who do i trust?

[Guest guest]

Hi,

I am feeling more and more isolated by the people around me. I

really feel as though I can't trust any of them. One day someone

will say somehting and then the next they will say something

completly different.. I really feel like I dont know where I stand

with people, i dont know who is telling me the truth, telling me

what I want to hear..or who is about to drop something on me.

Up to the wedding eveyrone was like..you can do this..u can do

that..this is perfect you guys will make it...and then...my parents

turn around and tell me I wont make it and I cant do it and they

really dont think i should get married under these conditions.

why ? why do people say one thing and mean another?..I feel i have

to read into everything people say to me.

I dont know who to trust... one day I get sympathy for one thing and

then the next day they yell and blame me for it.

I tell them iam sick and they pat me on the back and say there

there..and how they are there for me...then when i ask for

help...the are no where to be found....

I dont know who is being honest with me anymore...i feel more and

more isolated and feel myself pulling away from them in fear..fear

of the lies there deceit.

if someone doesnt want to help me then why do they say the will?