Re: Re: Withdrawals starting to burn out my body.ROBERT

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,Hi its ka again. I have been unable to be on the support group lately

due to my CP being so bad and and upcoming extended admission to California

Pacific Med Cntr in SF has me scared to death.They are going to do the 5th ERCP

after I just had one in July that ended me in hospital for 5 days after a GI Dr.

at Muir tried to do it OUTPATIENT-which has never worked before...Anyway I

have read more now about what you are going through and I am keeping you in my

prayers.Why are you going through withdrawls?I am here if ya need a

friend-PLEASE remember that. I would love to be able to tell someone something

to help them...You are in my thoughts...ka gumbo_yaya_69 wrote:-,

I know you don't want to go to rehab but why not the ER? You can't

let yourself deteriorate from malnutrition. Is your pcp unwilling to

help? I'm keeping you in my prayers and wish there was more that I

could do for you. Please don't be afraid to ask for some medical

help. There are some health care professionals who Really DO CARE!!!

Peace & Prayers,

-- In pancreatitis@y..., " gottabe_alakelover "

wrote:

> The withdrawals have all but stopped my eating. I can only handle a

> few bites of food per attempt. This has cost me 12 pounds so far.

My

> legs are very week and standing is near impossible. It matters not

> what time of day or night it is. Sleep comes from to time to time.

At

> this point any is a good sign. I take it day or night. The shakes

and

> sweats are 50% controlled, Heroin can't be gone off of cold turkey.

I

> keep my head foggy as possible. The music still plays to put the

> shakes as far out of my mind as possible. I am working on

developing

> better control to beat this hell. Modify this or that, that what I

do

> have. There is no history relating to the changes, yet. I will test

> in hopes of better days. I have found that this may take at least 2

> weeks to end. I do not have enough body weight to last that long.

My

> vision has gotten very bad, neuropathy has spread to about 50% of

my

> body. The depression is still hanging in, but no worse. I am

fighting

> this as best as possible with out going to re-hab. I never want to

go

> through that again. I hope to have good news soon depending on the

> next few hours. Keep me in your prayers,