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HI My Dear Friends,

This is long, but, very needed. I am Margie Vickers from South Carolina. I am

5'3 " and I am currantly 230#. I just need to talk to you all. i started about

Jan seaching on the internet for Bariatric Surgery. I became aware of this

surgery about 2 years ago when I lived in MI and they had in the newspaper

about this seminar for anyone overweight. Well needless to say, call it shy,

low self esteem, or embarrassment, I didn't make it to the seminar. Didn't

want to go alone, and didn't know anyone in MI, I had just moved to MI and

therefore didn't know anyone and wasn't about to go it alone. About 2 mo.

later I found out I was moving to south Carolina ( my husband was transferred

again). It was then I decided to see if I could gain some info on the

internet about this seminar. I was too embarrassed to go anywhere. I

searched, filled out a form and the next thing I knew I was in the

association for Morbid Obesity on the puter! I guess thats how I started... I

filled out another form and Whalaa, I was a member of the onelist!! All I

can tell you is I am 41 yrs. old and have never in my life had support ,

friends, or anyone that understood what I felt. Talk about being in a

closet??? well I have Never Ever been " normal " , so I can't say I am

overweight due to childbirth (yes I have 1 son 19 yrs. old) or anything else

cause I have always been heavy, I can remember all the " chubby " girls had the

same dresses as me in grade school! Sears was the ONL:Y store for chubbies

then! Anyways, I have always felt like I was being made fun of. To this day I

have no friends to speak of (Part of that is due to moving alot) But you

know, If you have 1 good friend in a lifetime, My mom said to count yourself

lucky. So, when I came upon this group I was so amazed at the support, love,

understanding and the power of prayer!!! Oh my GOD!!! I could feel it so

strong!!! Whew!!! I really and truly couldn't believe there were other people

like me!! I honestly thought I was the only person in the world who was

lonely, dpresses, ashamed, low self esteem, and in pain physically, mentally

and MORALLY!! I say morally because the way we are treated in society is

brutal!! Isn't it a shame that this debilitating, horrific disease is made

to make us look like dirty, lazy slobs that cant control our food???? And

yet to obtain any kind of financial help for this is next to impossible. So

for all of you wonderful, loving caring understanding and absolutly

beautiful friends on this list that have obtained help from your ins. co. God

really and truly has blessed you! I have seen so many of you go from start to

the other side! I have laughed so hard , cried so hard, and I have felt your

feelings deep inside my soul. I never felt like I belonged anywhere as much

as I do here. I wouldn't even speak these words to anyone else I know in the

world! I have prayed so hard every day and night since I found you all, and

I have seen Gods power work right here before my eyes! AMEN!! What a feeling!

I completed my patient information form and sent it in on May 3rd or

somewhere close to that. The good Dr. sent the usual to my ins. co. I then

moved ( same area) and was busy for a few weeks. The reason I didn't send my

form in earlier was because I needed to find a pcp and that is hard, when you

move alot. 1st try and it worked, although I do not feel comfortable with

this Dr. But I did get an ok, he just was in a hurry and said ok?? So I am in

the proccess of obtaining a new Dr. in fact I have an apt. with her on Mon. I

just will feel better if I can find a Doc that I feel I can relate to. If

she agrees I will hang on her shirttail till she writes the Dr. letter and

believe me I will sit on her if needed!! In the meantime after I sent in my

Patient Info form, I contracted a trojan virus on my PUTER!!!!! OHHHH It was

awful!! I had no puter till now!!! Aren't you glad??? It really was hard to

go every day and not be able to talk to all of you! I Lost all my info!!! I

am just now able to get on!! So Now I forget where I left off!!1 I know alot

of people were going on over to the other side!!! trish, a, sandy, Who

else help me refresh my memory?? How is everyone??? I mean All of you? I

care!! I have missed all of you! I have just received in the mail the letter

that the ins. co. sends out to let you know if you are approved and I was not

excited in fact I didn't want to open it, because I knew my policy had an

exclusion, but I figured I was prepared, and I opened it, and I was refused.

Well I was really prepared!!! I cried, and cried, and cried and I still cry .

I can not seem to stop! I am not sure if and when I coulkd self pay. I have

been so patient and up until this point, I feel uncontrollable!! I need to

get my control back.I think this is the most degrading disease in the world!

