Tuesday is surgery...very nervous!!

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So, Tuesday is the big day. i have been getting tests done and

seeing different doctors all week long. this has been the longest

week of my life. i can't believe that it is still wednesday. i

can't sleep, and all throughout the day the surgery and post op is

all i ever think about. its a continuous cycle of fears, anxiety,

nervousness...it never stops. i just wish it was tuesday already,

but on the other hand im really scared about having my mouth wired

for 6 weeks. its just all really hitting me right now. i can't

believe i wont be able to open my mouth for 6 weeks. it's all

starting to feel like a dream, i can't believe that this is all

really happening. i can't believe this is happening. i just want

it to be tuesday already. i can't stand this waiting any longer.

tomorrow is my last pre-op appt with my OS. i'll be talking to him

some more and also getting fitted for my splint.

how is everyone doing with their post op experiences and

recoveries? well, i hope.

i've been trying to savor all the solid foods i can right now. and

chewing lots of gum!

well, take care everyone hope everyone is doing nicely.