The best laid plans...

[Guest guest]

Good Morning all;

I'm sitting here at 3:15 am again, on 9/11, having recently read

's and Chuck's messages on their memories of 9/11.

I've shared with you all my recent hospital stay with the paralytic

ileus and just being released on Sunday, I thought the worst was

behind me. So this afternoon I picked up my 23 yr old son (who

is mentally handicapped) and told him that he was going to spend the

night and that tomorrow- 9/11, he & I would go down town to the main

fire station for a Memorial Prayer and breakfast. He was elated!! You

see, if Kev hadn't been born with brain damage (due to anoxia at

birth) he would most certainly be a Fireman now. He lives, eats and

breathes firetrucks, and ambulances! My oldest son Kris is a

Policeman here in town., which thrills his younger brother to death.

But now I don't know if I'll be able to keep my promise to .

About 2 hrs ago, i started severe vomiting again! It was projectile

too, just like before. It isn't brown yet (if you know what I mean),

but this is how it started 1 1/2 weeks ago. I so wanted tomorrow to

be a special day for Kev and me , as he was very upset when i was in

the hospital and he couldn't come home for the weekend.

But what can I do? I guess I'll make myself NPO again, use another

Phenergan Supp. and muddle through the day the best I can. I can't

let him down again!

DAMN THIS DISEASE Anyway!!!

If anyone is reading this in the wee hours of the morn, please pray

for me so that i can get through the morning with my boy! We are to

be there at 8am.

God Bless you all!!

And thanks for letting me ramble.

Cyndie