Guest guest Posted July 28, 2004 Report Share Posted July 28, 2004 Hi everyone I havent been online in awhile....been pretty sick and feeling kind of depressed. Wondering if its depression from the lupus or depression in general? I am so damn tired all the time I cant stand it. My doc wanted me to try a med that increases energy (provigil) but my stupid ins company wont cover it. They will only pay for it if you have MS or narcolepsy....they dont care that it might help little old me get through my day. anyway....I am tired of being tired all the time. I am losing friends beacuse ofthis. Recently I met a nice group of moms who get together for play dates etc... In the beginning they always invited me, now because I havent been able to make it to many things, I feel like they are excluding me. I hate this so much, I feel like a teenager again!!! I just wish for4 a day that I wake up andd feel like getting out of bed. I dont remember what its like to look forward to the next day. I look forward to going to bed. I am sorry to go on and on and sorry to have disappeared for a few weeks. Thanks for listening. meg Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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