Re: EMERGENCY-TANYA

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Email me personally I will get back to you although I m only week

tomorrow, also FLO I ll volunteer her she posts here, she love to

type!1

Best wishes!

Lori

L Honour @ htginc.com

In MiniGastricBypass (AT) e, " kay deno " wrote:

> ,

> I wish I could help, but I'm not on the other side yet. I'm trying

so hard.

> The insurance is just a hassel. I, too, was so happy to find this

site and

> people who know how I feel. Good luck.

>

> EMERGENCY

>

>

> > Hello Everyone, I am not a new kid on the block. I have E-mailed

some of

> > you. My name is . Please allow me to tell you a little

about

> myself.

> > I am 49 years old and have been overweight 45 of those years. I am

> presently

> > 325 pounds and I stand at 5ft 3in. I am also more miserable than

I have

> ever

> > been in my life. I could not sleep one night (of many) and I ran

upon

> this

> > site. I was mesmerized. I could not believe that this is

actually a

> > reality. I have been hopeless for so many years I can't even

count them.

> I

> > am still mesmerized. I read all of the letters and the profiles

and I cry

> > because there are people like me who understands what it means to

be fat

> and

> > not to be fit for society. (Please bear with me because I am

longwinded).

> I

> > cry because there is a chance that I won't have to feel so bad

anymore.

> >

> > I immediately acted on this opportunity. I filled out the form

and got

> > everything in motion. I received a letter from the Dr (Rutledge)

about my

> > insurance. I didn't know that it was going to be so fast. I

waited and I

> > couldn't wait to hear from the insurance carrier. I nervously

called the

> > insurance company a few days later and had to call back a couple

of other

> > times. Gladly, I was approved!!! I cried like a baby. But the

only

> thing I

> > had not seen my doctor, or DR Rutledge yet. The insurance person

needed a

> > surgery date ASAP. My appointment with Dr Rutledge is not until

June

> 13th.

> > That was May 11 when I was approved.

> >

> > Now, I am beginning to panic. In the back of my mind I feel the

insurance

> is

> > going to change their mind because I didn't get back to them in a

timely

> > manner. I am so afraid and I need those that believe in prayer

to please

> > pray for me.

> >

> > I was told in January that if I didn't lose weight I would not

live to see

> > another year. I just cant miss out on this opportunity. It is a

matter

> of

> > life or death fore me. I have sent out I don't know how many e-

mails to

> > people to see if they would be my contacts. I have heard from no

one. I

> > don't understand. I have to get that packet ready and I don't

have all of

> my

> > contacts. Please forgive me. I am just overwhelmed right now

and I get

> this

> > terrible feeling that I am going to die fat and I just can hardly

bear it.

> > Some of the people responded and for that I am grateful.

> >

> > The testing and everything is going so slow. I'm still not sure

if I have

> > everything done that I need. I had a Pap-smear, and will have a

mammogram

> > Friday. Do I need a chest x-ray and an upper GI? Will someone

please

> help

> > me? I am just so afraid right now. Please forgive me, because I

am use

> to

> > hiding how I feel, but I don't have to do that with you all. I

need you

> > help. I know this was a long entry, thanks for listening.......I

love you

> > guys. Please e-mail me. Thanks in advance for your help.

> >

> > Beamon

> > Trying to make a change

> > E-mail address (BeamonBritnet@a...)

> >

> >

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