Guest guest Posted September 1, 2002 Report Share Posted September 1, 2002 I'm so out of touch. I'm very sorry. I have no useful words of late, I am useless entirely. My very best friend at 52 had a brain tumor and died within with a week. I had no clue and was not clued in; I'm so angry and sad I have no words to even begin to express the frustration. Nobody knew, then he was dead. I didn't have a chance to say good bye or anything even close. I can't stop cyring.. I am ashamed that I wasn't a better friend. PLEASE... Tell those that you care about you that you love them. I loved him dearly, and didn't tell him nearly enough. He was a marathon runner, fit more than anybody you'd EVER think needed a bit of help.. Brain tumor, four days, boom. Gone. I miss him so much, I can't stop crying. I am serious, I just can't stop crying. I should be the one to drop, not .. He was " all that " . I can't stop crying. Why am I the one still living. I have a terminal disease, don't do anything anything right, have to struggle everyday with diet, fat, etc., and am miserable because my body doesn't like me very much. And it turns out that my friggin' body is about one of the luckiest one there is. Please folks - treat your bodies well. I miss my friend so much - I can't tell you. I can't stop crying. I just can't stop crying. Every hour, on the hour - I'm bawling like a little child. Please be good to your body. had a brain tumor. Two days later, two major surgeries later, he was dead. We are - in spite of this nasty, awful disease - somtimes better off. I pray to God that none of us end up with this CP cancer, or worse. But sometimes, it just doesn't matter. He was out with friends, and within one day, that was end. I pray for each of you that reads this that you may not meet the same end - that you may fortunate enough to have more time to plan your stage(s). God bless us all. Peace & love, Terry in KC Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 1, 2002 Report Share Posted September 1, 2002 I'm so out of touch. I'm very sorry. I have no useful words of late, I am useless entirely. My very best friend at 52 had a brain tumor and died within with a week. I had no clue and was not clued in; I'm so angry and sad I have no words to even begin to express the frustration. Nobody knew, then he was dead. I didn't have a chance to say good bye or anything even close. I can't stop cyring.. I am ashamed that I wasn't a better friend. PLEASE... Tell those that you care about you that you love them. I loved him dearly, and didn't tell him nearly enough. He was a marathon runner, fit more than anybody you'd EVER think needed a bit of help.. Brain tumor, four days, boom. Gone. I miss him so much, I can't stop crying. I am serious, I just can't stop crying. I should be the one to drop, not .. He was " all that " . I can't stop crying. Why am I the one still living. I have a terminal disease, don't do anything anything right, have to struggle everyday with diet, fat, etc., and am miserable because my body doesn't like me very much. And it turns out that my friggin' body is about one of the luckiest one there is. Please folks - treat your bodies well. I miss my friend so much - I can't tell you. I can't stop crying. I just can't stop crying. Every hour, on the hour - I'm bawling like a little child. Please be good to your body. had a brain tumor. Two days later, two major surgeries later, he was dead. We are - in spite of this nasty, awful disease - somtimes better off. I pray to God that none of us end up with this CP cancer, or worse. But sometimes, it just doesn't matter. He was out with friends, and within one day, that was end. I pray for each of you that reads this that you may not meet the same end - that you may fortunate enough to have more time to plan your stage(s). God bless us all. Peace & love, Terry in KC Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 1, 2002 Report Share Posted September 1, 2002 PS.... I miss my friend so very much - he didn't have enough time to plan things to tell his friends how much he missed them - please don't make the same mistake. Please, PLEASE tell your friends - no matter if your 12 or 43 or 76 - tell them how much you miss them, and leave them one tiny thing - one tiny thing - that tells them - that you love them and miss them. Please. One tiny thing. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 2, 2002 Report Share Posted September 2, 2002 Terry, What a tragic loss! I am so sorry. Life does seem to be so unfair at times. I know there is nothing I can say that will make this any easier for you, but please know you are in my prayers. 'My very best friend at 52 had a brain tumor and died within with a week.' Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 2, 2002 Report Share Posted September 2, 2002 Terry, What a tragic loss! I am so sorry. Life does seem to be so unfair at times. I know there is nothing I can say that will make this any easier for you, but please know you are in my prayers. 'My very best friend at 52 had a brain tumor and died within with a week.' Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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