I will regain control and all, but at this moment I feel like a 2 yr. old! I

am so ashamed! I am asking for that powerful prayer I've seen on here, to

touch me and help me. I feel lost and so alone. I need to overcome this

hopeless feeling of failure and I need the strength to go and fight for my

life. I need strength to pick myself back up and get together. Please pray

for me it seems so dark right now. I thank God for bringing all of you into

my life. I felt so empty for so long. It seems soooo long. Thank you so much

for listening and being here for me. I love you all and pray for everyone !

You mean The World to me. I pray for our Victory to come. To all of you my

friends I love you! sincerely, Margie Vickers......... and I willlllllllll

make it over to the other side!!!!!! *HUGS* :)

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HI My Dear Friends,

This is long, but, very needed. I am Margie Vickers from South Carolina. I am

5'3 " and I am currantly 230#. I just need to talk to you all. i started about

Jan seaching on the internet for Bariatric Surgery. I became aware of this

surgery about 2 years ago when I lived in MI and they had in the newspaper

about this seminar for anyone overweight. Well needless to say, call it shy,

low self esteem, or embarrassment, I didn't make it to the seminar. Didn't

want to go alone, and didn't know anyone in MI, I had just moved to MI and

therefore didn't know anyone and wasn't about to go it alone. About 2 mo.

later I found out I was moving to south Carolina ( my husband was transferred

again). It was then I decided to see if I could gain some info on the

internet about this seminar. I was too embarrassed to go anywhere. I

searched, filled out a form and the next thing I knew I was in the

association for Morbid Obesity on the puter! I guess thats how I started... I

filled out another form and Whalaa, I was a member of the onelist!! All I

can tell you is I am 41 yrs. old and have never in my life had support ,

friends, or anyone that understood what I felt. Talk about being in a

closet??? well I have Never Ever been " normal " , so I can't say I am

overweight due to childbirth (yes I have 1 son 19 yrs. old) or anything else

cause I have always been heavy, I can remember all the " chubby " girls had the

same dresses as me in grade school! Sears was the ONL:Y store for chubbies

then! Anyways, I have always felt like I was being made fun of. To this day I

have no friends to speak of (Part of that is due to moving alot) But you

know, If you have 1 good friend in a lifetime, My mom said to count yourself

lucky. So, when I came upon this group I was so amazed at the support, love,

understanding and the power of prayer!!! Oh my GOD!!! I could feel it so

strong!!! Whew!!! I really and truly couldn't believe there were other people

like me!! I honestly thought I was the only person in the world who was

lonely, dpresses, ashamed, low self esteem, and in pain physically, mentally

and MORALLY!! I say morally because the way we are treated in society is

brutal!! Isn't it a shame that this debilitating, horrific disease is made

to make us look like dirty, lazy slobs that cant control our food???? And

yet to obtain any kind of financial help for this is next to impossible. So

for all of you wonderful, loving caring understanding and absolutly

beautiful friends on this list that have obtained help from your ins. co. God

really and truly has blessed you! I have seen so many of you go from start to

the other side! I have laughed so hard , cried so hard, and I have felt your

feelings deep inside my soul. I never felt like I belonged anywhere as much

as I do here. I wouldn't even speak these words to anyone else I know in the

world! I have prayed so hard every day and night since I found you all, and

I have seen Gods power work right here before my eyes! AMEN!! What a feeling!

I completed my patient information form and sent it in on May 3rd or

somewhere close to that. The good Dr. sent the usual to my ins. co. I then

moved ( same area) and was busy for a few weeks. The reason I didn't send my

form in earlier was because I needed to find a pcp and that is hard, when you

move alot. 1st try and it worked, although I do not feel comfortable with

this Dr. But I did get an ok, he just was in a hurry and said ok?? So I am in

the proccess of obtaining a new Dr. in fact I have an apt. with her on Mon. I

just will feel better if I can find a Doc that I feel I can relate to. If

she agrees I will hang on her shirttail till she writes the Dr. letter and

believe me I will sit on her if needed!! In the meantime after I sent in my

Patient Info form, I contracted a trojan virus on my PUTER!!!!! OHHHH It was

awful!! I had no puter till now!!! Aren't you glad??? It really was hard to

go every day and not be able to talk to all of you! I Lost all my info!!! I

am just now able to get on!! So Now I forget where I left off!!1 I know alot

of people were going on over to the other side!!! trish, a, sandy, Who

else help me refresh my memory?? How is everyone??? I mean All of you? I

care!! I have missed all of you! I have just received in the mail the letter

that the ins. co. sends out to let you know if you are approved and I was not

excited in fact I didn't want to open it, because I knew my policy had an

exclusion, but I figured I was prepared, and I opened it, and I was refused.

