Throat Culture

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Hey everybody I need to do a little e-venting here so if you don's want to

listen to this you better stop right now. Well, we found out today that

is still positive! I can't believe it we have done everything to try

to get rid of the psuedomonas and it will not go away this time. WHY!! I

can't understand it her doctor does not think that she has become immune to

the antibiotics yet but I am beginning to wonder. I HATE THIS!!!! My youngest

is back on med.'s also and we had one day were they over lapped and they were

both doing med.'s I thought that morning I was going to lose my mind. It's

hard enough trying to get one kids medications done but now I am going to

have two done before school starts in the morning. Last year it wasn't so bad

because my youngest was only in preschool and she went later to school but

this year she is in kindergarten so they go at the same time. I just want to

ball but I know it's not going to do any good it won't make the psuedomonas

GO AWAY!! I HATE THIS I HATE THIS I HATE THIS!! I HATE WHAT CF IS DOING TO

OUR FAMILY! I HATE WHAT CF IS DOING TO MY KIDS!!! There are somedays I think

I can handle this there are others that have worse then we got but there are

days like this where I am just going to lose my mind. I WANT MY LIFE BACK! I

WANT MY KIDS LIFE BACK! I JUST WANT A NORMAL LIFE AGAIN!!!

I just can't understand why she can't get rid of this pseudomonas. I though

for sure that the nose irrigation's were going to work. She had so much crap

that would come out of her nose I thought for sure that this was going to do

it. I don't know where to go from here and I don't think her doctor knows

either. That is what is so frustrating it's all a game lets try this OK if

that don't work lets try this way. I'M TIRED OF IT. You work so hard at

doing everything just right to get rid of it and you have such a let down

when you find out it still there. THIS IS CRAZY!!!! OK I feel a little better

now that I got all this screaming out of my system I hope I didn't hurt

anyone's ears with all my yelling. LOL! But thanks for listening I really

need some venting time. If I try to talk to my husband about it he just gets

even more mad because he knows I'm upset about it and it just make the whole

house an unpleasant place to be so I just try to keep it all in. But now that

I have this website I can let it out. Thanks for listening. Deb A