talking about jinxing yourself

[Guest guest]

I;ve been back at work for two days this week. I don't know if I'll make it a

third. I am not feeling well tonight. I ran into a friend at work today. She

came and gave me a hug and todl me she was glad to see me back as she had been

so worried about me. The wierd thing is that the day before I left to go on my

business trip (I had my first attack in forever while in VA on a business trip),

I was just talking to this friend and another friend (who's dad almost died from

pancreatitis). I was telling them how wonderful I had been doing and how losing

all the weight from my gastric bypass had really given me a new lease on life.

I told them I'd had an MRCP in April and the GI assured me the panc was

perfectly fine and I'd likely never another attack. The GI also assured me that

the intermittent pain I'd been having from October until the beginning of May

couldn't be my panc. The pain had gone away the beginning and I hadn't had a

single pain and it was now mid July, so the doc must be right. My panc problems

were over, I was much thinner, lupus seemed to be in complete remission. I was

just overall an active, healthy 41 year old woman in the prime of life! Well,

it was 3 days after that conversation that I ended up in a hospital several

hundred miles from home with acute panc. I've been in the hospital four more

times since mid-july! I guess that's what I get for thinking!!!!

Even so, even for all my whining now. I know it could be worse. I'm trying to

ride this out, but the ride is no fun tonight!

[Guest guest]

,

I'm sorry you still aren't feeling well. I hope that if you don't feel up to

going in you won't!!! Stay home and rest yourself. Going in and pushing will

make it just that much worse.

I went back to work today, and though I was really tired when I came home I

don't feel so tired now. I have to go in at 8 tomorrow too, so we will see how

I feel then, lol. I hope I can at lest get through tomorrow so I will have a

pay check next Friday worth cashing. Last week was a whopping $30, lol. But

something is better than nothing.

If you go to work tomorrow, please pace yourself and if you feel too bad, GO

HOME!!!

{{{HUGZ and Prayers}}}

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[Guest guest]

,

I'm sorry you still aren't feeling well. I hope that if you don't feel up to

going in you won't!!! Stay home and rest yourself. Going in and pushing will

make it just that much worse.

I went back to work today, and though I was really tired when I came home I

don't feel so tired now. I have to go in at 8 tomorrow too, so we will see how

I feel then, lol. I hope I can at lest get through tomorrow so I will have a

pay check next Friday worth cashing. Last week was a whopping $30, lol. But

something is better than nothing.

If you go to work tomorrow, please pace yourself and if you feel too bad, GO

HOME!!!

{{{HUGZ and Prayers}}}

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