Well I was really prepared!!! I cried, and cried, and cried and I still cry .

I can not seem to stop! I am not sure if and when I coulkd self pay. I have

been so patient and up until this point, I feel uncontrollable!! I need to

get my control back.I think this is the most degrading disease in the world!

I will regain control and all, but at this moment I feel like a 2 yr. old! I

am so ashamed! I am asking for that powerful prayer I've seen on here, to

touch me and help me. I feel lost and so alone. I need to overcome this

hopeless feeling of failure and I need the strength to go and fight for my

life. I need strength to pick myself back up and get together. Please pray

for me it seems so dark right now. I thank God for bringing all of you into

my life. I felt so empty for so long. It seems soooo long. Thank you so much

for listening and being here for me. I love you all and pray for everyone !

You mean The World to me. I pray for our Victory to come. To all of you my

friends I love you! sincerely, Margie Vickers......... and I willlllllllll

make it over to the other side!!!!!! *HUGS* :)

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HI My Dear Friends,

This is long, but, very needed. I am Margie Vickers from South Carolina. I am

5'3 " and I am currantly 230#. I just need to talk to you all. i started about

Jan seaching on the internet for Bariatric Surgery. I became aware of this

surgery about 2 years ago when I lived in MI and they had in the newspaper

about this seminar for anyone overweight. Well needless to say, call it shy,

low self esteem, or embarrassment, I didn't make it to the seminar. Didn't

want to go alone, and didn't know anyone in MI, I had just moved to MI and

therefore didn't know anyone and wasn't about to go it alone. About 2 mo.

later I found out I was moving to south Carolina ( my husband was transferred

again). It was then I decided to see if I could gain some info on the

internet about this seminar. I was too embarrassed to go anywhere. I

searched, filled out a form and the next thing I knew I was in the

association for Morbid Obesity on the puter! I guess thats how I started... I

filled out another form and Whalaa, I was a member of the onelist!! All I

can tell you is I am 41 yrs. old and have never in my life had support ,

friends, or anyone that understood what I felt. Talk about being in a

closet??? well I have Never Ever been " normal " , so I can't say I am

overweight due to childbirth (yes I have 1 son 19 yrs. old) or anything else

cause I have always been heavy, I can remember all the " chubby " girls had the

same dresses as me in grade school! Sears was the ONL:Y store for chubbies

then! Anyways, I have always felt like I was being made fun of. To this day I

have no friends to speak of (Part of that is due to moving alot) But you

know, If you have 1 good friend in a lifetime, My mom said to count yourself

lucky. So, when I came upon this group I was so amazed at the support, love,

understanding and the power of prayer!!! Oh my GOD!!! I could feel it so

strong!!! Whew!!! I really and truly couldn't believe there were other people

like me!! I honestly thought I was the only person in the world who was

lonely, dpresses, ashamed, low self esteem, and in pain physically, mentally

and MORALLY!! I say morally because the way we are treated in society is

brutal!! Isn't it a shame that this debilitating, horrific disease is made

to make us look like dirty, lazy slobs that cant control our food???? And

yet to obtain any kind of financial help for this is next to impossible. So

for all of you wonderful, loving caring understanding and absolutly

beautiful friends on this list that have obtained help from your ins. co. God

really and truly has blessed you! I have seen so many of you go from start to

the other side! I have laughed so hard , cried so hard, and I have felt your

feelings deep inside my soul. I never felt like I belonged anywhere as much

as I do here. I wouldn't even speak these words to anyone else I know in the

world! I have prayed so hard every day and night since I found you all, and

I have seen Gods power work right here before my eyes! AMEN!! What a feeling!

