I am so mad

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I wasn't going to say anything to the group about my personal problem but I have no one to talk to right now about this and I can not stop my pain until I discuss this or get my anger talked out. I was married to a jerk for over 10 years. I divorced him in 1999 he was stalking me and harassing me for a long time I started dating my now husband and My x even got in my current husbands truck to see who I was dating. My x thought if he forced his self that my current hubby would not want me. He was wrong we got married in late 1999 I had my daughter in may 2000 he has still bothered me all these years I called the law countless times. He has went as far as cutting my brake lines on my van. Well on 6/4/04 of this month he punched me in my face I called the law. Today I called the prosecutors office for them to tell me nothing will be done because of conflicting story's. He pulled up on my property punched me and is not going to be

prosecuted. I have had a protective order a permanent protective order every since my divorce. They say it is no good and so I got another one. He has violated it 4 times since. He is still able to torcher me to the point that I can not take much more. I know he is not worth me getting sick over but right now my body is out of control I am sick. I have cried so much today. My son who sides with his dad told me that I had an attitude adjustment coming. Isn't that wonderful. My son who I fought to keep alive all these years. My x when I was pregnant with him punched me so hard that I fell on my older son who was in a walker at the time and I busted the walker all to hell. I missed my son within inches. I am fighting this nasty disease, my health, my ssdi,and I have to go thru this crap with an x my gosh what else am I suppose to do. The x knows that I am sick he use to scream at me that I was a Lazy B

all the time my house was spic and span. I am sorry I could write a script for a soap I just was wanting to vent. Please pray for a resolution soon. I can not take much more. Love bunches MISSY__________________________________________________