU ARE THAT DEPRESSED.....YOU HAVE REASON TO BE DEPRESSED....BUT WHAT WOULD THOSE POOR BABIES DO WITHOUT YOU STAYING STRONG TO HELP THEM ?

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In a message dated 7/23/2004 5:20:51 PM US Mountain Standard Time, bholkins@... writes

Sorry Barb. It's just that we have two HUGE court dates on the 2nd of August and I am just so very scared that we are going to lose either Josh or Keyone and Freddie or even all three. We have had them for such a long time and now for the past week I am having the worst pain since they put me on the avinza. We took the new baby to the DR today and they helped me scrape all of the dirt that was caked under his little finger nails. How does a one month old baby have that? His little nails are so tiny that I was scared of tearing them so the nurse just kept wiping them with alcohol wipes. He also has huge blisters from a bad diaper rash. I just feel so bad for him and it also makes me wonder how many are out there suffering that no one comes to rescue. I have never needed to take anything for depression but I think it might be time to talk about it. Our anniversary is on Monday and I have this incredible husband and family, am at least healthy enough to do something that we are passionate about with the extra babies and still am terribly sad all the time lately. I like cheddar cheese with my whine okay? lol

a

Hey, hey, hey, what's with this depression thing? You can't change the whole world but you are excellent at changing the world of very needy children. That is your contribution and you do it well. I don't want any more of the sad stuff, ok? Love these babies and help them like only you can do.

hugs just for you

barb

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I know, and today I went to my sisters house for about four hours just she and I and we visited pretty well, just stayed off the topic of her son that lives with us. I think I just needed some time alone, not long, just a little while otherwise I start missing the kids and hubby, lol.

a

YOUR KIDDOS.

AND FOR GOODNESS SAKE GET ON AN ANITDEPRESSANT IF YOU ARE THAT DEPRESSED.....YOU HAVE REASON TO BE DEPRESSED....BUT WHAT WOULD THOSE POOR BABIES DO WITHOUT YOU STAYING STRONG TO HELP THEM ?

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I know, and today I went to my sisters house for about four hours just she and I and we visited pretty well, just stayed off the topic of her son that lives with us. I think I just needed some time alone, not long, just a little while otherwise I start missing the kids and hubby, lol.

a

YOUR KIDDOS.

AND FOR GOODNESS SAKE GET ON AN ANITDEPRESSANT IF YOU ARE THAT DEPRESSED.....YOU HAVE REASON TO BE DEPRESSED....BUT WHAT WOULD THOSE POOR BABIES DO WITHOUT YOU STAYING STRONG TO HELP THEM ?