I completed my patient information form and sent it in on May 3rd or

somewhere close to that. The good Dr. sent the usual to my ins. co. I then

moved ( same area) and was busy for a few weeks. The reason I didn't send my

form in earlier was because I needed to find a pcp and that is hard, when you

move alot. 1st try and it worked, although I do not feel comfortable with

this Dr. But I did get an ok, he just was in a hurry and said ok?? So I am in

the proccess of obtaining a new Dr. in fact I have an apt. with her on Mon. I

just will feel better if I can find a Doc that I feel I can relate to. If

she agrees I will hang on her shirttail till she writes the Dr. letter and

believe me I will sit on her if needed!! In the meantime after I sent in my

Patient Info form, I contracted a trojan virus on my PUTER!!!!! OHHHH It was

awful!! I had no puter till now!!! Aren't you glad??? It really was hard to

go every day and not be able to talk to all of you! I Lost all my info!!! I

am just now able to get on!! So Now I forget where I left off!!1 I know alot

of people were going on over to the other side!!! trish, a, sandy, Who

else help me refresh my memory?? How is everyone??? I mean All of you? I

care!! I have missed all of you! I have just received in the mail the letter

that the ins. co. sends out to let you know if you are approved and I was not

excited in fact I didn't want to open it, because I knew my policy had an

exclusion, but I figured I was prepared, and I opened it, and I was refused.

Well I was really prepared!!! I cried, and cried, and cried and I still cry .

I can not seem to stop! I am not sure if and when I coulkd self pay. I have

been so patient and up until this point, I feel uncontrollable!! I need to

get my control back.I think this is the most degrading disease in the world!

I will regain control and all, but at this moment I feel like a 2 yr. old! I

am so ashamed! I am asking for that powerful prayer I've seen on here, to

touch me and help me. I feel lost and so alone. I need to overcome this

hopeless feeling of failure and I need the strength to go and fight for my

life. I need strength to pick myself back up and get together. Please pray

for me it seems so dark right now. I thank God for bringing all of you into

my life. I felt so empty for so long. It seems soooo long. Thank you so much

for listening and being here for me. I love you all and pray for everyone !

You mean The World to me. I pray for our Victory to come. To all of you my

friends I love you! sincerely, Margie Vickers......... and I willlllllllll

make it over to the other side!!!!!! *HUGS* :)

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Hi Margie

I'm Joy B and I know how you feel I have been in that dark, dark

corner before Please hang in there and know that I'm praying for you. HOLD

your head HIGH because you are a child of God! and he loves you just as you

are. I will be praying about your ins will change with your appeal.

yours in Christ

Joy B

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Hi Margie

I'm Joy B and I know how you feel I have been in that dark, dark

corner before Please hang in there and know that I'm praying for you. HOLD

your head HIGH because you are a child of God! and he loves you just as you

are. I will be praying about your ins will change with your appeal.

yours in Christ

Joy B

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Hi Margie

I'm Joy B and I know how you feel I have been in that dark, dark

corner before Please hang in there and know that I'm praying for you. HOLD

your head HIGH because you are a child of God! and he loves you just as you

are. I will be praying about your ins will change with your appeal.

yours in Christ

Joy B

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JOY,

HI I havent met you yet, but thanks a million for your support and prayers. I

am trying soooo hard to get back up. How far along are you in the proccess?

I hope to get to know you as well. HUGS and thanks so much!n Margie SC

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JOY,

HI I havent met you yet, but thanks a million for your support and prayers. I

am trying soooo hard to get back up. How far along are you in the proccess?

I hope to get to know you as well. HUGS and thanks so much!n Margie SC

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In a message dated 6/3/2000 3:20:20 PM Eastern Daylight Time,

MCypher31@... writes:

<< I thank God for bringing all of you into

my life. I felt so empty for so long. It seems soooo long. Thank you so

much

for listening and being here for me. I love you all and pray for everyone !

You mean The World to me. I pray for our Victory to come. To all of you my

friends I love you! sincerely, Margie Vickers......... and I

willlllllllll

make it over to the other side!!!!!! *HUGS* :) >>

Well Margie, I don't know where to start other than to tell you that your

post really touched my heart!!! It made tears come to my eyes, because I do

know that sense of loneliness and feeling alone!! I have been there and done

that, I've lived the life of ridicule as a child and also as an adult and I

also feel the same about this sight, it's the first time I ever have had the

release valve of talking with others who know how I feel and what my life has

been like. This is a wonderful place filled with wonderful, kind, caring

people from all walks of life from all over the country. Isn't the Internet

amazing? and isn't Dr. R an amazing and wonderful man to set up a site such

as this!!!!

