Fanney is finally back,,,,,,, :-}

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Dear friends, I am finally getting back to the living. Few weeks ago

I went to help a friend who had the operation the same time as

. She has had terrible complications, and had been in the

hospital for a long time. I went to visit her when her family left,

it was hard to walk into the hospital. When I came to the ward, she

was in the same room as was in when she checked in the second

time. I spend the night with my friend, because she did not want to

be alone, just as I did with . I slept on the same chair.

This was healing to me. I thought I could feel , and helping

my friend was wonderful. I staied until my friend's family came and

she left.

After all that I took a stock of my life. I realized that the most

important things in my life were my dogs, e.a. here in USA. I had to

make a decision if to stay here or to leave. But I would have to

leave with my dogs.

I decieded to go home to Iceland, and got a job, and I can bring the

dogs home. The only problem is that I can bring 2 of the dogs when I

go there and my rottweiler will be able to come in December. I needs

desperatltly to know if there is anyone who could be a foster parent

to a very nice rottweiler, Zeus. He is like a big bear. He can stay

outside, he likes to fetch, eat and have his stomach scratched. I am

worried about him, but because of rules in Iceland I can not bring

him

with me until December. I will leave for Iceland the 10th of

September with the other 2, and teach until I will get the green

light

to bring Zeus home. Then I will come and get him, and visit with all

of you, who want to see me.

I know I have been very sad and not responsive, but now I have felt

, I felt her spirit, her love and her laughter.

I want to thank everyone who wrote me and send me cards, they ment

very much to me, even though you did not hear from me.

I can tell you that I am back, I am going home, and I will have all

my

dogs, they are my family.

Please let me know if you can do this keep Zeus for few months, do

not

feel bad if you can not, I do so much understand. I do not want to

leave him, I love him very much, but it will only be for few months,

and of course I will pay for his food and everything he needs.......

It feels good to be back, I am taking better care of me, and the

answer to death is life,,,,,,,,,,, so I am alife and the operation

worked very well on me, I keep on gettin helthier, and I look forward

to see you all who can make it when comes in end of

June.......

thanks so much again, and thank you for helping me to survive the

worst time in my life. I will miss , I will cry over her and

I

will make sure her daughters are taken care of,,,,, they have a

wonderful father and now when I am going home I can help them

financially for I will not have any debth. I am selling everything

here, my house, car, etc. and living on a small island, so I can help

them with money, etc. thank you so much for everything and sorry for

how long this letter is,,,,,,,,,,,, with respect Fanney

If there is anyone who needs to talk to me about loosing weight,

please call me, . Do not worry about that you are

intruding, I would be honored to help you. I am glad I had this

operation, it was worth it for me. Helping people is my mission in

life so please call me and hopefully I can help you....... :-}