Need some prayers

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Hi, to all. Hope that today is treating you well.

For all of you who pray, I ask that you do so for me today.

Yesterday, I had to take many pain meds and phenergen. The lurking

pain became strong yesterday at work, and lingered on through the

evening. It came at an awful time. My husband's grandmother died

yesterday, and we are going to have to go out of town this weekend to

a very, very small town. I wouldn't let them touch me with a ten

foot pole if my CP gets severe. So, it would be at least a three

hour drive to get back to civilization. Today, I am hurting - but I

can tolerate it. Last night, I had to just hand my kids over to my

husband and give up. My baby wouldn't sleep, so I ended up not

resting at all. I know I am whining, but I get so scared everytime

the pain starts. I know where I might end up, and it just puts me

into a " quiet and internal " panic. I am trying not to take the meds,

as I don't want my tolerance to keep building (I've been doing so

well without them, just tolerating as best as possible). But, my

instincts say to take them.

Anyways, I just wanted to ask for prayers, as I try to keep healthy

and to be strong for my husband.

Thanks, and you are all in my prayers!!

in KY