I'm so sorry about your insurance, but don't you give up, appeal it!!! keep

fighting!!!! We have hope here and do not let those a--holes take that away

from you!!! I'm not heard squat from mine yet, but if they turn me down, I

will fight, I've struggled to long in this body and am sick of feeling sick

and tired all the time and I'm going to have a new one!!!!!!!!! So you keep

your head held high and dry your tears and tell yourself that something worth

having is worth fighting for!!!! We are all in this together and we will all

always be here for you!!!

I guess I could tell you who I am. My name is Cathy Morrow and I live in

Lenoir, NC about 3.1/2 hours from Durham. I'm 44 years old, I weigh 216.5

lbs. I'm 5 feet tall and my BMI is 42. I've been married 28 yrs. and have 2

children a daughter 27 and a son 20, I also have 3 grandchildren, ages 9, 5,

and 6 weeks.

Wanting

to be on the other side,

Cathy in Lenoir, NC

Patient Info Emailed on 5/2/00

BMI 42

" A Journey Of A Thousand Miles Begins With A Single Step! "

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Hi Margie..

I am so sorry you have been denied but, know that all of us are right here

behind you praying for you... The good Lord has brought you to this group

for support like you have never felt before.. It's really easy for us to

understand because unfortunately, we HAVE all been there.. I wouldn't wish

the emotional pain I have been through on my worst enemy.. But, I also

wouldn't trade what i have learned from it for the world.. Please know that

you are " home " and soon you will be on the other side.. The walls WILL come

down for all of us one way or another... <<< >>>

In my thoughts and prayers,

Terri

>HI My Dear Friends,

>

>This is long, but, very needed. I am Margie Vickers from South Carolina. I

>am

>5'3 " and I am currantly 230#. I just need to talk to you all. i started

>about

>You mean The World to me. I pray for our Victory to come. To all of you my

>friends I love you! sincerely, Margie Vickers......... and I

>willlllllllll

>make it over to the other side!!!!!! *HUGS* :)

" But I tell you who hear me: Love your enemies, do good to those who hate

you, bless those who curse you, pray for those who mistreat you. " - Luke

6:27-28

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Dear Margie,

My heart goes out to you right now! And you most certainly are in my

prayers!!!! I'm so sorry that your insurance has been denied!! Remember,

God is still in the miracle business!!!!

I hate to read your words that you are ashamed and that you feel

worthless. It is the world that tries to make you feel that way. Remember

your Father in heaven. He loves you so much!!! Did you realize that He

made you just to have the pleasure of knowing you? He loves you just the

way you are.

What's more, anyone who is worth being your friend will also love you

just the way you are...not for what they want you to be or for what they can

try to make you be!!!!

Please feel free to email me if you need to just have someone who

listens and who cares!!!

Carol K.

Pre MGB

email: tbearkelly@...

>From: MCypher31@...

>Reply-To: MiniGastricBypass (AT) e

>To: MiniGastricBypass (AT) e

>Subject: Re: Long but Sincere!

>Date: Sat, 3 Jun 2000 15:19:12 EDT

>

>HI My Dear Friends,

>

>This is long, but, very needed. I am Margie Vickers from South Carolina. I

>am

>5'3 " and I am currantly 230#. I just need to talk to you all. i started

>about

>Jan seaching on the internet for Bariatric Surgery. I became aware of this

>surgery about 2 years ago when I lived in MI and they had in the newspaper

>about this seminar for anyone overweight. Well needless to say, call it

>shy,

>low self esteem, or embarrassment, I didn't make it to the seminar. Didn't

>want to go alone, and didn't know anyone in MI, I had just moved to MI and

>therefore didn't know anyone and wasn't about to go it alone. About 2 mo.

>later I found out I was moving to south Carolina ( my husband was

>transferred

>again). It was then I decided to see if I could gain some info on the

>internet about this seminar. I was too embarrassed to go anywhere. I

>searched, filled out a form and the next thing I knew I was in the

>association for Morbid Obesity on the puter! I guess thats how I started...

