My Weekend...

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Hello everyone..

Well, as I said when I posted the list for today, I have been away all

weekend.. Chuck and I went to see his grandparents

as well as his parents since they were coming down for the

weekend also.. Well, let's just say i could have had more fun with someone

throwing knives at me... We got there on saturday about 1 in the afternoon

or so... .. Chuck's parents wouldn't be there til

later that afternoon so we just sat outside and let run around the yard

and just the normal family stuff.. Everything was fine... Well, Chuck went

in the house and he was trying to take a nap being that his body seemed to

think he was supposed to be sleeping since he works nights and I went to the

other side of the house where Chuck's grandparents and a friend of theirs

were.. Chuck's grandmother kept offering to let me sit down since I was

holding .. She had one of those folding chairs with the wide plastic

strips for the seat.. Well, i was afraid to sit in it.. I kept thinking I

would break it.. Well, finally my back started hurting so bad she offered

once more and I took her up on it.. As I began to sit in it, I realized the

chair was MUCH smaller than I thought and my hips and legs would barely

fit.. But, when I realized it, it was too late.. I was already sitting.. The

arms of the chair were cutting into my legs and hurting.. Then I couldn't

believe what happened next.. Chuck's grandfather pointed at me, started

lauing and said something about the seat... I didn't hear exactly what he

said but i figured it out when the three of them sat there laughing.. I

would be lying if I said I didn't want to die at that moment.. I actually

thought of suicide for about a full 10 seconds.. Of course I'm not that

stupid.. But, if I could have disappeared, I would have... I couldn't

believe it.. It was the most humiliating day of my life... I could have ran

away like a child but, i didn't... I just sat there watching them laugh at

me, trying not to burts into tears.. When they stopped, I got up as

gracefully as I could and walked to the other side of the house and sat

there praying Chuck's parents would get there soon... Maybe that would take

the focos off of me and my fat a$$... I truely just wanted to go home.. But,

I tried to be adult about it and stuck it out... Well, we left about 11:30

that night... Saturday morning I got up so I could take my shower and get

ready to once again go see them.. I was everything but thrilled.. I

just wanted to stay home.. But, I got Chuck up and we left soon after..

Luckily, I didn't put myself in the situation again but, I was still

miserable.. No sooner did we get there, i wanted to go home.. But, I am glad

we weren't home because there were some really strong thunderstorms hitting

here and we even had someone report a tornado right around the corner from

our home.. Luckily our trailer was safe and more importantly, so were our

babies ... Well, we got home about 11:30 last night... I am

so glad to be home.. I still can't believe they did that.. but, I can't let

it get to me.. I mean, I've gone through this all my life.. I should be used

to it, right? Well, not really.. and having people that I think my son

should be looking up to doing this just hurts.. I never did tell chuck or

his parents what happened and I didn't confront the grandparents.. I just

wanted to forget about it... I didn't want it to be this long drawn out

thing... But, I did feel I needed to tell y'all.. It makes it so much easier

to tell someone when you know they have been there at one point or

another... Sorry this is so long...

In my thoughts and prayers,

Terri

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