it was not my intention to ruffle feathers

April 5, 2002

with my post titled " are we expecting too much "

I think that it is more rational to put my trust in the medical profession and

the clinical results of pharmaceuticals rather than the dribble of cosmetic

company claims. I know that we are all wanting a something which we feel will

make our rosacea more tolerable or more acceptable. But, are we aiming for 100%.

at the risk of being disappointed if we can only achieve 70%. I am a

perfectionist. You do not know me but I am a perfectionist in everything I do.

Accepting less than perfect skin is not easy. It was very hard on me

emotionally. I still find it hard to meet with others who have come to expect

perfection from me in my home, my clothes, my hair, my skin, my everything. I am

trying to come to terms with the fact, not the idea, but the fact that my skin

is not perfect and never will be. My friends accept me for who and what I am but

acceptance for me is much harder. I apologize if my comments offended anyone. It

was not meant as a put down. I have rosacea. I know what it is like. I have had

it for nearly 13 years. I wish to god that I could get rid of it. But wishing is

not going to make it go away. Wishing and hoping and trying every snake oil

which has come along has made me bitter and frustrated and has robbed me of

wonderful times with my family and friends. Will I still be tempted to try

something new. Oh, yes. I am sure I will. But I hope that I will be able to put

everything in perspective. But for now, I am going to truly give the standard

treatment a try and be happy with the 70% ( if I can be so lukcy to achieve. )

Once again, if I have offended anyone, please, e-mail me. I don't want to make

anyone feel isolated and alone because of my comments. I have gotten so much

help and encouragment for so many that I would hate to think that what I have

said is making someone feel badly.

Take care

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