Re: Digest Number 1920

[Guest guest]

" Hey ,

> You just hang in there girl! We all have those

> pity party days. And then

> something special seems to happen. We all do

> believe in prayer, I hope you do

> too, you will be on my prayer list. "

Thanks Lu, you are sweet. Your butterfly story

was very good, but sometimes (like today) it's

just words. NOt feeling really good. Day started

out fine and I went to see a friend in late

afternoon and it seemed that whatever I did,

change into my clothes, walk to the car, park the

car, walk 1/2 block to her house, go to the

garden store with her, etc, etc, it took all my

breath and more just to do these things. I

cancelled a dinner date with my best friend

because I just wanted to go home. I've heard that

God gives you as much as you can handle. I'm

feeling it's all hogwash right now. :-( I'm also

pissed off at my husband because he decided to

plan a wkd trip to Lake Tahoe sometime in Sept. I

told him that I wanted to either go to Portland

or down the coast through S. Calif. to make up

for our missed Ireland trip. (Plus we'd been to

Tahoe many many many many many times.Big deal).

We already have a trip planned for our 2nd

wedding anniversary to Las Vegas (which I didn't

really want, but it's a free trip and I figured

at least one of us is going to like it...).

Anyway, he goes and schedules the trip to LTahoe.

There's gambling and hiking and resort stuff. I

hate gambling, it's boring. I can't hike even if

I wanted to. I can't take advantage of the pools

because of my breathing and I have to stay out of

the sun anyway because of metho. It's just really

insensitive of him and he hasn't taken into

consideration what I wanted to do....I wanted to

talk about it and guess what he said? " Can't you

wait till the commercials? " Yup, that's what he

is tonight. XXXhole. Glad to be venting.

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When choosing the lesser of two evils,

I always like the one I haven't tried.

-- Mae West

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[Guest guest]

Hi ,

Ok... you stole my hubby right? LOL My husband can be pretty

insensitive, something I am not at all used to. Mind you, he is quite

a bit older than me, so maybe that is it. At the wedding his friends

kept asking my best-friend if I knew what I was getting into! We got

married almost a year ago.

I know what you mean, about thinking in the morning that today may be

a good day, and then everything seems to fall apart. I just hate that,

I would rather know early that it is gonna be one of those days. It

always seem to happen when I am at Costco, and am buying the really

heavy stuff. I was there on Monday, and I was feeling great, then

suddenly I just felt terrible, and my ear flared up and got really

red. Then I had to wait in line for 20 minutes, it wasn't my finest

hour.

Have a great weekend.

le

> Thanks Lu, you are sweet. Your butterfly story

> was very good, but sometimes (like today) it's

> just words. NOt feeling really good. Day started

> out fine and I went to see a friend in late

> afternoon and it seemed that whatever I did,

> change into my clothes, walk to the car, park the

> car, walk 1/2 block to her house, go to the

> garden store with her, etc, etc, it took all my

> breath and more just to do these things. I

> cancelled a dinner date with my best friend

> because I just wanted to go home. I've heard that

> God gives you as much as you can handle. I'm

> feeling it's all hogwash right now. :-( I'm also

> pissed off at my husband because he decided to

> plan a wkd trip to Lake Tahoe sometime in Sept. I

> told him that I wanted to either go to Portland

> or down the coast through S. Calif. to make up

> for our missed Ireland trip. (Plus we'd been to

> Tahoe many many many many many times.Big deal).

> We already have a trip planned for our 2nd

> wedding anniversary to Las Vegas (which I didn't

> really want, but it's a free trip and I figured

> at least one of us is going to like it...).

> Anyway, he goes and schedules the trip to LTahoe.

> There's gambling and hiking and resort stuff. I

> hate gambling, it's boring. I can't hike even if

> I wanted to. I can't take advantage of the pools

> because of my breathing and I have to stay out of

> the sun anyway because of metho. It's just really

> insensitive of him and he hasn't taken into

> consideration what I wanted to do....I wanted to

> talk about it and guess what he said? " Can't you

> wait till the commercials? " Yup, that's what he

> is tonight. XXXhole. Glad to be venting.

>

>

>

> =====

>

> When choosing the lesser of two evils,

> I always like the one I haven't tried.

> -- Mae West

>

>

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