Belinda Re: Me Re: Weird

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Deborah,

I am glad I asked you that question because I was asking Glenn what

he thought an air mattress was for. I couldn't remember asking you.

Oh dear! I couldn't ever be a liar because I can't remember anything.

I am trying desperately to stay awake so I can catch up with all

these messages. I can't stand not to read all of them for fear I

might miss something! LOL I am so happy that the only problem you are

having at the moment is your left eye. Seems like such a small thing

with all the pain you have experienced for so long. My doctor

mentioned something about research and they might want to drill a

hole in my skull. Don't ask me what for because I don't know why he

said that. You immediately came in my mind and I told him NO WAY! He

told me I might change my mind but as far as I am concerned NOT! Ok,

I know why you did it and I commend you for it. You were so brave!

You were trying to help yourself and so many. I am not as brave as

you are and I don't think I could handle all that you have been put

through. I love you, I admire you, but I can't do it so I won't. Just

try to stay as well as you can because I am so excited about our

group meeting as much as the rest of the group if not more. Well, not

more than Jan, LOL but equal to her anyways!

Love to you and ,

Belinda

> Belinda,

>

> The air mattress is for on top of the bed so I won't get bed

sores. I

> have been in bed for the past 3 weeks due to extreme pain and the

inability

> to walk. I am happy to say that I woke up feeling " OK " today.

Take that

> with a grain of salt. I haven't been able to roll over without

crying in

> weeks and today, here I am, up and on the computer in the

kitchen... can't

> see worth a darn out of my left eye but the hands, arms and legs

decided to

> trick me and rejoin the living today. I hope my fuzzy left eye

keeps its

> problems to itself and leaves the rest of the body out of this

disease

> today. Crazy disease this is.... 3 weeks down for the count and

all of a

> sudden, a less than " steven king...movie quality " morning arrives

out of

> nowhere.

>

> Hugs,

> Deborah aka Tenacity

>

>

>

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