Just thinking about this group

[Guest guest]

Hi, all. My heart has been quite burdened for the people of this

group lately. It's always so exciting to hear good news, but it

seems like we hear more bad than anything. I am on my second dose of

pain meds today, as the back pain is getting intense. I am at work,

so that makes it much harder to deal. I'm in a cloud right now.

I pray for this group every night now, as I feel such a strong urge

for each of you to have relief from this disease. I started looking

at the pictures posted, and it just hurt me so that there are young

children that must suffer from this! God bless the parents who must

care for these babies!

I got my information packet from Ann Marie yesterday, and, as I began

to read through the endless stats, etc., I ran upon the morbidity

rate and causes. I literally got sick to my stomach - and I was

feeling fine before. I had to put it down and leave it alone. I

understand that there is always a chance of problems occurring, but

it just really hit home yesterday. I get so scared of what my future

holds - but, I always stop and remember that I have God in my life,

and, if He chooses for me to live this way, it is for a reason. I

think it's the idea of my children never knowing a healthy and happy

Mommy that gets to me the most!

I'm really tyring to work on my faith right now. I was telling the

associate pastor at my church that my memories of all the pain and

suffering that I have gone through keeps me from believing that I can

be healed - either by God's hands or through those of a surgeon. He

said that my mind is my battlefield. I have been reading healing

scriptures in order to try to fight the negative thoughts and

memories away. Sometimes it works, sometimes it doesn't.

I just wanted to check in with all, and say that all of you are in my

thoughts and prayers. God bless you all, and I pray for brighter days

for each of you.

in KY

[Guest guest]

Hi ;

How sweet of you to hold all of us here at PAI in your thoughts and

prayers!

I understand what you're feeling. My faith has wavered on and off

through-out my 7 yr ordeal. But I know in my heart that the Lord is

my Saviour and that without him I would not be here today! I have

played with death so many times in the last yr or 2 that I know that

the Lord has some major plans in the works for me! (I just hope I can

muster up the strength to do the deed!)

I have friends from another faith than mine and they tell me that

they believe that pain & sickness is God's revenge for us sinning. I

do NOT believe that I am being punished in any way. I believe that I

am to learn from this experience and possibly to help others while

doing so.

I also believe that everything happens for a reason and that nothing

is an accident. We are where we are supposed to be.

Just like the night 2 mos ago when I stumbled onto this wonderful

site! I never knew it existed! And everyone here at PAI is such a God

send to me! I thank the Lord every day for them!

Hang in there sweetie! We're all pulling for you and praying for you

also!

God's Blessings to you!

Cyndie:-)

In pancreatitis@y..., " shelleytinsley2257 "

wrote:

> Hi, all. My heart has been quite burdened for the people of this

> group lately. It's always so exciting to hear good news, but it

> seems like we hear more bad than anything. I am on my second dose

of

> pain meds today, as the back pain is getting intense. I am at

work,

> so that makes it much harder to deal. I'm in a cloud right now.

>

> I pray for this group every night now, as I feel such a strong urge

> for each of you to have relief from this disease. I started

looking

> at the pictures posted, and it just hurt me so that there are young

> children that must suffer from this! God bless the parents who must

> care for these babies!

>

> I got my information packet from Ann Marie yesterday, and, as I

began

> to read through the endless stats, etc., I ran upon the morbidity

> rate and causes. I literally got sick to my stomach - and I was

> feeling fine before. I had to put it down and leave it alone. I

> understand that there is always a chance of problems occurring, but

> it just really hit home yesterday. I get so scared of what my

future

> holds - but, I always stop and remember that I have God in my life,

> and, if He chooses for me to live this way, it is for a reason. I

> think it's the idea of my children never knowing a healthy and

happy

> Mommy that gets to me the most!

>

> I'm really tyring to work on my faith right now. I was telling the

> associate pastor at my church that my memories of all the pain and

> suffering that I have gone through keeps me from believing that I

can

> be healed - either by God's hands or through those of a surgeon.

He

> said that my mind is my battlefield. I have been reading healing

> scriptures in order to try to fight the negative thoughts and

> memories away. Sometimes it works, sometimes it doesn't.

>

> I just wanted to check in with all, and say that all of you are in

my

> thoughts and prayers. God bless you all, and I pray for brighter

days

> for each of you.

>

> in KY

[Guest guest]

Hi ;

How sweet of you to hold all of us here at PAI in your thoughts and

prayers!

I understand what you're feeling. My faith has wavered on and off

through-out my 7 yr ordeal. But I know in my heart that the Lord is

my Saviour and that without him I would not be here today! I have

played with death so many times in the last yr or 2 that I know that

the Lord has some major plans in the works for me! (I just hope I can

muster up the strength to do the deed!)

I have friends from another faith than mine and they tell me that

they believe that pain & sickness is God's revenge for us sinning. I

do NOT believe that I am being punished in any way. I believe that I

am to learn from this experience and possibly to help others while

doing so.