>I

>filled out another form and Whalaa, I was a member of the onelist!! All I

>can tell you is I am 41 yrs. old and have never in my life had support ,

>friends, or anyone that understood what I felt. Talk about being in a

>closet??? well I have Never Ever been " normal " , so I can't say I am

>overweight due to childbirth (yes I have 1 son 19 yrs. old) or anything

>else

>cause I have always been heavy, I can remember all the " chubby " girls had

>the

>same dresses as me in grade school! Sears was the ONL:Y store for chubbies

>then! Anyways, I have always felt like I was being made fun of. To this day

>I

>have no friends to speak of (Part of that is due to moving alot) But you

>know, If you have 1 good friend in a lifetime, My mom said to count

>yourself

>lucky. So, when I came upon this group I was so amazed at the support,

>love,

>understanding and the power of prayer!!! Oh my GOD!!! I could feel it so

>strong!!! Whew!!! I really and truly couldn't believe there were other

>people

>like me!! I honestly thought I was the only person in the world who was

>lonely, dpresses, ashamed, low self esteem, and in pain physically,

>mentally

>and MORALLY!! I say morally because the way we are treated in society is

>brutal!! Isn't it a shame that this debilitating, horrific disease is made

>to make us look like dirty, lazy slobs that cant control our food???? And

>yet to obtain any kind of financial help for this is next to impossible. So

>for all of you wonderful, loving caring understanding and absolutly

>beautiful friends on this list that have obtained help from your ins. co.

>God

>really and truly has blessed you! I have seen so many of you go from start

>to

>the other side! I have laughed so hard , cried so hard, and I have felt

>your

>feelings deep inside my soul. I never felt like I belonged anywhere as much

>as I do here. I wouldn't even speak these words to anyone else I know in

>the

>world! I have prayed so hard every day and night since I found you all,

>and

>I have seen Gods power work right here before my eyes! AMEN!! What a

>feeling!

> I completed my patient information form and sent it in on May 3rd or

>somewhere close to that. The good Dr. sent the usual to my ins. co. I then

>moved ( same area) and was busy for a few weeks. The reason I didn't send

>my

>form in earlier was because I needed to find a pcp and that is hard, when

>you

>move alot. 1st try and it worked, although I do not feel comfortable with

>this Dr. But I did get an ok, he just was in a hurry and said ok?? So I am

>in

>the proccess of obtaining a new Dr. in fact I have an apt. with her on Mon.

>I

>just will feel better if I can find a Doc that I feel I can relate to. If

>she agrees I will hang on her shirttail till she writes the Dr. letter and

>believe me I will sit on her if needed!! In the meantime after I sent in my

>Patient Info form, I contracted a trojan virus on my PUTER!!!!! OHHHH It

>was

>awful!! I had no puter till now!!! Aren't you glad??? It really was hard to

>go every day and not be able to talk to all of you! I Lost all my info!!!

>I

>am just now able to get on!! So Now I forget where I left off!!1 I know

>alot

>of people were going on over to the other side!!! trish, a, sandy, Who

>else help me refresh my memory?? How is everyone??? I mean All of you? I

>care!! I have missed all of you! I have just received in the mail the

>letter

>that the ins. co. sends out to let you know if you are approved and I was

>not

>excited in fact I didn't want to open it, because I knew my policy had an

>exclusion, but I figured I was prepared, and I opened it, and I was

>refused.

>Well I was really prepared!!! I cried, and cried, and cried and I still cry

>.

>I can not seem to stop! I am not sure if and when I coulkd self pay. I have

>been so patient and up until this point, I feel uncontrollable!! I need to

>get my control back.I think this is the most degrading disease in the

>world!

>I will regain control and all, but at this moment I feel like a 2 yr. old!

>I

>am so ashamed! I am asking for that powerful prayer I've seen on here, to

>touch me and help me. I feel lost and so alone. I need to overcome this

>hopeless feeling of failure and I need the strength to go and fight for my

>life. I need strength to pick myself back up and get together. Please pray

>for me it seems so dark right now. I thank God for bringing all of you

>into

>my life. I felt so empty for so long. It seems soooo long. Thank you so

>much

>for listening and being here for me. I love you all and pray for everyone !

>You mean The World to me. I pray for our Victory to come. To all of you my

>friends I love you! sincerely, Margie Vickers......... and I

>willlllllllll

>make it over to the other side!!!!!! *HUGS* :)

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