Sometimes you don't want to let others know

[Guest guest]

Sometimes I just don't want other know how bad it really is and I try

to keep a good facade about everything. Sometimes I feel that I

complain too much. I just try to get through it. Today I found that

my unemployment has ended with no extention. I have socked some money

away. Now I have to deal with the pressure of will my long term

disablity go through? Will I have to find work? Will I be able to

work. So may Questions? I am feeling a bit better. It is frustrating

to know that I am walking around every day on 90mg of morphine just

to make it! Thankfully I have a place to live until Feburary and have

little expenses. I am grateful for being able to pay for my own

medical though.

Walt

Tacoma, WA