Just thinking about this group

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Hi, all. My heart has been quite burdened for the people of this

group lately. It's always so exciting to hear good news, but it

seems like we hear more bad than anything. I am on my second dose of

pain meds today, as the back pain is getting intense. I am at work,

so that makes it much harder to deal. I'm in a cloud right now.

I pray for this group every night now, as I feel such a strong urge

for each of you to have relief from this disease. I started looking

at the pictures posted, and it just hurt me so that there are young

children that must suffer from this! God bless the parents who must

care for these babies!

I got my information packet from Ann Marie yesterday, and, as I began

to read through the endless stats, etc., I ran upon the morbidity

rate and causes. I literally got sick to my stomach - and I was

feeling fine before. I had to put it down and leave it alone. I

understand that there is always a chance of problems occurring, but

it just really hit home yesterday. I get so scared of what my future

holds - but, I always stop and remember that I have God in my life,

and, if He chooses for me to live this way, it is for a reason. I

think it's the idea of my children never knowing a healthy and happy

Mommy that gets to me the most!

I'm really tyring to work on my faith right now. I was telling the

associate pastor at my church that my memories of all the pain and

suffering that I have gone through keeps me from believing that I can

be healed - either by God's hands or through those of a surgeon. He

said that my mind is my battlefield. I have been reading healing

scriptures in order to try to fight the negative thoughts and

memories away. Sometimes it works, sometimes it doesn't.

I just wanted to check in with all, and say that all of you are in my

thoughts and prayers. God bless you all, and I pray for brighter days

for each of you.

in KY

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>Hi,>I'm really tyring to work on my faith right now. I was telling the

>associate pastor at my church that my memories of all the pain and

>suffering that I have gone through keeps me from believing that I can

>be healed - either by God's hands or through those of a surgeon. He

>said that my mind is my battlefield. I have been reading healing

>scriptures in order to try to fight the negative thoughts and

>memories away. Sometimes it works, sometimes it doesn't.

>

>I just wanted to check in with all, and say that all of you are in my

>thoughts and prayers. God bless you all, and I pray for brighter days

>for each of you.

>

> in KY

>

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Keep teh Faith and keep reading. I am a believer in that we are never given

more than we can handle and we were not meant to " handle " all of it

ourselves. That is where Faith comes in. I know I do not have to Faith of

Job, but I strive for it. Prayer works or I would not be alive today. Keep

the Faith, and keep praying. Sometimes its all we can do.

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>Hi,>I'm really tyring to work on my faith right now. I was telling the

>associate pastor at my church that my memories of all the pain and

>suffering that I have gone through keeps me from believing that I can

>be healed - either by God's hands or through those of a surgeon. He

>said that my mind is my battlefield. I have been reading healing

>scriptures in order to try to fight the negative thoughts and

>memories away. Sometimes it works, sometimes it doesn't.

>

>I just wanted to check in with all, and say that all of you are in my

>thoughts and prayers. God bless you all, and I pray for brighter days

>for each of you.

>

> in KY

>

:

Keep teh Faith and keep reading. I am a believer in that we are never given

more than we can handle and we were not meant to " handle " all of it

ourselves. That is where Faith comes in. I know I do not have to Faith of

Job, but I strive for it. Prayer works or I would not be alive today. Keep

the Faith, and keep praying. Sometimes its all we can do.

Tuten-SC

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>Subject: Just thinking about this group

>Date: Tue, 10 Sep 2002 17:52:00 -0000

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>Hi,>I'm really tyring to work on my faith right now. I was telling the

>associate pastor at my church that my memories of all the pain and

>suffering that I have gone through keeps me from believing that I can

>be healed - either by God's hands or through those of a surgeon. He

>said that my mind is my battlefield. I have been reading healing

>scriptures in order to try to fight the negative thoughts and

>memories away. Sometimes it works, sometimes it doesn't.

>

>I just wanted to check in with all, and say that all of you are in my

>thoughts and prayers. God bless you all, and I pray for brighter days

>for each of you.

>

> in KY

>

:

Keep teh Faith and keep reading. I am a believer in that we are never given

more than we can handle and we were not meant to " handle " all of it

ourselves. That is where Faith comes in. I know I do not have to Faith of

Job, but I strive for it. Prayer works or I would not be alive today. Keep

the Faith, and keep praying. Sometimes its all we can do.

Tuten-SC

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