Happy Monday

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Hi all,

Hope everyone had a good weekend. I took a yoga class on Saturday,

and boy am I still feeling it. I used to do yoga all the time, but

that was a while ago. When I left, every muscle in my body was

quivering. I felt so suddenly old. I'll keep trying, but I just

have to do what I can and then get up and leave. I lasted half the

class this time. I thought I was having a flare, but I think it's

just all the muscles I'd forgotten...lol.

I go in to see the Rheumy on Thursday for my monthly. Been having a

lot of knee and ankle pain. Don't know if it's the fibro or the

arthritis. I never thought I'd feel so old at 41.

On the soap opera front....I told my ex to come over and start

packing. It's been three weeks since he walked out, but he still

hasn't left yet. He got all upset, but that's just tough toenails

for him. He came over Saturday while I was out with a friend and he

packed a little. He got all emotional and had to leave. Can't wait

to see what happens when he moves out of his parent's house and on

his own in August. I think he realizes that he made a really big

mistake....and unfortunately for him, he can't take this one back.

I'm feeling good about things, and it gets better the more he

disappears from the house.

We went to a show together last night, and it was a really good

experience for me. The show was good, and I felt absolutely nothing

about him. I watched him talk to friends and realized that I now see

him as a fragile, weak person. I let him have so much power for so

long, and now I see what he really is, and why he needed to think he

had power. I've learned so much in the past few weeks. I just wish

someone could figure out a way to have self evolution not hurt so

much...lol.

Have a great week everyone. May your pain be lessened and your heart

grow full.