I also believe that everything happens for a reason and that nothing

is an accident. We are where we are supposed to be.

Just like the night 2 mos ago when I stumbled onto this wonderful

site! I never knew it existed! And everyone here at PAI is such a God

send to me! I thank the Lord every day for them!

Hang in there sweetie! We're all pulling for you and praying for you

also!

God's Blessings to you!

Cyndie:-)

In pancreatitis@y..., " shelleytinsley2257 "

wrote:

> Hi, all. My heart has been quite burdened for the people of this

> group lately. It's always so exciting to hear good news, but it

> seems like we hear more bad than anything. I am on my second dose

of

> pain meds today, as the back pain is getting intense. I am at

work,

> so that makes it much harder to deal. I'm in a cloud right now.

>

> I pray for this group every night now, as I feel such a strong urge

> for each of you to have relief from this disease. I started

looking

> at the pictures posted, and it just hurt me so that there are young

> children that must suffer from this! God bless the parents who must

> care for these babies!

>

> I got my information packet from Ann Marie yesterday, and, as I

began

> to read through the endless stats, etc., I ran upon the morbidity

> rate and causes. I literally got sick to my stomach - and I was

> feeling fine before. I had to put it down and leave it alone. I

> understand that there is always a chance of problems occurring, but

> it just really hit home yesterday. I get so scared of what my

future

> holds - but, I always stop and remember that I have God in my life,

> and, if He chooses for me to live this way, it is for a reason. I

> think it's the idea of my children never knowing a healthy and

happy

> Mommy that gets to me the most!

>

> I'm really tyring to work on my faith right now. I was telling the

> associate pastor at my church that my memories of all the pain and

> suffering that I have gone through keeps me from believing that I

can

> be healed - either by God's hands or through those of a surgeon.

He

> said that my mind is my battlefield. I have been reading healing

> scriptures in order to try to fight the negative thoughts and

> memories away. Sometimes it works, sometimes it doesn't.

>

> I just wanted to check in with all, and say that all of you are in

my

> thoughts and prayers. God bless you all, and I pray for brighter

days

> for each of you.

>

> in KY

[Guest guest]

Hi ;

How sweet of you to hold all of us here at PAI in your thoughts and

prayers!

I understand what you're feeling. My faith has wavered on and off

through-out my 7 yr ordeal. But I know in my heart that the Lord is

my Saviour and that without him I would not be here today! I have

played with death so many times in the last yr or 2 that I know that

the Lord has some major plans in the works for me! (I just hope I can

muster up the strength to do the deed!)

I have friends from another faith than mine and they tell me that

they believe that pain & sickness is God's revenge for us sinning. I

do NOT believe that I am being punished in any way. I believe that I

am to learn from this experience and possibly to help others while

doing so.

I also believe that everything happens for a reason and that nothing

is an accident. We are where we are supposed to be.

Just like the night 2 mos ago when I stumbled onto this wonderful

site! I never knew it existed! And everyone here at PAI is such a God

send to me! I thank the Lord every day for them!

Hang in there sweetie! We're all pulling for you and praying for you

also!

God's Blessings to you!

Cyndie:-)

In pancreatitis@y..., " shelleytinsley2257 "

wrote:

> Hi, all. My heart has been quite burdened for the people of this

> group lately. It's always so exciting to hear good news, but it

> seems like we hear more bad than anything. I am on my second dose

of

> pain meds today, as the back pain is getting intense. I am at

work,

> so that makes it much harder to deal. I'm in a cloud right now.

>

> I pray for this group every night now, as I feel such a strong urge

> for each of you to have relief from this disease. I started

looking

> at the pictures posted, and it just hurt me so that there are young

> children that must suffer from this! God bless the parents who must

> care for these babies!

>

> I got my information packet from Ann Marie yesterday, and, as I

began

> to read through the endless stats, etc., I ran upon the morbidity

> rate and causes. I literally got sick to my stomach - and I was

> feeling fine before. I had to put it down and leave it alone. I

> understand that there is always a chance of problems occurring, but

> it just really hit home yesterday. I get so scared of what my

future

> holds - but, I always stop and remember that I have God in my life,

> and, if He chooses for me to live this way, it is for a reason. I

> think it's the idea of my children never knowing a healthy and

happy

> Mommy that gets to me the most!

>

> I'm really tyring to work on my faith right now. I was telling the

> associate pastor at my church that my memories of all the pain and

> suffering that I have gone through keeps me from believing that I

can

> be healed - either by God's hands or through those of a surgeon.

He

> said that my mind is my battlefield. I have been reading healing

> scriptures in order to try to fight the negative thoughts and

> memories away. Sometimes it works, sometimes it doesn't.

>

> I just wanted to check in with all, and say that all of you are in

my

> thoughts and prayers. God bless you all, and I pray for brighter

days

> for each of you.

>

> in KY