ever go to an OS apt w/o your head?

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hi y'all...

well today is 10 days pre-op and I am spinning! SO much going on for

me with this being around the corner and my other vast and intense

resp (if only the world would stop for a few days?! ha)

but really I am truly buggin' sometimes-like this morning, I left the

house w/o my AP cepf xray that I HAVE to bring to the OS

tonight...DUH it was sitting out-in all it's b&w glory staring at me

with my bag, and I had a note with my keys and still it sat there and

I left...unbelieveable.

I never really forget anything...until lately

I wouldn't be so spun if I just knew about mylower jaw...I pray to

god that tonight they tell me for sure what our plans are. If they

need to do my lower, 6 wks wired shut.

If NOT, then no bands, no wires, just recovery.

............can you imagine that?...........

well I couldn't.

I would read about everyone and how few people were wired that long,

most were banded and I would just think wow-imagine...and then stop

imaging bec that wasn't going to be me -NO WAY

....until last fri I learned that this was his (OS) last and biggest

question...I started thinking and now, crap to not be

wired...wow!!!!!!!!!!!!

....but I so don't want to get stuck on that idea...there are so many

reasons why that would really help my world-i.e. I'm tiny, and can't

gain, and don't want to loose, and I talk for a living, really-I'm a

recruiter, and the reasons keep going. BUt #1 impt to me is doing it

right...and not rushing, so wired is ok if it is best...but

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargh! I just was to know....

and maybe worse of all, I have that damn song from WAY back in my

head-and it's stinky to boot....ANTICIPAaaaation is making me

wait......what is that helen redy or somthing?? I think I officially

lost it! jo

TOMPOOL how are YOU doing? bugging like me or what?