Hello again :o)

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Hello all again:

Some of you I'm new to, others I've been here before and was just put

on the no mail list. For those of you that don't know me My name is Allicia,

I live in Indiana, I am now 22 years old, and I have FMS & CFS, Rheynauds,

and bursitis. I was diagnosed when I was 20 years old. Being this young and

having this god forsaken crud is very challeging. I seen that a young girl

who was 19 posted yesterday, but I accidently deleted her message. I have

been to numerous doctors. Its been quiet an experience.

For those of you that do know me. When I decided to go no mail I also

decided that I was going to ween myself off of every pill that those dumb

doctors put me on with the exception of my anti-depressant. I started getting

incredibly better as far as sleeping 24 hours a day, but as far as the pain

went I was barely tollerating it. I was eating Tylenol Arthritis like candy

and trying to work a normal job. I have now been fired from 3 jobs in the

last 8 months and am back to trying to get more answers. In the 7 months that

I wasn't getting no mail. I quit reading information on my problems, quit

going to chat groups/ support groups. I was doing really well until about 4

weeks ago I went into a HUGE downward spiral. Now I have myself into one of

the biggest flares that I have ever experienced. I am now back on almost all

of those pills that the doctor gave me. however I refuse to take anything

addicting. Getting myself off of those drugs was a task within itself. The

doctors weren't paying attention to what they had me on and didn't care if I

was addicted or not. So....that is the downlow on my life in a short

email...lol

I must say I'm really glad to be back and looking foward to finding

out new and interesting information. If ya'll have any questions for me or

suggestions. I'm open just drop me a line. Lots of *gentle* hugzzzz

Allicia